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Bathroom

Loving couples expect happiness through marriage, together forever until grandparents both like and mourn.

Wikra's smile made my heart flutter, she looked at me in awe. It was something he never did at our first wedding.

"You're beautiful" he said. Looks very sincere.

I just smiled and sat next to him, the penghulu started opening the event, asking if our marriage was done voluntarily, then are we ready to share life and take responsibility for each other?

Wikra answered steadily, she looked happy. Smiling at me many times. It's like getting married for love. The words he spoke in my name for the second time were heard aloud.

After legal and prayer, the ruler asked us to stand face to face, Wikra gave the dowry in the form of jewelry.

"My wife, I gave you a dowry of jewelry." Wikra repeats the sentence guided by the ruler.

"My husband, I received a dowry from you."

Then I kissed his hand, the strange tremor appeared again. Just like 4 years ago when the feeling of love was burning. Our eyes were fixed, Wikra smiled.

"I love you" he said.

My body froze, a sentence I once wanted to hear to give up everything.

"Isn't the first task you give me to say love every day in front of Ahin?" His whisper.

Ah, I just remembered. That was our marriage agreement. Why did I forget that my heart was shaking?

Apparently I still hope to hear him say love even if it's a lie, I'm really stupid. The thing I wanted so badly first.

"I love you too" I replied.

It wasn't a lie, I expressed it confidently. My feelings are still the same, which is to love him with all my heart.

Surprisingly, I felt relieved for not holding back my feelings anymore. Now I admit that I still wish I could be with Wikra.

My lips smiled at him. Perhaps, this was a gift from God before my death. With the man I love and the marriage I dreamed of.

Everyone greeted us, Ahin coming towards me. He will remember this day with a smile. Her parents expressed love on the wedding day.

Now, Ahin has a complete family. When she is in school and tells about her parents, Ahin will be confident because she has a story about her father and mother. How happy that is.

"Congratulations, hopefully this time will last and Wikra is not weird anymore." Aunt Zara hugged us.

"I'm sorry, Ma. Now he's grown up." Wikra looked serious about her words. He's good at acting.

"Good thanks, Ma." I hugged Auntie Zara longer. 

Congratulations came, including from Ezhar whose face did not show happiness. He's still worried.

"May you be happy with your choice, Fei." He said when he hugged me.

He turned to Wikra, looking at her sharply. "If you hurt Yifei again, I'll kill you."

"You don't have to worry" Wikra replied casually.

The family photo wearing the uniform looked very happy, Ahin was happy and excited. There was music playing and guests coming. Not much as I asked, but quite tired.

"Tonight Mama will put Ahin to bed, let you have some alone time." Whisper Aunt Zara.

"Mama's the best." Wikra looks very happy.

Guests are getting quiet, no bachelor or girl parties. We only had limited events. Distant relatives began to enter the rooms that had been provided at this hotel.

We used the top room, a honeymoon with a sprinkling of flowers on the bed. The biggest and most luxurious. My feet entered the room in a wedding dress.

"Fei" said Wikra.

I looked over, looking at her strange gurgle. He looked awkward as if he wanted to say something.

"What?"

I felt my stomach suddenly ache, it seemed to relapse, my head throbbing pain. It must be because of exhaustion, I haven't taken any medicine after dinner either.

"In the agreement it is not mentioned that if you cannot have a husband and wife relationship, I will not do it without your permission. But I can't snack outside, I think it's better if we---"

"I'm going to the bathroom" I said, cutting off his words. Take the bag and rush in.

I know what Wikra wants, first night relationship, something she didn't ask for first. It's not that I don't want to give, it's just that now my disease is relapsing.

Blood flowing from my nose stained the white dress, I took a tissue and tried to stop the bleeding, hurriedly took the medicine in the bag. Eat it without water.

I was sitting on the floor because my stomach hurt so much, and I was still trying to plug my nosebleed. My tears are falling.

Four years ago, on our first night. Wikra left, making me wait alone in a room with flowers.

"Fei, if you don't want to papa. I am not maksa. Come out, I'll sleep on the couch."

Wikra misunderstood me, I was afraid to go out because she didn't want her to see me now. What would he think if he knew my illness? He would be angry to remarry a sick woman.

I'm really afraid this happiness is gone. It was full of lies and a while. I want to be his wife again who every day uttered words of love and smile.

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