Changing the Love of the Past
19

I lay my body on the bed. I'm still wondering if Leo saw her or not.

"Why the hell is Leo putting on such a creepy expression? " I convinced myself over and over again not to think about it. The knock on the bedroom door stopped my daydream.

"Who? "

"It's my dear mama. Can mom come in? "

"So ma, the door is not locked. "

My door opened slowly. I saw a frown on my mother's forehead that indicated she was worried about me. Mom walked up to me and sat on the bed right next to me.

"His head hasn't been replaced? Have you been home since? "

"That's ma, I'm lazy to change. "

"You why? " Mama is very sensitive to my condition which is again bad mood.

"I don't have anything."

"You don't have to lie to me, I can tell which one is honest and which one is lying." My habit that badmood must be very predictable. You see, when I got there, I didn't rebuke my mom and just kept going through it. It wasn't because I was a child with no manners, but I was thinking about something else. And I locked myself in my room like I am today. I'm so lazy to do anything like take a shower, change my clothes or even go down to eat.

"Well, if you don't want to tell your mom, but if you change your mind and want to tell your mom, you'll be a good listener." It is true that people say that our problems will be mild if we share together with others. But the problem I'm facing is different. I can't possibly tell you that I'm actually repeating time. I also cannot say that I who was in my previous life have died.

"No, actually, it's just a matter of my duty. "

"What is the task until you think hard? You're a smart kid, mama's sure you can solve it." Mama kissed my forehead and occasionally rubbed my head as a form of encouragement.

"Yes ma, but this is probably because it's just the beginning, so I'm confused. Yes, the material is somewhat similar to SMP material. It's just that I got dizzy thinking about it. But now I don't think about it anymore." Said lying.

"Alright then, change your uniform immediately and come down to eat. It's not good to procrastinate because it will interfere with your health."

"Good ma" I hugged my mom very tightly, kissing her cheeks gently.

"Yet my mom is waiting to be brought. " Mama walked out of the room.

I got off as soon as I finished changing my uniform. Mama sat at the dinner table watching me coming down the stairs.

"here! " Mama patted the chair next to her asking me to sit down.

"Where is Ma Mas Dino? " Tanyaku while arranging a sitting position correctly.

"Mas Dino came out again to finish all his business. Dino's going back to America tomorrow."

"Oh yes I forgot. It feels like just yesterday yes ma mas Dino came uh tomorrow already back." I spooned the rice into the dish with the side dish.

"Yes the hell you said there was a point, but yes want how else mas you will indeed have to return. And this is the longest holiday usually also mas you can only permit three days. Maybe the teacher this time would understand."

I ate my mom's cooking with her. Cow rib soup made especially for me. Because this is one of my favorite foods.

Today Mas Dino took me to school. He said it was his last day here because he was leaving soon.

"What time is it to the city. "

"Maybe around 2 o'clock we're gone."

"Wait for me, we'll be out at two."

"I can't be adek kita later mas instead wait for the flight tomorrow again."

"But I want to send you too."

"If so, then you'll permit the same teacher."

"After that, I'll try to get permission from the teacher."

I hugged the old Dino mas and ran towards the school grounds. I told the mas to drop me off the fence a little distance from the school so I wasn't ashamed to hug Dino because the kids didn't see it either.

"Hi Din's... " I was surprised when Loly and Sasa patted me behind my back.

"you guys, I'm glad I don't hang."

"Heheheh. "

"You guys just came too? "

"Yes, come in! "

"I think today I'm going to go home first" I said as I put my bag on the table.

"Why? Are you sick? But your face is fresh."

"My mom's going back to America today so I want to take her. Maybe at lesson four I'll go home."

"Why not say the same to us, we also want to nganterin mas Dino. Our feelings have only met twice with you, the loss. We can come, we're big fans."

"Don't be weird... "

"By yeah, please.... " Loly and Sasa looked at me with pleading gazes.

"Yes, but you'll be allowed to use your own excuses."

"Breaks anyway."