At the End of Bullet 4 (Next Generation)
37. The buai longing.

Bian and Gita cried together and they both rested at the feet of Bang Dewa who was closing their eyes thinking of the best way for the continuation of their lives.

"Don't get out of Mas's military, let Gita go. All the kids can go with Mas Dewo." The Gita promise at that time.

"No. Let Mbak go. There is a child who wants so much. You should be here..!!" Said Bian.

"Please don't fuss yourself..!! I think hard for all of us. This is our son. We must take care together, Bian must accept Mas has a child from Gita and Gita must also be heartened if the heart of Mas Dewo also belongs to Bian..!!" Speak firmly Bang Dewa.

Bian and Gita fell silent. Surely they already know the consequences that occur if married to this situation.

"Better to get out of the army, it's safe for both of you. Sustenance can be sought, but wives and children cannot be replaced." Bang Dewa.

"Mas, just put the Gita outside the compound. Far from the reach of the members..!!"

"No deck.. I don't want to lose you and your child a second time. You want to go far with the twins khan??" The God Bang can no longer think logically. In his mind there was only the fear of losing the Gita.

"This time Gita promises not to go anywhere. Gita will take good care of our son..!!" Gita's Promise.

Bian did not dare to answer anything, he handed all the decisions to Bang Dewa.

"Let the kids be proud to have Papa a soldier. His father was not a bad man, not a bad man. All just a forcing situation. That's all Gita requests, keep this uniform..!!"

Throat Bang God feels choked. Both his wives have sacrificed a lot of soul and body for the happiness of their marriage but can not be denied too much that Gita sacrificed.

"Mas will visit you every day, or every time you need the presence of Mas. Mom and dad will take care of you." There was a sense of unbearability in Bang Dewa's heart but life was a choice. "Sorry.sorry..not to ignore your feelings deck..!!" Bang Dewa showered Gita with a kiss.

Bian saw the tears of sadness and the unreality of Bang the God to be away from the Gita. He began to understand maybe the love of Bang Dewa is greater for Gita but it's okay for him because this is his decision as well and he understands that all decisions must be at risk. He smiled and rubbed his back.

"If Mas doesn't want to be away from Gita because she's worried about her pregnancy too, stay outside, no problem for Bian. Bian was also in a safe place and was already with Angger." Said Bian.

Bang the God grabbed Bian's body. "Mas will do his best and be fair to you both." Reply Bang Dewa.

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Four and a half months passed. Now this is what they are living. Gita returned to live together with mother and father on the hill they had once rented and this time the house on the hill was bought by Bang Dewa for Gita residence.

The distance is quite far making Bang Dewa can not every time be able to visit Gita like this afternoon, the rain fell very heavily and the Gita was desperate for meatballs but there were no traders selling until it went up the hill. The stock of food supplies is also almost depleted, Bang Dewa has not visited Gita for two weeks, the signal is no less dim.

"Later if Dewo can be contacted, I ask him to come bring meatballs. It's been three days eating you very little." Said mother. "If you really miss Dewo just say ndhuk, do not feel bad with Bian. You have suffered a lot too."

"Really ma'am, Gita is okay. Gita's in good health." The answer.

"Assalamu'alaikum..!!" Greet someone at the door.

"Wa'alaikum.. Oh Allah Dewoooo... Do you remember having a wife or not?????? Gita three days will not eat think you..!!!" This is up to the emotion of not having the heart to see his daughter-in-law.

"Sorry Mom, the office is really busy. I also resolved this internal matter and only cleared up this morning. Bian is sick. I'm taking care of Angger. Now someone's helping Bian look after Angger." Bang Dewa immediately hugged Gita and kissed her forehead.

"Pass bring meatballs. Won't you??"

"Young..!!!" No more words. Gita just shed tears.

"Duuuhh.What a dream last night. Do'amu translucent ndhuk. Quickly feed Gita eat..!! Your wife for three days won't eat..!!" Said the mother and immediately grabbed the plastic bag in the hands of Bang Dewa and prepared for her daughter-in-law.

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Bang Dewa hugged Gita sheathed in a blanket, she leaned Gita's head on her shoulder. The two of them sat on the front porch of the house seeing the rain. I don't know how long Gita has wanted such a position.

"Why is it so hard to say that you miss Mas Dewo."

"Mas Dewo himself is not the same as Gita?" Ask Gita who today did not want to be far from Bang Dewa.

"Don't ask. Miss baaaatt..!!!!!!" Bang Dewa rubbed Gita's stomach which was getting bigger.

"Bang, why yeah lately it feels like Gita's stomach is very heavy. Like pressing down."

"Maybe because he hasn't seen his father yet." Bang Dewa's Whispe. "Just go yuk..!!"

"Let's go. It's not good to have a mother's father." Reject Gita.

"They understand. They were also young." Soon Bang Dewa lifted Gita into the room.

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