At The Moment
35. Without Farel 5
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In the morning
This morning I went straight to Lian's house to pick him up, at 6 I already nyampe his house trus nyelonong enter. Yup, like yesterday I went straight to the kitchen and my guess was they were all new to breakfast. Mama Tisha immediately told me to sit down, while Lian was like her job to prepare my food. Not good too the same Lian because he had to stop eating it, but yes it seems like the family tradition is that.
When I take Lian I eat, look very flat face as flat as a plywood. Why this is a child from yesterday. Really kon ribet, really. After breakfast I same Lian immediately leave, do not rush because the clock is still pointing at 6.20 WIB. On the street I immediately asked him why he was like a lost man, lemes so much.
"En, Tis. You really why the hell?", I asked Lian.
Lian moved her face beside my head. (See if people are shaken using a motor trus taught to say. That's so)
"Huh? Why how? I'm.usual", he answered.
"What is the habit? Faces you yesterday I saw like a man was crying and now your face looks like a defiled nahan. Uh don't like people have lives"
"Oh, no, I'm ordinary" he replied.
"Honest" I said again.
"Haha, now Hyatt already wants to say a lot with Quena. Gini keeps on going with Quena, don't change like Lashon and Farel. Yes", said.
I was silent for a while digesting his words I finally answered with a nod. Quena who saw me refocus on the streets finally looked to the side while sitting leaning against my body. I'm the same Lian has not been awkward since from yesterday we together continue, eating her dare to lean on me. A few moments later, my school finally opened the conversation again.
"Kalok lo kayak gini because Farel, I just want to talk do not drag on. You see any anger Farel to lo, he also g will like kalok lo sampe because it is not clear like gini. Even you who are usually chatty, now so lost to me. I'm sure, he g ngabarin lo there must be a reason for angry yesterday or emang g sempet. Anyway, right now I'm not telling you, so don't think too much about it. And if it's not because of him, I'm ready to be your shoulder to make nyandar when there is no Farel. You must not feel good about going to Lashon again because he already has a girl. Also, you already know I think it's someone else's problem I'm ready to protect you or dirty my hands to reverse your mood as Farel do you", explained I.
For a moment I felt relieved to be able to say that to Lian. Especially since yesterday I started to deket same him and his family, somehow I ngrasa angep he adek me alone. I'm an only child, so straight to baper time has a scene. Haha
"Yes, thanks to Hyatt", he answered and changed the handle in my backpack so it hit me.
There is a sense of seneng pervaded in my heart, he is childish, spoiled, looks to be the center of attention, and seems to depend on each other really. But what I know after deket same him is that it's all wrong really because it's really a very precious. Different from the others.
"Huhh, yeah already kalok not want to tell a story. But at school outside of school, you obligated me and told me yes. Okay?"
Lian took off her embrace.
"Ih what the hell, already like Lofa just like Cair. I have focused on driving, riding a long time motorbike really feel like riding a car" he said.
"Ck! Dyingetin too", I'm annoyed.
"Yes, you know what. Come on, let's spit it out", he ordered.
LIAN POV'S
I feel so lazy to follow the flag ceremony. Yes, I'm lazy because I don't really like to stand too long without being able to actively move. Sorry hero, not that I don't appreciate your services or I know the ceremony is too light compared to your efforts to liberate this country. But really, I really don't like to stand for too long. Ah yes, plus Farel. Yes Farel. Since last Friday, there is still no news. Yes, he managed to drown me with guilt. That's my fault, and I've done it before. Or he doesn't like Sean. Oh my God, how should I.
My days have been pretty mundane since Farel didn't go to school, still no news. On the sidelines of my school, I also still do latian for the piano competition held later this month. So sometimes I always spend half an hour of my break in the music room. Sometimes Sean was with me until I finished training and then went to the cafeteria together. At least I had a friend to talk to forget Farel for a moment.
Every day Nizar would pick me up and pick me up. Coming home from Ekkkul, I was also with Nizar except the Wednesday I was with Lashon. On Thursday my ex and Nizar were the same, so I went home with him. I don't know, Nizar's excrement always lasts longer than mine and I'm actually quite upset about it. But it's okay, after all this doesn't last long because after this there must be Farel who is always there for me. Well.just a sedative phrase that I always say in my heart.
Ah Farel yes, I remember him. For more than a week he had no news. It's been 11 days that she hasn't been to school, that long. I'm always worried about it every day, even though Farel's absence adds to my closeness to Nizar's gang and Sean's. But still, guilt makes me still feel that there is something stuck plus because he did not give the news.
Wednesday, the 12th day after Farel never came home, never called me, and didn't go to school. As usual I was with Nizar this morning, Lashon? Of course he's with Chara. Jealousy, yes, I feel like something is missing. Not that jealousy, there was no pain in my face when I saw the closeness of Lashon and Chara. In fact, I'm glad they're getting more intimate by the day. It's just, honestly I miss the moments together I, him, and Farel.
You guys must think I'm outrageous, greedy, and not know myself. I'm not a typical friend who ruins his best friend's relationship because it's too close, I don't care if we have to be 4 5 or 6. Most important to me is the moment, I always want to make memories so that I can remember one day. Or maybe if I need to tell my kids later. Huhhhh..
"Woi Li's! Instead of stirring and mending that drink to me!", said Knox.
"Ck! Ngagetin know not", I said half annoyed with Knox who broke my daydream.
"Yes lo sih drink stirred mulu, mending ntar malem deh I who stir lo. Yes, Chard?" said Knox and then mengoel Richard who is next to him.
"Take it's the mouth of Cok!", said Nizar.
"You mean?!", I said a little bit up and knew Knox's direction of thought.
"The mouth of the anj*ng bab* nih g ngotak!", said Ben.
"Oh, relax" Knox said.
"Yes, where is it possible. Isn't it Nox? But if you think it is possible, I also want haha", said Richard responded to the joke Knox. (Yes, according to Knox).
"Yoi Kon! Hahaha", Knox chuckles at the end.
"Candaan lo kaga funny Cok, far away deh lo kalok want to joke to one person like that. Mending don't get taken to this circle" Dennis said.
"Yes Nying! Spread them out, we keep control of Cok. Our universal speech is not directed at one person doang anjuk!", said Dane.
"You guys are having a debate on what the hell, I'm not going back" said Anya who was taken by Rose.
"You know what?", asked Knox.
"The anj*ng is indeed the one monitor!" said Sean.
"Sans dong Bro, that's it. Haha", replied Knox.
"Yoi.", said Richard.
"Udahlah Kon", Galvin joined the vote to set aside his mabar with the Dennis gang and the Lashon gang.
"Mending kalok lo yourself can not stop that mouth, deh to me. Let my mouth be wide" said Nizar cold but piercing.
"Hyatt.", call me to remind, I fear Nizar's deliverance.
"Wow wow, what's the connection between you two. Or have you ever been to Zar? Pantes lo first emotions. It turns out that after Farel told Nizar who changed, the pantes every day together. Haha I just found out Li lo tu-", Knox's words stopped.
*brakkkkk