At The Moment
41. Start Limiting

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Silent

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Suddenly Farel stood so violently that the chair he was sitting in fell backwards. Farel's face looked colder than before. I'm honestly scared, but I'm trying to make you brave enough to look at Farel. I know Farel would disagree about my decision.

"Lofa dengerin Quena first, I don't mean to be away from the two of you or feel uncomfortable there are you guys on my deck. Just I want to learn from yesterday's events, see this I become like a gini because I am too childish to think of Lofa and make Cair all wrong. Though you're not wrong but Quena makes you fight. Quena thinks, maybe we should" my words were cut off by Farel.

"Gue will still be kayaking first. It's up to you to deket who, dating who, marriage I have no problem. I will be aware of you from a distance or far away. It's up to Lashon. I'm leaving" Farel said and walked out.

I sighed softly then looked towards Lashon.

"Sorry.not that I want to be away from you guys or make Liquid added to it wrong. But I also don't like the thought of Cair being said to be cheating on Quena. Quena has no problem that kalok Quena, but Cair so ugly. Kasian is also the same Chala, Chala so bring our problems. After all we have been big, it has not been as close as before because we are the opposite sex. Quena is still Lashon's best friend and brother, just that Quena will keep the distance to Lashon" explained me again.

The lashon? He looked at me blankly and shook his head. The room was silent, even Nizar didn't seem to dare to interfere with my decision. Rosa and Gahar? I think they know who they are today, just became my best friend yesterday afternoon. Don't you?

"Hey.no one will change from us, but we must reduce our closeness to Liquid. Liquid doesn't need to anter or pick me up again when there is or there is no Farel with Nizar. There is no need to feel guilty anymore, said Lian alone. Lashon has his own way of life, so does Lian. But Lashon was Lian's brother, whenever Lashon came.. Lian will always accept. Okay?"

I looked at Lashon's eyes, though there was doubt he nodded in approval of my decision. There is relief in my heart. Somehow.maybe because I have made someone leave the burden (me) of their lives. After a quiet look at each other I smiled and hugged Lashon.

"Cepet is better with Farel, Lian does not want to see you born" I said again.

"Yes.", he answered.

Ahem

"So you're sad?" asked Rosa, who I answered with a nod.

"Kalok..... HUWAAAAAA LIAN! I'M WORRIED ABOUT YOU!!! I GUESS WHY ANJJJJJJYNG! MY HEART WANTS TO BREAK THE PURSUIT OF LO RUNNING AWAY UNCLEAR!!! I DO NOT LIKE TO MAKE PANIC KAYAK GITU, BISO AND I REC", whining Rosa squandered my arms.

I took Rosa's arms and shook her body. Funny thought. I chuckle at seeing my best friend on this one. Well, there's no two of them. Haha.. Oiya, the five of us ended up just continuing with a chatter and a light joke. Farel eventually returned with a Hokbito number of 14 boxes and 2 large pizzas. Pizza for us to spend and the rest of Hokbito for other friends when it comes. Farel kept giving me because he wanted me to eat all the food.

Farel? He's still cold, yes he's still angry. But I knew he'd put his ego and emotions aside if it was with me. Karna Lofa has promised to always be. Everything was fine, Farel and Lashon were still silent to each other. At least after this everything will improve as I expected. Without hurting each other. Although there was a dispute but I know they love each other and care about each other.

Knox's? I don't know, I don't know either. Farel prevented me from connecting with him after he returned. And I'm saying it because I don't really like Knox either. Sean just sent me a message to get well, his other best friend no one called me. I'm back home at night, so my family doesn't know if I'm in the hospital. Only Zayn knows if I'm in the hospital, Farel told him when he left my room earlier.

Tonight Farel sleeps in my house, in my room to be exact. It's very common for the two of us to sleep together, my parents never forbade us. You knew? Farel even slept with my parents. Crazy right? So close to me is Farel. Then tonight she slept with me. I can also be satisfied to see his face because I was so confused with Farel.

"Are you really going to school tomorrow?", asked Farel who was lying next to me.

"Em.", I nodded.

"certain. I was just exhausted, not affected by Lofa's disease", I said as I played my phone.

Farel moved on his stomach and overtook me.

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Farel looked towards me inside. I who was surprised by his actions looked back at Farel with a face starting to heat up. Ah I guess my face is blushing now. Damnit damnit!

Shit! Farel even lowered his body until the distance of our nose is only 2 cm longer. Even a warm gust of breath smelling of mins I can feel now. Farel then kissed my forehead, both eyes and cheeks, then returned to his position in front of my nose.

"Re-rel.. ja-don't be crazy, lo..lo don't macem-macem yes same me!", I snapped stuck. How not to hold back, there's a man ahead of me. How does my breath smell? Yes Gusti.

"Yes Gusti! The pie to iki. Cah good, even turu maring my chest nindei me", my inner.

(Oh my God, what the hell is this. A handsome boy.why sleep in my face against me).

"Lo.deg's heart with Tis" said Farel, who was lying on top of me.

"Lo tau ngga lo tu gede, lo heavy Lofa!", I answered shifting the topic while shaking Farel above me.

"Your face was also red" he said again.

"Edan ki boy", my inner. (This crazy kid)

"Farel! I can't breathe!", I still whine while shaking his body.

"really? Want me to give artificial breath?", he asked, raising his face to look at me still with my body piercing me.

"Farel!", I snapped, covering my face with both hands, because at this moment I could not control my face.

"Don't add in the lid, you can't breathe more" he said, trying to open my eyes.

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"Pfffttt.hahaha hahaha you are so funny Tis! Your face is so red!", she laughed dropping her body back on her stomach to my side. Damnit.

I opened my face and hit her back.

"Ih Farel! Not funny huh. I swear", I said annoyed as I kept hitting his back and arms.

"Pffthhh.iya yes sorry. It's funny, like a panic. Bawdy lo!", taunted Farel.

"Well, who is not surprised that suddenly it is said" I said.

"Let's see me mulu, yes all I'm godain haha" he said. Shit!

"I miss you, ah! Lofa did not want to leave, I know how many days? No more news. Try deh Lofa check hp Lofa how many times I contact Lofa, huh", I said then sleep behind him.

"Loh.loh.k even cranky anyway", he said but I was just silent.

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"Quen.."

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"Quen.."

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"Quenaa"

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"Isss, jude. Don't get me wrong about this, the kid Metis won't be able to stop at him" he said.

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Undeterred...

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"What the fuck do you mean?", my mind. I kept trying to pretend to be asleep.