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Go home

I endured the pain in the bathroom, hugging my knees, sweat pouring from my temples, blood from my nose stopped. It's just that my stomach still hurts once.

If I had a brother, maybe I could get a donor. The doctor suggested being hospitalized, saying he could suppress my illness.

But how long? At least one year, wouldn't it be the same as if I would still die? I closed my eyes, enduring the pain with all my might.

"Give me a little more time, I beg God."

Although I will be admitted to the hospital when I can't walk anymore, there is something I have to do first, which is to give good memories to my son. A little more, please. Give me strength.

I passed out in the bathroom for a few hours, at two in the morning I realized, it was no longer painful. I immediately changed clothes and cleaned the bloodstains.

Out of the bathroom, I saw Wikra sleeping on the couch. Turns out he really thought I didn't want a bed with him.

I approached her with a blanket, she looked cold in an uncomfortable sleeping position.

"You should sleep in bed" I said, crouching beside his face.

The handsome face that looked like Ahin was asleep, her eyelashes were plump and her nose was sharp. Looks very tired from the reception all day.

He's a guy who always tries hard for everything, if he's working Wikra will forget to eat and sleep. She also likes cats just like Ahin.

I remember when her beloved cat died, she was very sad and did not want to throw away her cat toy.

Actually the first marriage is not entirely painful, there are times when we can talk casually like people who accept each other. Usually after the relationship husband and wife Wikra in a state of emotional.

He would have me chatting casually while smoking in bed, he told me about the company and his dreams enthusiastically. Even in her dreams, there was no me.

I would listen while lying down with my body covered in a blanket, occasionally asking questions when I didn't understand company language. I thought it was a sweet memory.

Wikra also smiled at me, we were on a new year's holiday. We were overwhelmed while on holiday in Bogor with our extended family.

"When my hair has just been dismooting" I complained.

We took shelter under a shady tree.

"Your hair is like a beehive, ugly" he sneered.

"It's the prettiest hair in the whole universe, yeah Mas, don't get mocked." I straighten my hair with my fingers.

He laughed as my hair grew bigger, messy. In between the drizzles we ridicule each other about hair, also comparing it to people's hair.

At that moment I thought that love had come to his heart. Or at least accept me as a wife and be together forever. Smiling does not mean love, being friendly does not mean accepting. I misunderstood like a fool.

He loved Yumna and threw me away, I must remember that this marriage Wikra is being nice because of the marriage agreement. He wants Ahin's custody so the shares are in his hands.

He only thought about treasures, yesterday he was willing to let go of Ahin's hand to save the company's belongings.

Just for her son like that, especially me? He would never accept me sincerely.

I stood up, walked to the bed and slept with my stomach back in pain. I'm trying to sleep so that tomorrow will be energized, don't get sick in front of people.

Until the rays make me glare, my eyes blink, see the figure in the morning that often appears in dreams. Wikras.

"Good morning" he said, sitting on the bed.

Wikra has changed, now wearing a white shirt. His lips smiled widely.

"Fei," call him. He came closer to the bed, his face still showing a smile. We were only half a meter away.

"Yes" I replied briefly.

"I love you" he said with a smile.

If he does his job well like this, then I will be more greedy asking for more. 

"Pronounce it in front of Ahin, not now."

I sat down, tying my hair without returning her smile. I was afraid of being greedy for using our agreement to my will.

I was afraid to get used to it and be happy with the acting. I was afraid to enjoy this and forget myself.  

"Are you still angry?"

"For what?"

"That's it, take a quick shower and have breakfast. Ahin was here while you were sleeping. Now he's waiting for you downstairs."

Just this time Ahin didn't sleep with me, she must have been fussy last night. I shower and change clothes. My stomach is hungry, the bread with peanut butter is ready. I ate it quickly.

After the bread ran out I came out of the room, and I immediately saw Ahin let go of his hand and ran to hug me, his face was smiling widely. I lifted him in a sling.

"Mother wake?"

"Mother is awake, Ahin has not eaten yet?"

"Bah ma Oma."

His little head nodded until his hair swayed forward. He put his hand around my neck.

"Now that we're home, I've been cleaning things up." Wikra rubbed Ahin's hair.

"Eh, did Yifei have breakfast?" ask Aunt Zara.

"I ate bread, Ma." My answer.

That morning we parted ways with Auntie Zara and the extended family. Wikra took us to her house. A place that used to be a memory at the first wedding.

Now the house has changed a lot, he said deliberately adding a place for Ahin. Such as ball pool, cat play area, bedroom, early childhood study room, lounge, and so forth.

"You still like translating books, don't you? I also prepared a special work desk for you."

Wikra showed it enthusiastically as if I would stay here forever. Even though it was only eight months, it actually did not need to be prepared like this.

"Don't you like the room Dad prepared?" ask Wikra.

The boy's head shook his head, he was still in the sling. His hands are around my neck.

"Ain tidul ma Bunda," he said.

"Who sleeps with the Mother Father, Ahin sleeps alone." Wikra is like a child fighting over Ahin.

"No way!"

"So who are you sleeping with? Then we sleep three, right?" ask Wikra.

"But by!"

I smiled at this little quarrel, looking like a normal family.

"We sleep all three, pity that Dad sleeps alone, will be lonely." I interrupted.

"Miao Miao is coming?" ask Ahin to look at me. "Miao Miao cheep." Further.

"Can" I replied.

The boy's face looked happy, we were arranging things. Finally slept three and for a while Ahin's room was empty.

"Mrs...."

This voice I am so familiar with, I turned my head. Got a waitress who used to be very close to me, Neli.

"Neli." I smiled seeing her eyes tear up. I spread my arms around her.

"Finally the Madam is back" he said as he sobbed.

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