Asking You In Every Bow
34. Stirring Sadness
Elsewhere, in parts of the hospital that are not crowded enough will be people. Ramdan was eager to express his sadness, but he seemed to be in the wrong place. Ramdan stepped back on both feet and went further. Now he has been in a hospital park that looks spacious and not many people.
Ramdan was sitting on a white chair in the park. Rubbed his face violently, and his breathing was heard hunting.
"Maybe it's time I cried for her." muttered Ramdan inwardly.
His face was sluggish with closed eyes. The tears that pooled could no longer be held back, which eventually crept out and dripped from the tip of her eyelashes. Both of his palms were clasped tightly as if into pent-up impingement. His forehead began to wrinkle as his emotions and sadness grew. In his heart, he continued to try to recite sacred readings such as beristighfar so that his emotions did not get more upset.
Ramdan opened his eyes slowly. The palm of the hand that had previously been firmly shaken, was now finally opened wide slowly as well. Unable to inhale because maybe his emotions will re-ignite, Ramdan held his breath in his chest. Raising his face and looking at the sparkling radiance in the vast sky. A few seconds later, Ramdan let out a sigh with a slight feeling of relief in his chest. One palm rubbed the surface of the face that had been wet by tears.
His eyes were still looking at the night sky decorated with celestial objects. The crescent-shaped moon emits bright light from each side, along with thousands of sparkling-looking stars, which also appear to surround the moon. They are so beautiful when they are united.
"Are I and Naura going to unite like the moon and the stars?" ask Ramdan inwardly. His eyes were closed to remember the past. Shadow after shadow about Naura's figure was so pleasing to her mind. Unaware of the corners of her lips lifted.
A second later, Ramdan realized what he was doing. He seemed to think in silence about himself and his own heart.
His mind again remembered Naura who was still lying on the hospital bed, making his heart back as if narrowed and his chest as if tight. His hand rubbed his face violently. His feelings were again confused and chaotic. It was like he was screaming but what power, could not do it. Now the dirjnya has been ignited emotions and sadness back.
In the middle of him in a state of slump, suddenly his phone rang and rang in the pocket of his cocktail. After being achieved, Ramdan immediately raised the voice call that turned out from his brother, Fatimah.
"Rame on? Where are you?" fatimah asked across the phone, who sounded the call.
"I was in the park. What's up, brother?" answered Ramdan in a soft voice.
"There's good news for you. Naura has regained consciousness" said Fatimah.
Ramdan was petrified and very surprised to hear it. Without turning off his phone, with a feeling of impatience, Ramdan got up from the chair and ran away from there with tears still dripping, and his hands still continued to wipe away the tears that seemed to be getting heavier. Now Ramdan does not care about the people around him who are staring at his condition. He has only one goal at the moment. Running and running until he finally arrived and immediately entered Naura's nursery. Slowly his feet stepped to get closer towards Naura's bed with a feeling of pleasure. While Naura was still weak, just looked at Ramdan with a slight smile.