
"Master will stay like this! Not taking a firm stance! I am indeed Master's subordinate, but what I once said isn't that true! Let go of one of them! Because they deserve to be happy!" Arlan growled at the man sitting in his chair.
Panji.
"Sir is in love with non Anisa?" arlan.
Panji is still silent.
"Also love with non Tiwi?" arlan.
Arlan snorted annoyedly not getting a response from his master. It felt like hitting back the face of the man in front of him but he paled. This time he refrained from being able to speak from heart to heart.
"Do both mean something to you, sir?! Then, make non Tiwi a second wife and treat them fairly."
"That's impossible!" sahut Panji's.
Arlan smiled snorting, "If not possible! Divorce non Anisa and marry non Tiwi! Or if that's not possible either! Leave non Tiwi no longer take care of her life and live happily with non Anisa!"
Panji is still silent. His mouth seemed to freeze hearing what Arlan said not knowing what to answer.
Arlan would rather step outside the room.
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Anisa stared at the sleeping child.
'Can I part with you?' inner Anisa. Her tears are flowing now.
Anisa can't forget the conversation last night with Panji. A conversation that so gripped his heart. However, it should be a normal thing since he knew that Panji's heart did indeed exist Tiwi. Then why did his heart hurt so much when Panji said what Panji should have said a long time ago.
Flashback.
The banner drew closer to Anisa. He was so anxious when Anisa showed him a picture of her sleeping but could not have Panji hold the printed photo.
"Let's take Kak," teased Anisa still holding the photo.
"So don't want to see it, do you?" continued Anisa.
Panji continued to step on her feet, Anisa began to panic at Panji's increasingly sharp gaze. Anisa's feet stepped back until Anisa's body was squeezed between the Panji and the wall. Anisa still raised the photo she held, Panji's face drew closer and even supported Anisa's body.
"Are you intentionally trying to do this?" panji whispers make Anisa's body move electrically stung tub.
Anisa turned her face away from the face of Panji that was getting closer. His heart rate is getting out of control.
The pennant pulled Anisa's chin, until the two pairs of eyes sat against each other.
Taps.
The photo Anisa held moved away. Anisa was still dumbfounded yet to realize that. Anisa's eyes still haven't blinked looking into the eyes of the man in front of her.
Placed.
"Ow! Sick Brother!" annoyed Anisa, rubbing her forehead that was hit by Panji flick.
Panji chuckles. "We went to the dining room, you had brought us some food, did you forget?!" chirp the Panji that first stepped out of the room.
Anisa is trailing behind him.
"Eat Kak" said Anisa after taking a serving of rice to a plate owned by Panji.
The pennant took the plate then took the side dish that he liked.
"Sayur meatball soup is also delicious Kak," exclaimed Anisa while pouring a spoonful of soup into Panji dishes.
"It's Nis, you don't know I don't like meatball soup" Panji protested.
"Oh, I'm sorry, sister, let me take the soup." Anisa regretted.
"No need, this is me eating, there is no harm in trying to return who knows who will like the soup."
Anisa smiled slightly hearing Panji's words. However, Anisa's little heart was actually very sick. I don't know why his heart is so sensitive.
"I.., I always suck. Though it has been 8 months with Sister but which food Kak Panji likes and does not like to not know," complained Anisa with a soft and stammering voice.
"That's the truth, brother! I can't be like a Tiwi mom who knows everything about Kak Panji, who can understand Kak Panji and of course who can make Big Brother happy!" sahut Anisa cuts off Panji's speech.
"My presence is only a barrier to your love!" anisa continued, her eyes began to look glassy.
Panji fell silent, put his spoon back.
His gaze looked forward, "Keep you now what?" asked Panji without looking at Anisa.
"Certify me!" Achieve the happiness of Brother," said Anisa.
"I can't divorce you."
"If you don't want to divorce me, what do you want!" anisa's voice was rising.
"What do you and your mom say if they know I'm divorcing you?!" panji said no less raise his voice.
"I won't tell them!" anisha answered quickly.
"Unless you want to go as far away from here as possible" Panji said, staring in any direction.
"Don't you want me to go?!" anisa's eyes stared intently at Panji. Melt of tears flowing down Anisa's cheeks. However, his hands quickly wiped away those tears.
"Go abroad to continue school. Nevan stays here for reasons that you haven't parted with me."
Anisa paused for a moment then said without hesitation, "Alright. I'll be leaving soon. Brother take care of everything. I'll take it wherever Kak Panji sends me away. Origin.., origin Brother can be happy."
Anisa took her breath, raised her butt from the dining chair towards the 2nd floor where her son was.
Flashback.
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"Everything's taken care of. As per your request, I enrolled you in a Malaysian university," Panji said, handing over all the files Anisa needed to carry.
Anisa smiled nodding.
"I_, I'll take you to the airport" Panji continued.
"Don't bother Sis, I can take a taxi on line" Anisa said calmly. He tries to make peace with himself and his circumstances.
"Please say thank you." replied Panji.
Anisa nodded slowly.
"I'll say goodbye to Nevan" said Anisa without hearing Panji Anisa's answer straight out to Nevan's room.
Anisa drew closer to Nevan who was sleeping in bed. His hand lifted the child up to be carried.
"I'm sorry, dear Mother. Mother sacrificed you for Mother's selfishness. May you grow up to be a pious child" Anisa hugged Nevan tightly.
Anisa has considered carefully. His passing was the best thing for everyone. Anisa believes Panji will take good care of her son. However he is the uncle of Nevan, there is still blood relation, there is no way Nevan was abandoned unkempt.
"Mother is a sinful woman. Contains a birth without legal ties. After you were born, Mother left you! Later if you grow up, Mother hope you never know that mother is your biological mother. Mother of a jerk you don't deserve to know" Anisa wiped her tears, kissed Nevan on the forehead and handed her back to Sister Tia.
"Dragon Nevan Sus, I'm leaving."
Sister Tia shed tears, moved to see everything then hugged Anisa.
"Why did Non-Anisa leave?" rhetorical sister Tia with a raucous voice.
Anisa pats sister Tia's back.
"I should have gone, take care of Nevan" Anisa repeated.
Sister Tia nodded.
"Assalamualaikum," said Anisa, taking off her embrace and then stepping out of the room.
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