
After dinner, Sadira chose to go straight into his room on the grounds that he was sleepy and tomorrow he also still had to leave early because it was still in orientation. Sahir and Samir were not suspicious of Sadira's attitude because both of them were busy doing their college assignments. Art at home did not say Sadira's strange attitude this afternoon so that the girl was safe from the interrogation of her two brothers. After entering the room Sadira immediately lay down his body to be able to fall asleep immediately. But baby, his eyes don't want to be closed either.
Even now his mind is even adrift on Bara. I don't know why his heart now even feels bad because he had slapped the guy at school.
"Have I gone too far?" he said in his heart.
Sadira turned her body on the bed without feeling comfortable. His side of heart was now worried about the current state of Bara. He even remembered that the guy's cheeks were reddish after getting his slap.
"Ish. must have been very sick.." he muttered as he stroked his own cheek imagining what Bara felt at that moment.
"But it's his own fault, who told me to carelessly kiss me." said Sadira did not want to feel guilty.
He tried to close his eyes again. But the shadow of Bara's face that looked shocked with a red mark on one of her cheeks made the girl re-open her eyes.
"Does tomorrow still look like a mark?" inner worried.
"Armgh! why can I reflexively slap him? if he's angry how? then what other punishment will I receive tomorrow?" this time Sadira was really worried.
Until midnight the girl fell asleep. The next day as usual finished breakfast, Sadira was immediately escorted by a driver to go to school. During the trip there he looked restless. This time he really could not calm down thinking about what he would face at school if he were to meet Bara again.
"Am I just sorry for him? but it wasn't entirely my fault." Sadira thought as she squinted her finger.
His eyes were blankly staring out the window of his car.
"If his friends know how? what's more, the fans at school, they're definitely not gonna let me get away with it..."
"Armghh!" sadira shouted suddenly while ruining her coarse hair.
"Non why?" asked the driver who was shocked because Sadira suddenly shouted in the car.
"Eh.. eum. that's okay, sir.. just a little dizzy with the task of senior brother.." explained Sadira did not want to make the driver suspicious.
"Oh.. if it's ordinary non.. in my school days, there was even a new child who cried because he could not carry out the punishment for not being able to carry out his duties..." said the driver tried to calm his nonanya.
"Yes sir." said Sadira while trying to smile.
"Father doesn't know it. My problem is harder than just doing the strange task.." Sadira thought as she looked back out the car window with sadness.
Arriving at school Sadira could no longer hide her nervousness. His legs are heavy even as he steps into his class. His gaze occasionally circled around him as if looking for someone. But the person he was looking for was not found, making the girl even more lethargic. Without him realizing if there is a pair of eyes that had been observing his behavior. The arch is drawn by the person's lips when he saw the behavior of Sadira who was like looking for someone and was immediately disappointed when he could not find it.
"I'll make you miss me Dira.." That person's mind then stepped in the other direction to be unknown to Sadira.
Sadira looked increasingly limp during the day he really did not see Bara in school. Although he was a little relieved that no one had discussed his problem with Bara yesterday and he did not get any additional punishment for daring to slap his senior's face, but the girl was uncomfortable. Want to ask, but embarrassed.but can not be denied if he now becomes very anxious with the state of the man. What else he also had time to hear the talk of Naya and Rafa when the girl asked the whereabouts of Bara. And Rafa just said that Bara was taking care of something.
"Is it because of what I did yesterday so he didn't show himself?" his mind fretted, as he stepped his foot toward his pickup car.
He did not even realize that the one who invited him was not the driver, but the brother.
"Hey...why are you so lethargic, princess?" samir asked when Sadira was in the back seat.
"Sister!" exclaim Sadira shocked.
He immediately looked around with a scared face.
"Why?" ask Sahir who is sitting in the steering wheel.
"Nobody saw you guys pick me up, right?" ask Sadira to panic.
"Ck.. You are asked instead of answering instead of asking.." grumbled Sahir while running his car.
"You didn't listen to the noise of the girls at your school, did you?" samir asked who was immediately answered with a nod by Sadira.
"Well, that means your two handsome brothers do not appear before them." said Samir narcissistic.
"Ish.. believe so much you guys.." Sadira murmured.
Both of his brothers laughed at the sullen face of the sister. Sadira felt better after joking with her twin sisters. Although sometimes annoying, but he admitted if with his two brothers Sadira can forget his grief during this day. Although there is still anxiety tucked in his heart for a Bara.
While elsewhere, three young men were busy chatting in a cafe they often went to. The three seemed to be discussing the problem of school activities that will be completed in a few days. After making sure that everything was ready, they switched to talking about something else.
"How did it go? did your plan work?" ask Rafa.
"Well, did I say. The girl must have felt guilty and tried to look for you." said Reno.
"But you have to stick to our plan and don't let go. It's important that the girl confess her feelings to you." Rafa suggested.
"I know. but seeing her confused face made me feel a little guilty." Bara said.
"Patience first.there will be a time when you can apologize to him.." comfort Rafa.
"Yes, but you have to make sure first that he will not run amok on you." said Reno who can imagine how violent it would be if Sadira was angry.
Rafa and Bara agreed. What else Bara who had ever gotten a slap from the girl was reflexively stroking next to her cheek that had been a victim. Rafa and Reno burst into laughter when they realized how Bara looked traumatized by Sadira's anger.
"You guys have no morals! friends suffer instead of pity laugh.." Bara murmured.
"Eh? you dare call us no morals? heh... look at Ren.. This one person really can not return the favor..You we helped to melt the girl but even call us!" exclaiming Rafa did not accept Bara's words just now.
"Yes nih... we better just let him.. we see if he can without our help.." said Reno who made Bara immediately apologize to both.
Both of them finally forgave Bara, because they were not really angry with their friend. The next day, Sadira seemed a little relieved when she saw Bara among the seniors. But he again felt restless when Bara completely ignored him. Actually Sadira had planned to apologize to Bara when she saw the guy at school. But every time Sadira tried to get closer, Bara immediately avoided by preferring to gather with his classmates. This made Sadira undo his intentions.
The last day of orientation arrived. This has become a tradition at the school. This event is also the most awaited event by students both senior and junior. When his fellow classmates were excited to talk about the camping event, but not with Sadira. The girl did not seem so excited.
"You why Ra? how do you look like you're not so excited?" asked Hana who had been watching her friend.
"Ehm. ga kok Na.. this is only my first camping event. I was afraid that my parents would not allow me to join.." Sadira said.
Though actually the girl still feels awkward if she has to meet Bara at the event.
"Then anyway? aren't you a very independent girl? so I guess your parents wouldn't be so worried about attending an event like this." said Hana a little confused.
"Ah, I will try to persuade my parents..."
"Well so dong.. spirit! anyway I've imagined we'll sleep in the same tent, so we can get closer..."
Sadira just smiled in response to Hana's enthusiastic behavior. For a moment Sadira felt excited because he saw the innocent behavior of his new friend. But he was restless when accidentally his eyes met with Bara's eyes. I don't know why his heart ached when Bara decided on his sight first. The girl's face immediately returned moody.
At home Amira was busy helping Sadira to prepare the youngest daughter's equipment for camping at her school. Although Sadira said if he could prepare it himself, but as a mother who had never let go of her daughter to go alone she still checked back on what her daughter had brought so that no one was left behind.
"The feeling of the mother was not as good as this when we went camping the first time.." said Samir when he saw the busyness of the mother.
"That's in your mind.. did you forget that you wanted to stay overnight because you just recovered from a fever?" sahir.
"Hum..."
"Ah already.. mother is always so when it comes to us children.." said Sahir while patting his twin sister's shoulder slowly.
"You are right, brother." said Samir agreed.
While Sam's master only noticed the conversation of his two sons from where he read books. In his heart he is grateful if his children can function mature and remind each other. It feels proud to see the results of his upbringing with Amira is not in vain.
The next day...
"Remember your mother's message yes dear.if there do not go carelessly without saying goodbye to your senior there, what else is alone." Amira message when delivering Sadira at school.
"Yes mother.." said Sadira obediently.
Amira hugged her daughter tightly. It felt like just yesterday he was holding Sadira in his arms, but now his little baby is a teenager...
"Had Meyaa... don't overdo it. Our daughter just went camping with her schoolmates and not went abroad.." said Mr. Sam tried to make his wife was not too sad.
"I know Db. but look.. Our little baby is already a teenager..."
"Hush! our daughter is just about 16-year-old Meyaa. she's still a long time to be married.." sergeant Sam stopped the mind of Amira who had gone nowhere.
"Sorry.." said Amira Lirih.
Somehow he felt he was afraid if the incident that happened to Anna also happened to his daughter. I fell in love and got married at a very young age. Although Anna's marriage to date is still fine, but seeing the trials experienced by Anna and the King before being truly happy makes Amira does not want her daughter to experience it too. Mr. Sam who understood his wife's anxiety was tightly hugging Amira's body trying to give comfort so that his wife did not think anything.
While on the bus that will take the group of students to the camping place, Sadira was surprised to find out if he got a seat in the back. What else turned out to be sitting next to him was Bara. Guilt and nervousness made Sadira feel awkward. What's more he also feels a little strange with the seating arrangement inside the bus. Because usually the back seat is the seat of the seniors and teachers. This was why he who was a new student could be there. Fortunately, he was sitting next to the window so he could look away at the outside of the bus.