Assalamu'Alaikum Pak Policeman
Losing The Same

"Mas, mas. "call Anisah while watching television with Bagas.

"What's wrong? "

"Kok, it's weird. "

"Weird why? "

"My Reliance Mas."

"What's our son? "

"Like him, something's wrong. "

"What do you feel? "

"No movement, no response from noon. "

"Maybe it's just your feelings."

"No, right. "

"Don't make me panic. "

"Mas, I feel it. "

"Ok, now you calm down. Don't think like that, let's go to the doctor now. Check the contents of our child, whether it is fine or there is a problem. "

"Yes, we're going to the hospital. "

"Yes, we're going to the hospital. "

****

"Well, Abi's going to the hospital now" Abi Nasir said, turning off his phone.

" What's up Abi? " ask Meidina.

"Sahara, Anisah is in the hospital. There is a problem in his womb, and the doctor will immediately take action. "

"Inalilahi wainnailaihi rojiun, how does Anisah condition her same baby candidate? " ask Meidina in panic.

"We're the same - same there now. "

"Yes Abi, we're there now. "

****

"I'm sorry, Mr. Ma, I'm in the USG, the baby in the womb of your wife died in the womb or known as Stillbirth." said Dr. Estela, obstetrician who examined Anisah.

"No doc, the doctor must be wrong" said Anisah.

"Sorry Mom. "

Hiks. hiks..

"Bas..!!! hyx.. "

"Mas, can't say - words anymore" said Bagas.

"Sir, for immediate removal of the fetus, in its womb. I'm asking, sir to the administration for his signature approval. "

"Okay doc, I'll be there. "

"Mas, this must be wrong.we moved the hospital, this must be wrong. "

"Mas wants it to be so, but God wills another. Please dear, sincere. "

"Hiks. hiks.. no Mas, this must be a dream. Hiks. hiks.. "

"It's not a dream, it's real. "

****

"How's Bagas? " ask Abi Mulia.

"Our son, died in the womb." replied Bagas sadly.

"Thisilahi wainnailaihi rojiun" said Meidina and Abi Mulia.

"I have to, sign the consent to remove her fetus. "

"Where is Anisah now? "ask Meidina.

"He was taken to the operating room. "

"Patiently Bang. "

"Thank you."

****

Bagas sat beside Abi Mulia, Alif and Mumtadz came, immediately approached his sister.

"Sister." said Bagas hugging Bagas body.

"Prophey yes" said Alif.

****

"You why Radit? "ask Mira's mother.

"Not what - what Bund." said Radit

"Don't lie, tell Mother. "

"It turns out Meidina, has a bad past. "

"What about the past? "

"Do you love Meidina? "

"Yes Bund, but he doesn't love me. Because he felt that he was, inappropriate. Because of the past, which is not good. "

"If you love her, and love her. Don't look, from his past. How - how, that's part of the past. What do you want, to take him to the past? no. kan. You'll take him, into the future. "

"Does the same Father Mother, will approve, if I am together Meidina united? "

"Father the same Mother will bless you both, and people look holy also not necessarily they are really holy. "

"Thank you Mother, thank you. "

"What Meidina, also rejecting is not the only reason, right? he likes not the same you? "

*****

"Anisah, be patient" said Meidina.

Hiks. hiks..

"My son, hiks.. hiks. my son." said Anisah sobbing.

Bagas hugged the body of his wife, who kept crying. Even Mumtaz, helped calm his sister-in-law.

"Yes, be patient. Your son, he is already in heaven" said Mumtaz.

Bagas sat in the patient's waiting chair, Meidina sitting beside him. Bagas looks sad, even Anisah continues to cry until it suktikan sedative.

"Abang, I also felt what Anisah felt. I lost once, a child. His taste, indeed very sad, even his sense of loss did not heal a day or two. Until now, I felt quite the loss. Let alone me, lost without any consolation, no husband. While Anisah, there are still husbands who can strengthen. I'm just from people, who really love me. I felt strong there, but on the other side of my heart I cried.What Anisah felt, exactly with me even though I was more miserable. "

"you're strong Mei, but not with Anisah. "

****

"Meidina is? "asked Radit.

" I'm sorry sir, Mei is in the hospital." Wulan said.

"May, what pain? "

"Not May, who is sick. But his wife, Mr. Bagas, his future baby died. "

"Can you still be in the womb? "

"Really Sir. "

"What hospital? "

"Medicals. "

"thank you. "

****

Meidina looked at Bagas, so looking sad. Anisah was endlessly crying, and Bagas continued to comfort her. Even Abi Mulia, remained by Anisah's side.

"You're lucky Anisah, at a time like this. You can still be, with people who love and love you. I know, you are not as strong as I am, perhaps because my way of life is like this, making me a woman like steel. "meidina said slowly, and closed the ward slowly.

"Bang Radit." said Meidina as she turned around.

"May."

"Don't know where I'm from? "

"Fly home, you're not there. "

"What's up, brother? " meidina said walking towards the waiting chair and sitting on the chair.

"May, forgive brother. Yesterday, you just went. "

"What's wrong Bang, Brother is not wrong. I understand and understand, I am not hurt. "

"May, my brother still loves and loves you. Even in the past, you are not good to tell. Enough of that past, you keep meetings. And I know enough, and enough of a story for both of us. "

"I don't deserve Bang, and I don't have the same feeling Brother. "

"Why? "

"Because of me, deliberately not wanting to fall in love. "

"Mek, open your heart to Brother, promise you will be happy, will your brother be happy like a queen. "

"I don't need that Bang. "

"Please Mei, thank you brother. We go slowly, we face it all together. "

"Don't you be ashamed, if anyone knows who's standing next to you? if anyone says, Mr. Radit can be used, dear virgin can be used. Like there's no other woman, and that's the time of the former policewoman of the night. "

"Whoever says that, will face you. And if the members, who say. Will be brother, mutation him far away. "

"Abang can now talk so, but when the reality is different how? "

"May, I'm it accepts you what it is. Means I, too, received an old wound, though it will be imprinted, for as long as it lasts. You're ready, brother take."

" But Bang. "

"Give you time, brother wait for his answer. "

From behind the door, Bagas noticed both of them. Then Bagas closed it again, Anisah seemed to have started to fall asleep again, and Abi Mulia too, fell asleep while sitting.

"He's Mei, he's your happiness. He'll take you, up from the sea of trouble. He is the best, Abang happy, if you now get that happiness.Thank you Mei, accept Radit, he sincerely loves you. " said Bagas in his heart.

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