Assalamu'Alaikum Pak Policeman
He's an Addict

"Why are you Mei? " Tanya Umi Aminah as Meidina put some of her cooking on the dining table, for dinner.

"Ng - it's okay - what umi. " Answer Meidina.

"You you're such a fidget, and your eyes are red. "

"Not what - what Umi. "

"Vibrate loh. "

"It's okay what Umi, sa I go to the back first. " Meidina immediately ran away to the back.

While Bagas continued to pay attention to Meidina's behavior, Umi Aminah poured rice on the plate for her husband, as well as his side dishes.

Bagas ate, but still thought about Meidina, her suspicion was so strong. And eating is getting less tasteful.

"Bagas, how is Anisa? "

"Oh, Anisah has not told Abi. But his Umi said, it has landed safely. Now being isolated for 3 days, before performing."

"That's anna, the woman who obeyed the same religion, and according to what the old man said. She will also be the wife who always according to what the husband says. You become a husband to guide him on the right path, and heaven will be with your children, wives and grandchildren. "

"God willing, Bagas will be a good priest, and always keep Anisah."

While Meidina felt a shiver, being inside her room, just a little leftover and directly in her cigarette, her body felt better.

Meidina after that immediately opened her hijab, and lay her body on the mattress, race nge fly make her a little raved, until long - long asleep.

*****

"Stati, did you see Meidina? " Task Umi Aminah.

"No Umi, what's wrong? "Jawab Tati asked back.

" Umi, would like to invite him to study. The room is locked tight. "

"Maybe in the key from the inside, it could be sleep."

"Surprisingly, he often stays in the room."

*****

"Roky, my stuff's up. Please love me. " Say Meidina over her phone.

"May, my stock runs out, I also just made it. "

"I can't use it everyday, don't use it. "

"Honestly May, I can't go there, afraid of being discovered. "

"I pay whatever, bring a lot. Let's not come here often. "

"Here you go, you get out of the pesantren, why are you there? if you still act like this. "

"No Roky, Bang Bagas brought me here. You know, I love him, to be close to him, I have to be here. "

"May, he took you there, for you to change, not become an addict. "

"You too, who gave me my first try. "

"Ok I was wrong, now you've become my kayak addict. You can't escape unless you want to die in pain."

"You know, I need it. No matter how much money I pay. "

"Sorry May, my stock is up. "

Without hesitation, Meidina slashed her hands, and sucked her own blood to feel better.

******

"You have to take Roky's responsibility. " Said Mami Rosa.

"This is Mom, I said no. "Roky Speak.

" Meidina, hasn't changed 100 percent. He is now tormented with illicit goods. We as the closest people, do not even plunge, Meidina must be able to change as what she wants Bagas. "

"Yes, Mom, I was wrong. "

*****

"May, you're not feeling well? " Tanya Lastri, as Meidina helps put in a cake for her new home thanksgiving event.

"No, okay. " Meidina answered with trembling hands and reddened and pale eyes.

"May, you better take a break. "

"Ng - it's okay. " Say Meidina, who tried to hold her back, from the night.

"Astagfirullah Mei, you why Mei? " Tanya Bagas panicked.

Aaaaaaa

"Go Bang, don't approach me Bang. "

"May..!!! "

Meidina then took out a small knife and would slash her hand, and was immediately forcibly taken by Bagas, when the knife was in his hand, Bagas pulled the long arm of Meidina's hand up, and, there is a new incision and the wound is not dry.

"Say, where did you get that stuff, huh...!!! "

"Don't set me up, I'm not the woman you expect, I'm dirty, I'm an addict, you're wrong to take me to the boarding school to change me. True what Abi said you Bang, I changed not because of the heart but because of you. "

"Meidina, I'm taking you there, wanting you to change. "

"But what, I changed also I can't marry you, I love you but do you not love me. I'm like this because you're Bang..!!! "

Aaaaaaarrrrrggghhh

Meidina was in such pain and kept trying to hurt herself, Bagas tried to stop Meidina.

"Ilham... Please Ilham... !! " Shouted Bagas.

Aaaaaaarrrrrggghhh

"Detach...!!! " Shouted Meidina.

"Ilham....!!! "

Ilham who heard the call Bagas, immediately ran with Lastri.

"Astagfirullah, why Meidina? " Tanya Ilham saw Bagas tightly hugging Meidina's body.

"He's sakau. "

"Well. sakau. "

"Astagfirullah Meidina, why Bang? "

"Hurry up, get my car ready to take Meidina."

"I - yes good. " Say Ilham.

"Bagas, keep how he is. "

"I forced him to tie his body. " Say Bagas directly took the rope tied to Meidina's body.

"Please Bang. " Say Meidina was very weak.

"I'm sorry if I can't be at your Thanksgiving. "

"It's okay - what. "

"Commander."

"Wood, you drive my car. "

"Each commander. " Sayu said without asking again.

"Why do you help me if you don't love me. "

Bagas was just silent while Meidina continued to try to get her body apart from the bond, Meidina continued to moan until sweat soaked her body.

"You know, I love you Bang, you made me this way, you know, I dare to change it because of you, for example you see I haven't changed, because this is not from my heart, but for your sake Bang. "

Bagas was only silent, while Bayu occasionally glanced at his Commander, Bagas' heart was now uncertain, while Meidina continued to feel pain.

*****

"What did he say? he's not 100 percent changed. Not from the heart, but because of you. If he wants to change, he will learn to stop using illegal goods. Now you see, he's like this. "

"Abi, people to change it needs a process, maybe from seeing me first, later it will be to his heart. It's not as easy to change it. "

"Do you like her? "

Bagas was just silent, while looking at Meidina who had calmed down a little. But it still looks very tortured.

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