Born Again To Love You
Start to Understand What's Happening
17 Years later.
I dream. I entered a magnificent old building. A building
dutch Government. The great white wall rises high. I entered the building when I was 20 years old. There is no one 1. Like entering a ghost house that is still well maintained. I walked in alone and scared. I walked over to a table and hid in that table. I held the table and a lot of fine dust stuck to it. When I look at the dust on my face. There were 2 people I could not see his face and his clothes caught me and pulled my hands together. I was very scared and woke up from my dream.
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1 year later, I entered an ancient Chinese house in the city of Semarang. There was a strange feeling when he entered the place. I feel so scared. My legs feel weak. My chest hurts so much. It's like someone's been following behind me since I entered this place. Someone I felt invisible was like pulling my soul from the front. I don't feel like my body feels good. My legs are getting limp and this soul feels like it wants to escape from its body. But my mind can still control. I rejected my body in fear and I turned my mind around to talk to my friend, Angelina.
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As an adult, I often feel tremendous heartache. My chest felt tight and my heart was very sad without knowing what was going on. I like to cry suddenly when my heart feels sad and my chest is tight.
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As usual, after I was exhausted from work, my head hurt a lot. Suddenly I was unconscious when I was in the kitchen.
I woke up in a very, very scary dream again. This time it was more terrifying than my previous dreams.
I was in the modern era in an ancient Chinese building with a ward yard that was open and very spacious. In the ward were 3 ancient Chinese coffins.
The first coffin opened and a male corpse awoke from the coffin and sat down. The body jumped out of the chest and stood looking for someone. The people present there all ran away in fear. The body walked and searched for someone until the body came out and was knocked down. The body was burned by a monk.
The body in the second coffin awoke. An old woman also woke up and came out of the chest to look for someone. And the woman was looking for me. The old woman managed to catch me and take me to her realm. I see that nature is life in the past. I was so scared. And somehow I got out of that realm. While the old woman was left behind in the nature where she came from.
I arrived again in the modern era. Upon arrival, I saw the corpse in the third coffin get up and stand before my eyes. A man about 40 years old. I'm more scared. And I ran looking for a secluded place to hide. This third corpse was stronger and more powerful than the previous two corpses.
I hid in a wall. My breath was terrified. I sweat a lot. I saw from the tail side of my eyes, the third corpse was walking towards my place without hesitation. He'll find me soon. While I who have been squeezed in the gap of the wall can no longer dwell but give up. I'm just freaked out. The third body found me and pulled my shirt and took me to nature. I too, with great fear, could not resist.