
Early in the morning, Mila was awake and as usual, because she was staying at her husband's house eating she was preparing breakfast for her husband. Especially now that Weni, her cousin, was also living in their home.
So as a good wife, she cooked and prepared her husband's needs, although sometimes had to endure the nausea and discomfort of her pregnancy.
Weni wakes up and sees Irwan still asleep in her room, Weni is shocked because Irwan did not move into her room.
What if his wife looks for him?
Usually after having sex, Irwan will move into his own room. But this time she fell asleep in her room, and if Mila found out it would raise suspicion in her heart. Because Irwan introduced Weni as his cousin.
"Irwan, wakeup! Take a shower and go to your room!" weni said anxiously.
Irwan opened his eyes and he saw someone's face.
"Mila's...."
"No! I'm Weni!"
"Ohh, sorry, yeah I'll wake up. I want to take a shower" said Irwan then went to his own room.
Weni just shook her head. He did not know what happened between the husband and wife. And he did not want to know, because he only worked to serve the guests who paid him without interfering in their affairs.
But actually in his heart, he was very curious what happened to the household of Doctor Irwan and also Doctor Mila.
Because once, sometimes Irwan doctors treat Mila very well. And they look fine too. Weni did not see any quarrels ever happening to them.
***
Mila had finished preparing everything and she saw the second floor. At this hour, her husband usually comes down and has breakfast. Is he probably up late?
But since they split up, Mila has never once been in her husband's room. He felt, eager to get in there. And he respects the privacy of Dr. Irwan.
Mila ended up just waiting and it wasn't long before Doctor Irwan went down first. Weni who was feeling awkward, remained above and within her room.
He let the husband and wife have breakfast alone. And he chose to pretend to sleep.
"Cocontainly alone? Does Weni not want breakfast?" ask Mila for seeing Irwan alone.
Irwan then looked back, he thought Weni was behind him and had breakfast with him.
"Ohh, he hasn't come down yet? Maybe he's still sleeping."
"Do I need to wake her up?" ask Mila.
"Ehm, no need. Maybe he's still tired. Leave it alone." said Doctor Irwan out of concern, there were items left in Weni's room.
And she didn't want Mila to be suspicious if she slept in Weni's room every night.
"All right...."
Mila then brought rice and side dishes for her husband.
"Breakfast rice yes, I was cooking," said Mila because she usually only made bread for her husband.
"Yes, just a little bit." said Irwan.
"Tumben you cooked rice, aren't you nauseous?" ask Dr. Irwan.
"No, just a little nauseous" Mila said.
After breakfast Irwan said goodbye to Mila to go to the office.
Mila nodded and stood there until Dr. Irwan left in his car.
Usually her husband will kiss her forehead when a wife delivers it.
But it will never happen because their relationship has been fractured due to the baby in Mila's womb.
Mila wiped her tears and she went inside. He saw Weni coming down from the second floor.
"Wen, breakfast first, I've prepared it for you too," Weni said.
"Ohh, no need Mila, thank you. I'll just go right away. I'm not used to breakfast" Weni said, saying goodbye to Mila and got into the taxi she had called.
"Ohh, yes already. I'm going to the office today too. I'll take care of everything later go home." said Mila then went up to the second floor.
***
Mila started working in a different hospital than her husband. And there Mila was welcomed by fellow doctors. They know that Mila is a popular doctor.
His presence in the hospital will be a magnet for patients to come for treatment or just consult with him.
The first day he worked was so much fun.
And one Sunday he was working, the patients he had to deal with so much and all wanted to be treated and served by him.
They love the way doctors care for their patients, especially when delivering messages. He was very friendly and his voice was pleasant to hear.
***
Catrine is one of his patients. And Mila was shocked to see Catrine pregnant. Could it be Regan's son?
"Hi.." said Catrine like a friend.
"Mrs Cathrine, welcome, please sit down" Mila said with a friendly smile.
"How many months?" ask Mila.
"Maybe it's a month more" Catrine said.
"I want your help" Catrine said suddenly.
But Catrine sat down and said the thing that made Mila shocked.
"I want you to help me abort this" Catrine told Dr. Mila.
"Catrine? whatchu mean? You want to abort it?" ask Mila in shock.
"Yes. I don't want him to be born into this world. This baby is going to make my life difficult. I still love Regan, and I want to get back to her. But, I was pregnant at the time and my friend made me pregnant. Tell doctor! You can do that, right?"
Mila was stunned to hear Catrine's words.
"Doctor Mila, you can do it, right?"
Mila shook her head.
"I'm sorry, it's my job to help the mother and baby stay healthy until they're born, not kill them."
"ck, I came here because I was hoping you could abort him. But apparently I came to the wrong doctor. I thought we were friends and you could help me. But I was wrong with coming to you!" catrine says she's upset that Mila won't help her.
"Catrine, it's very risky and could even cause his mother to die" Mila told Catrine, his ex-wife Regan.
"That's why I came to you. I wish you could do it without risking my life. People say you're a great doctor" Catrine said.
"I'm sorry, I can't do it. But I hope you change your decision. Don't you throw that baby away. He's an innocent baby."
"Enough! Don't say anything if you can't help me!" Catrine leaves and leaves the medicine Mila gave her.
Mila looks at the medicine and thinks that it's not just her who's having problems with unwanted babies.
Catrine also experienced it. It's just that Catrine wants to abort her while Mila accepts her presence, despite making her life more difficult and making her suffer.
Others see the figure of doctor Mila is a successful doctor, married to a handsome and established man. He has a happy family, and his family is complete. But in fact, she had already split the bed with her husband.
And no one else knows, if the happiness they see is just pseudo.
In fact, he suffered so much inwardly with his current state.
Dreeett. Doctor Mila picked up her phone.
"Hello Mila...."
"Damn...."
"I'm sorry Mila, I couldn't go there at the time. How about we meet now" Jihan said.
"All right." said Mila and hung up.
Doctor Mila then left while eating lunch outside. He had an hour to eat and rest.
Jihan was waiting for him at the restaurant not far from Mila's doctor's office.
"Let's....!" Jihan screamed when she saw Mila looking for her. Jihan arrived first.
They finally hugged and Mila was shocked when she saw Jihan's slightly bruised and blue face.
"Jihan, why is your face....?" ask Mila and sit next to her best friend.
"I'm.I'm...." Jihan was intending to tell Mila about her domestic problems. But he still hesitates to say it.
"Jihan...do you have kdrt?" ask Mila.
Jihan just shut up.
"If you've had it, and your husband has treated you badly, why do you still survive in a household that makes you suffer?" ask Mila and see Jihan shed tears.
"I have a child. And he loved his dad very much" Jihan said.
"But you.you...."
"Mila, I might have been wrong to choose to stay. But I can't see my son suffering. And I'm glad to see you. I heard you're married and living happily with a handsome and successful husband" Jihan said.
"I...."
"Mila, don't worry about me. I came because I miss you so much. But I was happy when I saw you happy with your family, Mila," Jihan said, holding Mila's hand.
"But I...." Mila hasn't had a chance to say anything because Jihan always cuts her off.
"Mila, don't say anything about my household if you meet my mother. I rarely saw him, my husband forbade him. And if you meet her, tell her that I'm so happy that I forgot to visit her." Jihan said, then quickly left after getting the message.
Mila hasn't had a chance to say anything but Jihan's gone missing.
Jihan seems to be very scared of her husband and it's a sure message from her husband looking for her.
Mila ordered lunch and sat there until the meal ran out.
He looked at the highway and waited until the break was up.
I didn't expect Jihan to have anything worse. And she stayed in a toxic household for her daughter.
And me? I also experienced what you experienced. It's just that you got hurt outside and I got hurt inside.
Your wounds are visible and mine only I feel them.
You're experiencing physical violence and I'm experiencing psychic and mental stress.
Wish we could still go back to wearing white gray like we used to. When we laugh and talk without burden. But now we have become adults quickly.
Mila stood up and went back to the hospital to do her job.