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Gaun

Me and Ezhar have been friends for a long time, actually we are not only two, but three. Another friend of ours now lives in Paris.

I know Ezhar has a boyfriend who, despite not loving each other, Tania is a top artist. Ezhar said, such courtship in the entertainment world is common, Ezhar has also often changed girlfriends for the sake of his career. I don't know if any of them exist that Ezhar really likes.

But all I know is, he really liked his dream job a long time ago.

But now what did he just say? Marry me, a widow of one child who is about to die? He must be out of his mind.

"Ez, I never thought I'd hear your talk just now."

I looked down, picked up the fallen cloth. Ezhar pulled my shoulder, making our eyes look. From there I saw his gaze not love but pity.

The grip on my arm was so strong that it could not move. I didn't smile happily after he proposed to me like this. Even upset.

"I'm seriously going to marry you" he said.

I know the look in the eye shows that no kidding, she's afraid I'll get hurt again if I marry Wikra. These few days he kept persuading me to change my mind.

He's been helping me for a long time, and it seems like today he wants to give up his career because he wants to help me too, just that this isn't the help I want. Really, I don't need.

"My decision to marry again is the same as Wikra is already unanimous, please respect this decision."

"I don't want you to get hurt again with Wikra" she said.

"Mas Wikra won't hurt me anymore, I'm not the old Yifei. I'm going to turn Mas Wikra into a good father to Ahin."

I retreated, making his hand slip off my shoulder. His eyes were sad, looking disappointed. There can't be any more discussions like this or I can be mad at him.

"What if Wikra doesn't change?" ask Ezhar.

Humans are not easy to change, especially Wikra, from the first nature like that. It's been 4 years, he's still cold.

"You don't have to worry, there is Om Yuda with Aunt Zara who will take care of Ahin."

"Not Ahin, but you! He will take care of your heart again! Don't you still love her?!"

I flinched, he guessed my feelings that could not be hidden.

When asked if I still love Wikra, the answer is still. It's just that it's on a different level.

My heart used to hurt for expecting Wikra's love, now I don't expect it anymore.

He killed the hope in my heart when he said he didn't love me and would never love me. At that moment I knew I had to stop hoping.

"Four years ago my heart was dead, now I don't expect anything else to be with him."

Hearing my answer, Ezhar let out a heavy sigh, probably aware that my decision to remarry was inviolable.

"Alright, but Fei, if he hurts you again, this time I will really teach him a lesson."

Ezhar looked very anxious, I understood what she was thinking. I could only smile at the sign that everything would be fine.

"You don't have to worry" I replied.

I give the cloth to Ezhar, she will come wearing the family uniform. The thing I regretted at the previous wedding was that Ezhar came only as an invited guest.

He is my family, always by my side as the most important part. He was beside me like a brother. Watching me like family. Really, I am grateful to know him.

Until, the wedding day arrives. I wear a very pretty wedding dress. Decorated in such a way that Ahin pangling saw his mother.

He didn't protest why I married Wikra instead of Ezhar, I think he understood whose father he was not willing to admit.

"Antique mother" praised Ahin as she crept beside me.

"Mother's child is also very handsome," I said.

"You're married, you don't get agi?"

I gasped at her question, Ahin know I'm sick? Since when? I hid as much as possible from him.

"Mother is not sick" I said lying.

"Rear not a fit?"

He looked up at my face that was already self-contained, his eyes round clear brownish black. I expect my answer with great hope.

"Mother is fine, there's Ahin."

He was silent, looking like he was thinking. Then smile and hug me.

"Mother is healed" he said.

How can I explain to Ahin that my age is soon, I remarry with her father not to heal, but to prepare for my death.

So that someone takes care of Ahin when I'm gone, how can I tell her that? I'm afraid he's hurt, but sooner or later Ahin will know when my illness gets worse.

She'll lose when there's no more mother to take care of her, she'll look for me when she can't sleep. My God, I can't afford to leave Ahin.

"Fei, the forerunner has come." Call Auntie Zara from the door.

I wiped the water in the corner of my eye.

"Yes, Aunt."

"You're still calling Aunty, try calling Mama."

"There's a habit of calling him that, so it's hard."

"From now on it has to be designed" he said.

"Yes, I tried."

"Ahin come with Oma yuk, Mommy wants to marry me Daddy."

Ahin came down from my lap, running towards her grandmother. I was helped by a spell fairy walking to the wedding area.

For the second time I saw Wikra wearing a wedding dress, she was still as handsome and dashing as she was 4 years ago. This time he smiled, not as wry as before.

On the contrary, now I can't even smile. Thinking that someday Wikra will be a widower again and take care of our son without me.

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