Arjuna's Wife (Limited Outreach)
CHAPTER 52b

Wife Arjuna Chapter 52b

“Can I, if I too want to learn to love you properly, Mas?”

“Love me as you please, love me the way you, Anggita,” replied Juna hoarsely as he wiped the wet bulges that fell from Anggi's silkworm.

"I have loved so deeply, but never felt the love back,” said Juna bitterly who is true.

“I hope I can, return love as I want. Although Mas was not the first to stop in my life. But, I hope, Mas Juna is the last one, filling my heart until my breath stops later.”

Juna peeked full of eyelids, then turned to the soft, wet cheeks it also gave a glimpse of Anggi's trembling lips sobbing. “Teach me too, teach me to love you properly. My heart's been dull for too long, Anggita. I almost forgot how to love.”

Anggi stared at Juna with millions of feelings raging in his mind. Feeling pity despite still veiled sore.

“Come, we're both learning. As long as I know. I can't stop the taste that just grows in my heart over time, even though our togetherness doesn't start out sweet. I love you too, Mom. But, here sometimes still often feels pain,” said Anggi while patting his own chest slowly.

“I'm sorry, Honey. Sorry, for making you cry so much without me knowing.” Juna wiped away the clear crystals that flooded his sobbing wife's face.

“I ... Every day always try to forgive you, Mas. Although it's not easy. Not for you, but for myself. By remembering the good things you do more often, that's how I erode the anger in my heart. I must admit, I have not forgiven you completely, Mom. But, I am trying to make my once-scratched heart truly forgiving. I hope, I want to be patient and wait, give my heart time.”

“I will wait, no matter how long, until your heart is willing to forgive me.” Juna placed his palm right on Anggi's chest where the heart was beating.

Juna inched down more. Swab Anggi's flat bottom stomach, anchoring the old kiss there full of affection. "I'm sorry, Papa. Sorry, Papa, Son,” he said faltering.

Still in a sobbing wrap, Anggi fingered Juna's hair and stroked there. Honestly, puncture pain sometimes still Anggi feel if you recall the events that have been past. However, regardless of how the little angel was present, the child was indeed a gift that brought so many blessings.

Like the sorry patter of Juna today who even dreamed Anggi did not dare. All materialized real, along with a string of beautiful sentences that make her finally feel has meaning for the man who has become her husband, meaning as a woman as well as wife. Thanks to the presence of the baby, breaking down the old partition between his parents, until finally honest and mutually acknowledge each other.

“Will my son forgive me, Anggita? I have sinned against you too,” said Juna softly full of guilt.

“Of course. The love I gave her, maybe even greater than me. When I wanted to eliminate him, it was Mas who desperately defended him. He was lucky, had Papa who loved and loved him very much,” said Anggi on the sidelines of his sedu sedu.

Juna went back up. Gently caress the head of Anggi. Their wet eyes stared at each other. Weep alike.

“You want to start over, write a story on a new page with me, My wife?” pinta Juna is hopeful.

Anggi touched Juna's jaw, nodding without hesitation still with tears flooding in. “I want. Come on, let's make a new story. About us, only about us.”

There is nothing more beautiful than love. There is nothing more sweet than the ringing of the heart that is broken from the mouth. And there is nothing more beautiful than a heart that tries to wash away all wounds with forgiveness. Forgiveness is thousands of times more beautiful than nurturing hatred and anger.

That is the feeling that is raining two people who are now hugging in the narrow hospital bed. Cuddling each other, in a cloudy context accompanied by a drizzle that cools the heart.

The fortress they had built, had collapsed. Not completely flat, there are still the rest of the fortress that stands though it does not rise, it takes time to collapse completely and it has started from now. The strands of forgiveness also forgive.

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