Camouflage Love of the CEO
CHAPTER 46 Self-Esteem

"I beg the Doctor. I'm his wife, I should know exactly what he's sick.” Elena begged the doctor again.

The doctor looked at Elena, he knew for sure the disease of his patients and knew his wife was very important for the recovery of his patients. However, he should not be allowed to inform others because of his integrity as a doctor at stake. “Sorry, but all this time Mr. Merrik never brought his wife.” The doctor tries to dig up information first on Elena to make sure that the person in front of her is the wife of the patient.

“Iya, I know. We had a bit of a problem until we split up for six years.” Elena looked at the name on the doctor's suit. “I beg you to help me Doctor Kyat.”

“What are you Elena?” ask the doctor.

“Yes, I'm Elena.”

“Nona. I'm sorry, without Mr. Merrik's consent, I can't possibly divulge patient information.”

“Isn't the goal of happiness counseling for patient recovery? I'm sure you want all the patients here to heal, don't you? If I find out about my husband's illness, I will try to cooperate in his healing.”

“What if I tell Mr. Merrik first, if he agrees I will tell you.” Doctor Kyat is somewhat touched by Elena's determination but she must still ask Merrik for approval.

“If he agrees, I won't come alone and I'm sure he doesn't want me to know his illness. Therefore, I came looking for you Doctor.” Elena looked at Doctor Kyat for a moment. “You know my name, it means the patient told me about me to you right?” elena was sure. It is up to him to be overconfident, who feels he is still very valuable to Merrik, that he wants the truth of Merrik's illness and tries to cure him.

“But ..”

“I beg you, take a look at my sincerity. I want to help my loved ones, even though he and I have no destiny together again but I hope he can live well.” Elena could not hold back her tears.

Doctor Kyat saw Elena's tears, there was sincerity in them. “Good.”

Doctor Kyat took the file in the closet behind his desk and gave it to Elena. Elena received the file with the name Merrik in front of her, with a trembling hand starting to open the file and read it. He was shocked after reading the contents of the file. It was like an explosion in the ear. “Disfunction See—sexual?” said Elena. Raising his head looked at Doctor Kyat. “What does this mean?”

“Patients experience sexual dysfunction, perhaps for laypeople famous with the term nerve severing but which is actually nerve damage. In this physical cause due to an accident in the patient, because of an injury or trauma that occurs in the spine causes nerve disorders.”

“What can not be cured?” ask Elena.

“In some cases can be treated with treatment and psychological counseling but there are more severe cases so it needs more complex treatment and Mr. Merrik has done treatment and also psychological counseling. It's just that it has not produced results, patients also have low confidence to recover.”

“The patient is depressed after receiving a verdict from a doctor about his illness which states it is incurable and also the patient has considerable guilt. He believes himself to have gained karma for what he has done to you. His depression only intensified when he lost you. For him to see you from afar enough but when he searches for your whereabouts, he doesn't find it. And until now, there has been no change, although from the results of the examination there are no problems with his physique, although, it's just that his psychologically troubled to make the part malfunction and make himself unable to have a life ****normal.”

“Since when did he start therapy here? Really no results during therapy?” elena asked with tears still flowing.

“It has been five years and a half, until now still has not produced results, because this is not just a problem that can be overcome by drugs. It's a psychological problem. He felt that what he had done to you was an act of a bastard who used you as his filler, especially when he knew you were 16 years old when you married him. He feels unworthy of your company, he feels that God is punishing him for his actions. “

“You know all our problems?”

Doctor Kyat nodded his head. “Of course I know, I'm his psychological doctor. I'm willing to tell you because I hope you can cooperate in his healing. If you can show her that you don't mind what happened to her and patiently push her out of the dark shadows, chances are her illness has hope of recovery. A man's self-esteem is like gold, so I ask you to pretend you don't know about his illness. It is not allowed to tell him directly, help him step by step to tell you honestly.”

Elena came out of proper counseling with a weak move, she did not return to the office but rather returned to her apartment and was pensive. Now that she knows why Merrik let her go, she knows that Merrik expects her to be happy with someone else. Had Elena not been rash by going straight from him. He was still young, still receiving raw what was being offered to him. A man's self-esteem is very high, especially Merrik is a man who attaches importance to self-esteem, where he may tell others about his illness. Merrik is like a wild animal when he is with him, if he can not do that, which may be able to face the woman he loves, this is a matter of self-esteem that is very important for a man.

After careful thought, Elena was determined to save Merrik. However, he took part in what happened to Merrik. Elena always felt she was the one who suffered the most, but it turned out that Merrik also suffered a lot, in addition to his illness, he also had severe depression. Have a disease but can't tell anyone, save all the suffering yourself. Receiving abuse from everyone.

Now that the woman Merrik loved has returned, but cannot reach her and can only hide, a feeling of inferiority must have reached him. Choosing to live in a dark prison and not wanting a woman to be loved with him just out of pity for him. Merrik still could not control his feelings for Elena, without realizing he still cared a lot about Elena.

The next morning at the office, Elena accidentally meets Merrik in the elevator. Merrik doesn't usually come in an employee elevator. “Yesterday, why permission?” ask Merrik.

“Oh, just a little unwell,” replied Elena.

“What hurts? Already to the doctor?” merrik asked, looking towards Elena.

“It's okay.” Elena looked at Merrik, Elena saw a frown on Merrik's forehead, thinking others would not know his suffering, actually as long as there was a heart, with only one look could already notice it.

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