At The Moment
37. Farel 1's

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Morning

Today, I went to school with Lashon. If you ask if Chara is coming? Answer "no". Looks like Chara gave me some time together with Lashon after she ignored me yesterday. The nizar? I contacted him to go straight to school. And Farel? I still keep calling him, but there's still no response from him. Huh, I miss him so much. I felt bad a few days ago, but now I'm starting to feel good. Nizar said, Farel couldn't possibly like me when I was like this.

Lashon and I used the car today. Lashon brought Zain's bang car at home, the Jeep Wrangler. Lashon used the car because of Tisha's mother's order to get the car out of the cage after a long time not in use. I'm just a yes, but the real one is not me. We got to school a little bit of time to enter, fortunately the fence has not been closed.

When I got to the parking lot I saw Farel's car driving towards the parking lot near my car as well. Farel is home?! Farel is back! Yeys. I rushed down from the car, and so did Lashon. I walked quickly to Farel's car. When I got close to his parked car, I saw him coming down with his bag on his left shoulder in an alma mater jacket mixed in it.

"Farel! I miss you so much! Where are you going aj--aa..hem? Fa-Farel?", as he walked closer towards me.

I stopped my steps approaching the direction opposite the entrance of the school lobby. The stupid time I thought, obviously I immediately wanted to hug Farel told him how worried I was and miss him. But that didn't go my way. Farel kept walking through me, ignoring me, not even glancing at me. Even my greeting and words did not make him look at me.

A shock? Evidently. Speechless? Very! Even I turned around to see him ignoring me, patted Lashon on the shoulder 2 times, and ran towards the entrance of the lobby after. He who ignored me made me still stand in the same position. Seeing his passing made my breath seem to stop, even it felt like my heart was not beating anymore. Until a while I was still glued to my place, until Lashon touched both my shoulders resuscitating me as if pulling me back into the world. Lashon immediately hugged me without a word coming out of my mouth. Lashon knew right now I needed to be reassured even though I said nothing.

The school bell rang to wake me up with Lashon. Lashon let go of his embrace, then clasped my hand without saying anything. So did I. He knows I'm in an inner role with my heart, he knows my feelings are turbulent and wants whatever he says I won't even listen to. Lashon pulled me into my class, put me in my chair and then he came out after I left with my class gang.

When Farel and I were close together and he walked past me, I saw how Farel was doing right now. The face was covered in bruises and the bluish tip of the lips was slightly torn. His left hand was wrapped in a joker's neck, with his left arm wrapped in bandages. Not until there, I also saw bandages in the area of his left shoulder because he did not use a suit. So that his clothes were a bit translucent and there was a brownish wound medicine color on his face.

How bad his wound really is. And how heavy his mission this time was that he could be hurt this badly. This is the first time Farel has had such severe injuries when he returns from his monthly mission. But still the worst is that when I know that he is currently sick injured that badly, I am not beside him to help him even just ask his situation.

The break bell rang making me immediately catch up with Farel whom I saw coming out of his classroom running followed by Lashon and his gang. Why are they running in a hurry? My mind is not good, my feelings are not calm. There's gonna be something going on after this. I ignored the teacher who was still in front of the class cleaning up his things and the screams of my best friend called my name. I kept running and came down the stairs looking for Farel. I lost track of them, my breathing was irregular making my brain unable to use to think.

I paused for a moment when I met the intersection on the ground floor. I heard someone call Farel's name. Without thinking I immediately ran towards the voice, which was towards the canteen in the path of the outdoor field.

"KNOX!", I stopped my steps.

"Farel.", I said softly when I saw the scene of Farel holding Knox's collar.

As Knox turned around spontaneously, I saw Farel with his left hand holding Knox's collar and his right hand punching Knox directly. Immediately I smothered my mouth using both my hands. Silence.This incident happened very quickly. Even Farel's best friend I saw had just arrived near Farel like me. The state became silent, my ears buzzing loudly all of a sudden. I can't seem to hear any sounds around me. The things around me were like freezing to death along with it.

The many steps behind me I heard getting muffled. Silent.more silent. I moved my feet toward Farel who was being pulled and locked in by Nizar and Lashon. Knox sat on the floor with his right elbow propped up and his left hand holding his nose. I saw blood flowing from the corners of his lips and both nostrils. I turned towards Farel who was still rebelling to be released.

Without excuse my tears just flowed, without permission also this hand immediately hugged Farel for some reason. No matter how long the buzz in my ears that seemed to make the silence began to return to normal. I began to hear the roar of breath, heartbeats, and tranquilizing sentences of the people around me. Farel was inexplicably no longer rebellious.

Slowly he began to return my embrace.

"LO! ONCE AGAIN LO GUNAIN MOUTH LO EVEN ALL ORGANS LO MAKE DISTURB LIAN, LO WILL ABIS IN MY HANDS! BANGS"T!", said Farel.

"Bring him in" he said again.

So, she's like gini because, uh, I'm crying harder. I clenched Farel tightly while drowning my face in his chest. I felt the touch of her hand on my hair, then she kissed the tip of my head. I can't believe he's like this because of me, even when he's hurt like this. My tears broke, emotions, longing, and fear mixed into one moment. Many times I felt Farel peeking at the tip of my head, sometimes rubbing my head with his cheek.

Long enough I cried as needed while letting go of my longing. Knox's? I don't know, maybe he's been taken by his friends to be treated. I don't know, last I heard Farel ask them to take Knox. I didn't know after that because I was too immersed in my impingement.

"Sssssssttt.have not cried, I'm here.I'm fine" said Farel who I heard.

My body stiffened, followed by my head that suddenly ached like someone was pressing on it. My heart rate was pounding, cold sweat I felt soaked my forehead. Hot air circled my body as if I were close to the fire. As my body began to limp, I felt my legs unable to support my body until it fell to the floor. My consciousness began to dissipate after I felt the coldness of the floor I was sitting on spreading from the tip of my foot. I fainted unconscious. Everything looks dark and quiet. Very quiet for someone who is pressing his eyes or sleeping into his dreamland.