Changing Fate
Episode 3: The past

The story of my dark past begins when I had a handsome boyfriend and he was a soldier named John Shi, he loved me very much and because we were LDRs or people said long distance relationships forced us to be patient every day in the morning, afternoon, and evening, and at night we always send messages and even video calls

But one day when he had a holiday, he invited me to meet. At first we had a chat together at the bar, but had no idea why he had arrived - he attacked me and forcibly raped me.

"Darling.I miss you so much" said John Shi lustfully.

"Aa. I miss you too" I muttered withholding her wild hand.

"I want to give you my lust" said John Shi and pressed me so that I could not move

I as a woman can not shout or fight .. yes maybe because she is a soldier so her energy is greater than me let alone her lust that is passionate - gebu cause the power is very large. And yes after that I guess I lost my virginity because of that annoying guy.

When she managed to rape me, she didn't care how much my cries pleaded not to rape me and made her even more wild and to the end of her actions, he didn't say his apology to me even though I kept crying because I didn't accept it without my consent he raped me like that

"Hey why are you crying?.I will take responsibility for my actions" John Shi casually said, smoking next to me

"Ka.. You evil, why take my virgin!!!" my protest

"I love you, if I don't love I don't want to be in touch with you" John Shi muttered casually but I just kept crying

"Don't cry, like a child, we will definitely marry I promise I'll marry you" said John Shi, stroking my hair.

After the incident the next day, his attitude and nature changed over time, and the phone turns silent without a word and if I take a video call he is just an excuse if he is busy or outside activities. At first I was ordinary and thought positive, but I got a message from someone who turned out to be John Shi's real girlfriend and they had been in a relationship for 4 years

When I was coming home from Kwandong High School, my city's favorite school. I got a message from an unknown number, when I went home and changed my clothes I immediately opened the message

082xxxxxxx's chat

When I got the message, my heart hurt and broke. I kept trying to contact John Shi but was not answered until I finally sent him a message

*John Shi once had the heart of you, already took my virginity and you turned out to have a candidate. You have to take responsibility for what you are doing now... You must marry me!!!

Sani

Heeh married you, you're not pregnant for what I married you. If you're pregnant and that's my new son I married you.

John Shi*

After getting an answer from John Shi, my heart ached deeply. He has ruined my future and he doesn't want to take responsibility for his actions, even blocking my number. My heart is broken she has taken my virgin and disappeared with such hurtful words.

The days I passed with worry and fear, fear I was pregnant and worry no man would accept my lack of a virgin like this.

Every day I always locked myself in the room, never left the house, lazy to go to school, even until so I was depressed I often wanted to kill myself.

But since the security of my house is maintained 24 hours, my intentions are often thwarted by helpers and security officers. Even so busy my father, he did not care what my situation was like and never supported me even often scolded me.

Sick.. yes of course. I do not know what to do and do what activities, all the ways I have traveled from me to the unit even to the police station, instead of being treated fairly even I thought I myself would want to so that the forbidden relationship occurred.

Because the incident and family factors that are not supportive cause me to often be alone, not want to socialize, he said, I hate men so much and don't even care about other people that I have a history of bipolar disorder because of my intense feelings, my mood, and my soul for so many years.