At the End of Bullet 4 (Next Generation)
22. There's no change.
Bang Dewa supported his head which felt heavy. Both of his hands clenched tightly. He thought about what happened last night, before how long he rubbed his chest and then took a heavy breath.
"Astagfirullah pahadim Ya Allah." his heartbeat throbbed very fast. Thumping considering the look of Gita's face that begged to be released. The pain last night made him unable to handle it. The spoiled voice of Gita kept ringing in his mind and mind.
Bang God hit his desk, reflexively relieving his inner self. He realized that everything was not wrong. "Sorry to Bian. I did it." Somehow his heart was so angry to see Gita with another man and not want to obey him.
Moments later Bang Dewa recalls with Gita being sick at home due to her uncontrollable passion last night. He looked at his watch, it was time for lunch break.
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Bang Dewa saw the house was clean, food was available at the dining table. His dirty clothes have been washed and in the sun as well as clothes that were scattered yesterday have been neatly stored in the closet. He searches the Gita throughout the house and turns out that the little ladybug is sleeping soundly, probably feeling very tired.
After seeing the state of the Gita that looks fine, he went back to the dining room and enjoyed his lunch.
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Pepes goldfish, vegetables and chili on his plate has satisfied the stomach of Bang Dewa who had been hungry. He smiled thinly it turns out Gita is good at cooking at a very young age.
After eating Bang Dewa rushed off to the office to continue his work. He left Gita at home.
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It was already night when Bang Dewa came home from work. Like there was dinner on the table. The food is still warm, meaning that not too long ago the food was served.
Bang Dewa peeked at Gita wearing a headset as if she was doing a zoom and she didn't want to disturb him.
As if knowing Bang the God came home. Gita turned her head, she stood up and went straight to the kitchen to make coffee for Bang Dewa after that put on the dining table without talking and immediately returned to the room. At a glance Bang Dewa saw Gita was still uncomfortable when walking.
"I want to talk..!!"
"Write on paper or send a short message, Gita is busy..!!" Gita said then into the room.
Bang Dewa also enjoyed his own dinner. If usually he would enjoy his day with Bian, this time Bang Dewa ate alone. He picked up his phone and sent a short message to Gita's phone.
D: Have you eaten?
G: It is full.
Bang Dewa no longer asked Gita.
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The night was getting late, only cigarettes and coffee accompanied him tonight until there was a video call from Bian.
"Assalamu'alaikum. Arrived yet?" Ask Bang Dewa with his smile.
"Wa'alaikum.. Thank God it is Mas. It's in the hotel too. Hasn't you slept?" Bian asked back.
"Not yet. kangen you."
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Two weeks passed.
Day after day went flat and today Bian came home from Umrah worship. Bian dizzy looking for the figure of Gita who did not come to pick him up.
"Gita where is Mas?" Ask Bian.
"lectures. His home is always night" replied bang Dewa tucked a cigarette between his lips while turning the direction of his car.
"Lho. It's ten o'clock in the night. Didn't you pick up Gita??" Ask Bian again.
"He can go home by himself. Where anyone dares to be the same kind of gita women." the tone of voice Bang god flat only.
"O Allah, do not let Gita go home alone. Women go home alone if the night is not good either..!!"
Bang Dewa did not speak Bian's words. He was focused on driving the car.
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Arriving at home, Bian saw the house so clean. There's a cold meal maybe Gita's cooking this morning. The house also did not leave dirty clothes scattered carelessly.
Bian knew that maybe the God Bang had not changed and still continued to suppress it without feeling.
"Hmm Mas and Gita already.........."
"It's been." replied Bang God honestly without anyone being covered again. He knows the direction of Bian's question.
Unlike most women who will be angry if her husband is with another woman, but not with Bian who instead smiles happily.
"Seriously Mas???? Thank goodness..!!" His words were excited but honestly that expression made Bang Deity's heart sad because of the circumstances that made their fate so like this.
Bang Dewa's attitude was flat in response to Bian's pleasure.
"Wa'alaikumsalam."
"Wa'alaikum.. Gitaaa.. Who are you going home with deck?" Tanya Bian then hugged Gita sadly.
"Amaan Mbak, Gita khan's friend a lot." Gita's like getting a helper to see Bian coming.
Bian rubbed Gita's cheeks more thin, Gita's eyes also look more concave. Bian tau Gita must have been very depressed some time.
"Hurry into the room and rest with Mas Dewo." Said Bian.
"Gita wants to be alone Ma'am, can ya..!!" Reject Bian.
Bian gaped at her, not usually women will be happy if her husband accompanies her but in reality not with Gita. Bian turned his head to glance at Bang Deity who was throwing away face distracting.
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"Mas won't say."
"Yeah. yaaa.. She never slept in Gita's room. Touch it too only once, then never again." Bang Dewa.
"Why so much. Gita is Mas's wife.not a comfort woman.." rebuked Bian very disappointed. "Change the attitude of Mas, or Mas will regret later..!!"
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Like the wind then Bang Dewa did not mengubris Bian speech and in every day Bang Dewa still sleep in Bian's room to make Bian dizzy himself in his making.
This morning Gita cooked as usual but this time Gita felt something different, she felt her head dizzy smelling the aroma of freshly cooked rice. His body staggered to see the garlic stored in the place of the spice.
"You..!!" Bian who accidentally saw Gita a little strange immediately approached the second wife Bang Dewa.
"Pulp.. Gita's dizzy smelling of rice."
"Maaa.. Mas Dewo. please Gita Mas..!!!" Shouted Bian calling Bang Dewo who had just changed into official clothes.
"Why?" Bang Dewo asked lazily in response to everything related to the Gita.
"Suddenly Gita's limp." Answer Bian.
"You just help. I want to go to work..!!" Said Bang Dewa as if he had no compassion for Gita.
Don't wait a long time Bian helped Gita. She cried because Bang Dewa did not have any sense of concern, as a woman there must be a sense of hurt to face the attitude of Bang Dewa.
Bang Dewa caught a glimpse of the state of the Gita, in the sense that no one was worried.
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The sun had already risen, mother and father had come to visit Bian. They always take the time to visit the state of the favorite daughter-in-law.
Bian immediately greeted her in-laws as well as Gita who welcomed her husband's parents. Mom and Dad were so warm to Bian, but not to Gita.
Gita, who knew her position as only a second wife, immediately retreated regularly, choosing to be alone in the kitchen and preparing food for everything.
"Let's stay here, Mom..!!" Pinta Bian's.
"I can't do it next time, I have business outside the city.". Reject mom.
"Dad. mother.. eat first yes..!! Gita has prepared a meal for father and mother." Gita was acting like a daughter-in-law.
"Why is your face pale?" I saw Gita's face.
"It's okay, ma'am. Gita's fine."
Bian wants to complain about Bang Dewa's behavior but Gita holds Bian's hand to prevent it.
"You haven't eaten yet?" Ask mom though her tone is still not as gentle as when greeting Bian.
"Not yet." Bian replied because Gita seemed a little afraid of her father and mother-in-law.
"Nuk.. Bian. please get me some food, let me feed Gita." Pinta mother.
"How can you take care of your husband if he's so limp." Reprimand dad while playing his phone.
"Yes Mom. Bian..!!" Bian immediately moved.
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