
Wife Arjuna Chapter 46b
Blanketed in silence, Anggi pensive alone in the dimness of the room. Sitting leaning against a plush bed with a photo album on your lap.
Opened page by page. The album contains a photo of her wedding with Juna. Everyone who caught the picture smiled happily full of joy. I watched dozens of photos one by one. Some escaped the attention of everyone including himself, in some candidly taken photos, Juna looked somber even though only a glance.
Exhaling roughly, Anggi stared at the ceiling made of carved gypsum. After hearing her mother-in-law's talk about her husband's past, her views on the authoritarian and arrogant Juna begin to change. The concern of touching the heart when knowing the cause of the husband's temperament which according to his mother-in-law was a little hard since long ago, increased many times to be as hard as stone after a great failure to destroy a Juna.
Juna's failure in love affairs is not trivial along with the bankruptcy of the company he had pioneered first. In terms of business, Juna is indeed superior proven from how quickly he rose again to be in his current position in a short time. However, when it comes to matters of the heart, it is precisely his intelligence that becomes his greatest enemy.
Her thin brain makes Juna included in the ranks of students who excel in academic matters since elementary school. However, his memory that is so strong it actually backfired for him, because when he slumped so deep, then the cause of his fall was difficult to forget from memory. Stick sticky like in glue that wear high quality adhesive.
That's how it feels for Viona. Juna, who had put his heart on for a long time, had buried hope when he found out Viona was married when he was late bringing a handful of despair to uncover the taste. Then, Juna went back to nurturing her when Viona became a widow. Pouring his true love even dreamed of becoming the father of Nara, the daughter of Viona and Bima. Loving Nara as her own biological child and accompanying Viona tirelessly in her fragile moments due to her divorce from Bima.
For years, Juna waited for Viona to open up after various efforts. However, what to say. Destiny does not describe himself as a match with Viona when it is almost in his grasp.
Even for the sake of getting the idol, Juna had a dispute with Marina due to eroded love and obsession to have. Juna also had time to hide the facts to his extended family about Viona who had children, even Surya at that time only learned the facts that Juna hid after he visited Bandung directly during the impromptu engagement talk.
The big family, especially the grandmother, opposed the desire of Juna who wanted to marry a one-child widow. It is not a matter of his widow's status, but of Viona's child who is not Juna's. For the grandmother, all their descendants must flow Syailendra's blood in it. Bersikukuh so hard can not be contested. It seems from his grandmother that Juna's hard nature declined.
Maybe this is how nature makes Juna realize that he and Viona are not a match. The most obsessed and most hopeful at that time was Juna, turning a blind eye to the fact that Viona still loved Bima even though her lips were reluctant to say. So when the failure hits, the most hopeful are the hardest hit.
Anggi again rang Marina's long sentence before they finished the conversation.
Mami honestly did not mean to say so at that time, when Mami was upset due to continued pressure from her grandmother Juna, labeled unable to educate children so Arjuna became a dissident. Mami once told Arjuna that she would regret not following her own mother. Not long after that day, his engagement plan was canceled and the company he managed went bankrupt until it was gone.
Juna had fallen very deep, but his failure and bankruptcy at that time managed to resuscitate him even though not completely. That everything if not destined, then no matter how hard the effort is done everything will end regardless of the grasp, back to where it should have been outlined. Like Viona who was married to Bima again and all that happened there was already a set, namely the Creator. But in fact, the failure of his love left a big hole in his heart that was not easily patched back. Mami was understood because Juna's struggle to get Viona's love was not a short effort, as a result making him an arrogant figure when his hopes were shattered. Mami will not force you to forgive or justify the arrogance of Juna. just hope, hopefully from the story of Mami, you can understand Juna a little.
“Is learning to forget and let go very difficult for you, Mas? Why torture yourself?” asked Anggi while wiping a handsome photo of Juna in a black tuxedo that was signing the marriage book.
“You once mourned for love as well as me. Even though my nest may not be worth yours. We're meant to be together for a reason, aren't we? We're supposed to be treating each other, not hurting each other, right?" lirih.
TB