
Meidina sat down daydreaming, Mami Rosa came and sat down beside her. Meidina turned her head towards him, with a smile.
"Mommy's son, why daydream? "
"Not anything - what Mam, just want to be alone. "
"Why? you can confide in Mami."
"Ehm.. Mom, yesterday in the hospital. Bang Radit came, he said he wanted to make Mei his life companion, and his family would accept Mei. "
"In that case, why don't you accept him? "
"Mam, the problem is I don't love him. "
"Love can grow later, you try to live first. According to the glasses Mami read, he was a good man just like Bagas. No, he's still single. "
"Honestly, Mom, I'm afraid of disappointment."
"You haven't tried yet, go for it."
"But my feelings are Mam. "
"What did Mommy say, try. Maybe this is your soul mate, there is a married man who loves you. Than yesterday, make heartache love even a married man. Same - same likes, but can't have."
"Still Mam, make her suggestion. "
*****
"Eat ya? " say Bagas.
"I don't want to eat Mas. " said Anisah.
"You don't torture yourself, our son is no more. After all, you will not be able to live anymore. "
"Mas, I'm pregnant with her. I hope he will grow up with us, accompany our old days, how he feels to arrive - arrive motionless and go for his duration. "
"Mas understand, I also feel. Because of my son, not you. You are sincere, do not continue like this. If you keep this up, I'm afraid of your condition baby."
Hiks. hiks..
"I'm afraid, if pregnant again scared like this again. "
"God willing, we will try again." said Bagas calming.
Anisah also nodded her head and wanted to accept a bribe from Bagas, while from the door Meidina saw it and when going to close the door Anisah saw Meidina.
" May. "
Bagas turned his head, back when Anisah called Meidina, and Meidina entered and closed the door again.
"How are you doing? " ask Meidina while putting the fruit parcel.
"Alhamdulillah is good." replied Anisah.
"Alhamdulillah."
"Anisah, do not want to eat, this is still a lot" said Bagas.
"Eat dong, later if you get sick more, pity your husband. "
"Thank you, I want to encourage you. "
"Anisah, you must be strong. Don't be weak, losing it doesn't mean losing it all. You know, the body is gone but the soul is still there. Your son, already happy in Heaven, is just like my son. You should know, they are now with the angels. Laugh, smile and they are waiting for us. Until the time we arrive, they will welcome us at the door. "
"May, you are indeed a strong woman, I have much to learn from you" Anisah said with her eyes glazed over.
"Excite yes, there is Bang Bagas beside you. The man who loves you so much, the man who is loyal to you. Although his heart was once shaky, but he still defended you. Because of you, the first woman and always in her heart. "
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"As for Mei, you have given Anisah encouragement and advice. She's not as strong as you, she's weak Mei, sometimes my husband must be patient, if not patient yes it is, he will be angry arising his quarrel. "
"That's a good thing his people patiently control emotions. "
"If not, we can - we do not know, how our household."
"Don't you ask for advice? "
"What advice? "
"What do you think of Bang Radit? "
"Don't you like him? "
"Either Bang, I haven't had a taste."
"Love can grow in the back, if you want to live it. "
"What a sincere thing, right, if I become like Bang Radit? " meidina and Radit smiled.
"Ikhlas, sincere Brother Mei. Even if you love me, love you. But you deserve to be happy and have only one owner. And not her, we're learning to throw off her taste. You now feel how? "
"Slow down May, from the remaining 100 40 percent, Brother is also the same. "
"Eat it, keep our distance. I'm like this Brother right, because Anisah is being treated. "
"Try, open your heart. God willing, 40 percent of it, will disappear quickly. "
"Yes Bang, I will open this heart."
"Radit's a good man, I know him. He'll make you happy, trust your brother."
****
"Bang Radit, what's in the hospital parking lot?"meidina said as she walked out of the hospital.
" Sister was home he said you were here, so you picked him up. Um... Bagas' wife how? "
"Alhamdulillah already heard, Brother want to look? "
"Byeah, interracial brother enter again huh. "
"Good Bang. "
Inside the nursery, Bagas chatted with Radit. Anisah smiled towards Meidina, and whispered to her.
"So when is it official? "
"Apaan the Anisah. "
"Official, why not immediately."
"Jadian has not. "
Get married, say long."
"Ih. what the heck" said Meidina while blushing.
****
"May, we go to Brother's house. "
"Ngapain Bang, no akh. "
"Why Mei, we'll see Brother's parents. "
"No Bang, I don't want to."
"May, you want to get to know them more closely. They welcome you, you want to. "
"Well, please don't now yeah, I'm still not ready. "
"Ok then, you don't understand. But I want to take you somewhere. You want to huh? "
"Where? "
"Abang take you to the beach, will you? "
"Can."
Breezing the sea breeze, making Meidina's veil move, the two walked on the beach with a stretch of white sand.
When the trunk of a coconut tree falls, they sit on the trunk of the wood, while enjoying the small waves.
"May, how about that feeling? do you have an answer? "
Meidina was silent, Radit turned towards Meidina who was looking straight, towards the beach.
"May."call Radit and Meidina turned her head, a smile from Meidina's lips greeted Radit with her smile.
" Bismillah, we're going Bang. "
"Alhamdulillah, thank you May. " said Radit while holding Meidina's hand.
"Now, I may not have a taste. But I will learn, to love Bang Radit. "
"Abang will always wait for your love, brother promises will be happy you. "
"Thank you Bang, for accepting everything, especially accepting my past that is not good to tell."
"Abang loves you, sincere. And not to be brought to remember the past, but to be brought to the future. Brother will close your story, and replace it with our story now. "
"Thank you Bang. "
"You to Brother, are angels. You, for my brother, are the queen of hearts. "
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