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He saw repeated chat from Ayana, but he was unable to reply. What should he say while his heart was still in such a mess. Finally, he put the phone back in his pants pocket.

"Patients can be visited, but must alternate one-on-one yes because they are still not aware of the effects of surgical anesthesia earlier," said a nurse who gave information.

"Mama is first.... Let's take you to the front of her room," said dad Jessica as she clasped Jessica's shoulder and walked together following the nurse's guide to the care ward.

Kaivan follows Jessica's parents from behind. He knows himself enough to not say anything first if not asked. Just let mama and papa Jessica rather calm after seeing the condition of her son.

Arriving in front of the room, Jessica's mother opened the door slowly and entered. His father waited in front to take turns to visit later.

'Sorry I want nanya, what was it like?" finally, Papa Jessica opened the conversation.

As Kaivan stutters, he is confused about where to start. Did he have to honestly explain the quarrel that occurred between him and Jessica before the accident occurred? How will Papa Jessica's response hear the explanation?

"I.... Be..begini sir, actually we had a little conflict sir.... I'm sorry I didn't expect Jessica's reaction to be so angry. And suddenly he ran while crying leaving me and subconsciously crossed the street.... Then there was an accident because at the same time a motorcycle appeared that could not brake anymore." Kaivan tried to explain nervously.

Her heart was so wry and scared, surely both of Jessica's parents would be angry with her. Because indirectly he is the cause of all this.

And it turns out that papa Jessica was indeed angry after listening to an explanation from Kaivan.

"So it's because of you !!!!.... You know if Jessica is our only child and we always take care of her !!!!.... Now you casually make her cry and are negligent with her safety !!!!..... That's a sign that what you said was just a little bit of conflict was not trivial. I know my son is a strong and independent girl. If it was just a small matter there was no way he would be so messed up !!!!..... You must have hurt her so much!!!.!.." said Papa Jessica in a high tone while pointing her index finger at Kaivan.

"I'm sorry sir..... I'm really sorry.... I promise I will be responsible for this..... I'm not leaving Jessica, sir.... I'll always be with him and won't hurt his heart again....." Kaivan clenched his palms together on his chest and bowed towards papa Jessica.

"I'm not the one who should forgive you.... But Jessica..... Let my son decide whether to forgive you or not..... I am very disappointed with you !!!!..... All this time from the story of Jessica and her mother that I heard, it seems like you are a good boy and you guys have been dating for quite a long time... It turns out this is what it is!!!..." send papa Jessica again while shaking her head.

Kaivan didn't know what to answer. He realized that all of this was because of him. It is no longer possible to argue.

Both of them were silent, busy with their own thoughts. Papa Jessica sat on the bench in front of Jessica's treatment room while holding both sides of her head down while Kaivan chose to stay standing and leaned against the hospital wall.

Kaivan thinks maybe he should go home first. To bathe and say goodbye to her mom and dad that she's going tonight to accompany the treated Jessica.

"Sorry sir.... It seems I want to go home first to tell my parents, but I'll be back again as soon as possible sir." said Kaivan pamit while kissing papa Jessica's hand.

"Hhhmmmm.." papa Jessica just replied with a nod and it seemed that the aura of her face was still angry with Kaivan.

Kaivan passed, and he returned the phone from his pocket. He had to go back to college to pick up his motorcycle. So you have to search for online taxis from the app.

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"Is Kaivan okay, why can't he reply to the chat" he asked inwardly.

After sitting in the room with a troubled heart, he finally chose to go downstairs and sit in the family room. Turned on the television but actually his eyes were never fixed on his screen.

I don't know how long he's been sitting there with a mind that doesn't know where. Then the sound of a motorcycle entered the yard.

He hurried to the front door. Kaivan came in with a crumpled look and one of his hands was holding a helmet. The guy didn't say anything to Ayana, saw nothing.

He just walked quickly and climbed the stairs to his room. Ayana was stunned, her feelings were getting uneasy seeing Kaivan's silent attitude earlier.

"What is this?....... Why is he quiet?" thought worried.

But he also did not dare to forcefully ask. They're only close this week. He still remembered before their engagement, Kaivan's attitude was like this. Cold and not caring.

"Has he changed and gone back to what he used to be?" in her heart, Ayana kept wondering.

His chest tightness and pain. The sadness and loneliness he felt after the departure of his mother and father, now re-appears. So hurtful.

A week before, he was very happy. Although Kaivan certainly can not replace the mother and father in his heart, but the presence and love he poured out greatly helped to light up the dark in his heart. Now the darkness is slowly coming back to power.

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Kaivan threw his body on the bed. His eyes were tightly closed. Shadowed the anxious face of Ayana who had glimpsed at a glance before pretending to be indifferent and walking away.

He didn't know what to say to Ayana. If he explained the chronology of the event, surely Ayana would also follow through feeling guilty. Let him endure it all. Not Ayana. That girl was already too much sad.

But it seemed like he had no other choice but to injure the girl again. Didn't he promise to accompany Jessica until anytime in front of his papa just now? Of course, he can't do that if he's still engaged to Ayana. Jessica would not accept it.

Aahhh. It is better that he take a shower first, trying to cool his heart and head. What happened is impossible to remove. He has to take responsibility for all this.

After taking a shower, he had to rush to the hospital again. The most important thing is Jessica. Is he conscious? Is she crying again? Would the girl forgive him? And want to take it back?

All of those questions he couldn't answer on his own. But he must be ready to face whatever the answer is.