
The night has come. Damian and Hanna are getting ready for dinner outside Cristian's invitation. When he opened the door, Satria was ready and sat in the chair waiting for them.
“You guys ready? Cristian is already waiting outside,” Satria said.
“Already, come on,” replied Damian. Hanna said nothing. Every time I hear Cristian's name it feels like his heart just wants to be dislodged, and anxiety takes hold of him. Spontaneously he hugged Damian's hand. Actually Damian felt strange with Hanna's attitude that seemed not to be far from him, but he tried to throw away all his questions.
They went out to meet Cristian who was standing leaning in his car. He looks very handsome tonight. At first glance Hanna saw the figure of the man was indeed similar to Damian, why did she always feel like it continued? Maybe because Cristian's body and height are the same as Damian so it feels similar to Damian. Before he knew Damian, he never noticed. Hanna just lowered her head as they walked closer and closer to Cristian.
“You want to join my car or bring your own?” ask Cristian. The deg! Again Hanna's heart seemed to be dislodged, it felt very tortured every time there was Cristian with them. His hands were still holding Damian's hands.
“I brought a car with my wife, maybe Satria will come with you,” Damian said, turning to Satria, making Hanna's heart calm not to join Cristian's car.
“Of course, I'll come with Cristian, I don't want to bother you two,” Satria said with a laugh. No one laughed, Satria was silent. Isn't the joke funny? Why don't they laugh? Of course Cristian felt jealous to see his bride with another man. Let alone laughing, a smile only he was actually very heavy.
“Come on,” take Damian to Hanna, who just nods and doesn't want to look at Cristian at all. Somehow Satria felt there was something strange that he himself did not know what, it seemed there was something strange, something that he did not know. He got into Cristian's car.
Along the way Hanna doesn't say much. Damian.
“Do you get sick?” he then focused back on the streets.
“No, I'm fine, just feeling a little tired,” replied hanna.
“Back to eat, you sleep. I've got a job with the architects for a real estate siteplan. Don't wait for me,” Damian said.
“I will wait for you to hug you, I don't want you to delirious at night because your work is so much now, I don't want to get tired,” Hanna said.
Damian fell silent, was it Hanna's inner voice that worried him? There was no smile on his lips. Isn't that a sign Hanna's paying attention to him? And it seemed like Hanna was really sincere in saying it, not a joke anymore as usual or sounding like an obligation she used to do, hugging him while delirious. He feels happy to be noticed.
“You're worried about me?” ask Damian.
“Of course you are my husband,” replied Hanna, now smiling and looking at Damian. The man just laughed. One more step Hanna one more time, be patient, I want to take you to see my mother, hopefully my mother can be found quickly, Damian mind.
They were at a restaurant. Hanna looked at the restaurant. He used to eat here with Cristian and Sherli. They rarely eat in places like this, usually they hang out more at the cafe after college.
Cristian and Satria arrived first at the place, they were waiting for Damian outside his car.
“Come,” invite Cristian, on them. He still had a glance at Hanna who was still hugging Damian's hand. What's wrong with Hanna? Of course not, because Damian is her husband, Cristian thought. Unlike what Hanna thought, she felt that Cristian would separate her from Damian.
When they get the seat that Cristian has ordered, again the atmosphere increasingly makes Hanna cornered, because Cristian sat right in front of him. He sat down with Satria sitting in front of Damian. Why is the sitting position like this? Actually Hanna wanted to ask Damian to change seats, but if she said that, wouldn't it feel so strange? Later Damian thought he wanted to get close to Satria.
Cristian seemed to call the waiter, not how long the menu immediately served because Cristian had ordered it first.
“In this restaurant the famous menu is fish soup, in addition to grilled fish of course. You guys must like it. And the fish was supplied from the fish auction Mr. Louis,” Cristian said. The deg! Hanna's heart again feels will be dislodged when her father's name is called. It seems Cristian really wants to prove that he is Hannanya. And that made him even more restless, very unsettled and nervous. His face immediately turned pale.
“Really? I immediately felt hungry,” said Satria, staring at that soup that smelled so fragrant.
“Pak Louis has a fish auction?” ask Damian.
“Iya, his wife also owns a famous seafood restaurant, right Hanna?” asked Cristian, looking over at Hanna, she felt surprised, especially Hanna. But Hanna pretended not to understand.
“Oh sorry, I mean does Mrs Damian like the sea fish menu?” cristian asked his words.
“I don't like fish very much,” replied Hanna, whereas she liked fish soup, she didn't want to, still didn't want to tell Cristian that she was Hanna.
“Really? There is still another menu maybe you will like,” said Cristian with disappointment, but in his heart he spoke. However you deny it, I know you are Hanna, she said in her heart.
“Isn't fish very good for pregnant women?” satria looked at Hanna.
“But I don't like,” replied Hanna, short. Satria. Doesn't Hanna like to eat fish in their house?
“Maybe because you are feeling less, you can order another one,” Damian said, also turning to Hanna.
Some of the waiters brought the other menu to their table.
“Hopefully if this one you like,” Cristian said. Hanna looked at the menu. And he nodded. He couldn't possibly refuse all the dishes that Cristian ordered, it would make the atmosphere even more uncomfortable. Hanna stared at the menu in front of her one of them was a beef steak. It's so weird that Cristian ordered a steak, his memory was back at dinner with Damian, a steak that didn't have a ring. Did the steak have a ring this time? Does every steak have a ring? There's no way Cristian would put a ring in the steak. Cristian had proposed to her parents and Hanna accepted Cristian's proposal. Is it now Cristian purposely to remind him that he once accepted his proposal. It feels like Hanna's getting less and less able to continue this dinner.
“I eat steak only,” he said. Damian turned to the woman sitting next to him. He also remembered that Hanna was guessing about the steak that had the ring, but the ring was there and he did not give it because Hanna dropped glasses and candles that made her hand hurt. Finally his proposal was delayed. I don't know when he'll have time to propose again. He wanted to say love to this woman, but why was it so hard to express it directly?
“Eat is to eat right? Not just to be seen? I was hungry,” complained Satria, she held her stomach that felt wrapped around.
“Yes yes please eat, hope you like yes,” Cristian said, kindly.
They eat while chatting and occasionally laugh if something is funny. Not with Hanna. The food in his mouth was very bitter, so bitter.
“Darling, are you sick? Eat you a little?” ask Damian. At the sight of Hanna just cut off her steak.
Cristian and Satria turned towards him. Hanna forgot that she shouldn't have invited everyone's attention.
“Sorry, I just feel tired,” replied Hanna.
“Yes tried yes, right said Cristian, the soup is very good,” said Damian, while taking an empty bowl and filled with fish soup.
“Let's eat,” Damian weed the spoon into the bowl, would feed Hanna, but Hanna hurriedly grabbed the spoon in Damian's hand.
“Let me alone,” said Hanna, staring at Damian.
“Yes, try to eat,” Damian said relented, letting the spoon be taken Hanna. Hanna had to try to eat the soup. He really liked that soup, actually the soup was very good, only the atmosphere did not make it good.
Damian's attention to Hanna made Cristian feel jealous, usually he who was considerate of Hanna, not by now, Hanna was married to another man. But he could do nothing, the rice had already become porridge. She just wants to know why Hanna did all this to her? Why would Hanna hurt him? Wh why? What's wrong with him until Hanna does something like this? Humiliating her at marriage, betraying her to marry Damian. What's his fault?
A few minutes later, Satria took out a tissue and wiped her mouth with that tissue.
“Sorry, I want to go to the toilet,” said Satria, when the food menu on his plate was up, he also immediately stood up to leave the table.
There was a ringing call from Damian. The man saw his phone.
“Sorry I received a call first,” Damian said. As he moved away from the table, he went out of the restaurant. Now it's just the two of them, Hanna and Cristian.
Hanna got up from her seat.
“Sorry I'm going to the toilet,” Hanna said.
“I need an explanation from you,” said Cristian, while clapping his hands, his voice sounded still calm.
“Sorry Mr. Cristian, I don't understand what you're talking about, excuse me,” Hanna said, dodging, he'll still step up.
“You till when did you lie to me? A thousand times you lied to me you can't lie to me, I know you very well,” said Cristian, sounding there's an annoyed tone now.
“Again sorry Mr. Cristian, you are wrong, I am Mrs.Damian,” replied Hanna, and without looking back again she quickly left the table.
Cristian let out a long sigh, trying to calm himself down, why wouldn't Hanna talk to him too? Wh why? Does Hanna hate him so much now? Butwhy? Why does he hate her? What mistake?
Hanna hurriedly headed for the toilet, in a hurry, in the hallway she hit someone.
“Sister-in-law!” it turns out the Satria she hit, she's done from the men's room.
“Satria, sorry,” said Hanna rather surprised, when hit Satria. Hurry up she goes to the ladies' room. Satria was silent looking at Hanna go, why did her sister-in-law like to follow her to the toilet? Is it just her feelings, if there's something strange about her sister-in-law? From the beginning her brother got married, a lot of strange things according to him, but she is not too much suspicious even though her brother-in-law likes to call her the kepo.
After dinner, there was nothing else they did, they went home.
“You will help my work?” damian asked Satria when they got home, while Cristian went home in his car.
“Iya, I want to call my friend first,” said Satria while sitting in the middle room chair and pulled out his phone.
Hanna was really relieved that she had finally returned home. He went straight into his room. Not how long Damian followed him.
She saw that she was not in her room, only the sound of water coming from the bathroom, maybe Hanna was in the bathroom. And right, not how long Hanna's been out of the bathroom seems to have washed her face. Damian only watched her as the woman sat on the dresser chair, drenching her wet face with a towel.
“I go to the office first, you take a quick break, it looks like you are not well,” said Damian.
“Iya,” Hanna replied.
“Do not wait for me, you just sleep,” Damian said again. Hanna didn't answer that one. He wanted to wait for Damian to come home, wait for the man to sleep deliriously and would hug him. But he didn't tell Damian.
The door was closed by Damian. The man is gone. Then there were the sound of footsteps moving away and down the stairs, it seemed like Damian and Satria had left the house.
The day was getting late, Hanna was still not asleep, she opened her phone opened the gallery, appeared photos of the house by the beach. Until his hand stopped on a picture of a house that was once sent by the sales agent of the house, the house in Bali. He touched the house and smiled.
It feels good to be at home that costs 200M. A very high price that he probably would not be able to buy, except for Damian's class.
Never mind accompanying Damian 6 years, one year just feels so heavy. She can't help her feelings, she's already broken the covenant letter that she won't fall in love with Damian. Now the money that is M M is no longer meaningful. There he was already in love with the man and now it was hard to take him off.
Seeing that the wall clock was very late, Damian still did not go home, Hanna was not sleepy at all. Damian's office is under that house, but it feels so far away, so far away. Is it because she feels like she's gonna lose Damian?
Hanna opened the door of the house, a cold wind felt inside the house and touched her skin. The moonlight tonight is very bright, but not as bright as his heart. Hanna sat on the steps of the house, hugging her two bent knees. Look at the moon and the stars in the sky.
There was a sound of footsteps climbing the stairs. The figure he was waiting for came.
“Why haven't you slept? You waiting for me? I told you not to wait for me, why don't you sleep?” damian asked, astonished to see Hanna was sitting on the stairs alone when the night was very late, even in the early hours.
“I'm afraid of falling asleep and not seeing you again,” Hanna said. Damian just smiled at Hanna's joke.
“That's not Damian's joke, I'm serious, I know I'm a sleepyhead, I'm scared when I sleep, once I wake up I can't see you anymore,” Hanna said just inwardly, not through his lips.
“Come in,” take Damian. Hanna wakes up and goes into the house, followed by Damian.
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