CHARM GIRL LOVE (CONGRAT)
Old Disease

"Continue, Om! Where do they live?" many enthusiast.

"Yes, in the middle of the sea there."

"On the island, is that what it means?" I'm getting curious.

She smiled at me who, I don't know, said it.

"No, Bestie. They live and carry out all their missions from a large and magnificent ship. It's all there. Mau Mall, water park, discotheque, gambling place and other entertainment place. Anyway, many more dech. Especially there it's free. No need to fear the police. It's free."

"What ship is that, Om? Kok Lia so want to see it directly."

"If you want, let Oom take a walk later. Just so you can touch Oom's heart, aja. Wanna?"

"If the streets will, Om! But if you want Oom's heart, don't be dech."

"Lho, how is that the same Oomnya?"

"Abis, I just haven't been able to beat my own heart."

*

Just now it felt like my eyes were asleep from the turmoil that hit my soul and body earlier, suddenly there was a voice calling out from outside my room.

Half-consciously, I immediately got up to open the door for her.

"What's up, In?" ask me on Beautiful after opening the door.

"That, Li! Mom...." His breathing was wheezing while pointing towards Mami's room.

"Mommy why?" ask me with a heart that starts pounding.

"No idea. Just as I was about to send you breakfast, I saw Mami shiver and say your name, Li! When I touched her, her forehead was very hot. That's why I panicked and ran right here. Because Mami called your name. How do you know you've sinned so much with him, Li! So, he wants to leave a message with you," he said stammering.

"Hustt, what's the talk? There's-there's," I'm telling him with a heart that's pounding.

Why did Mami say my name? Does he want to convey something like Beautiful said? But why should I? 

My heart was wondering and my feelings were getting worse. At that instant, negative thoughts instantly attacked my heart and mind. With trembling steps, I came to see the state of Mami in her room. We walked in a small hallway through several rooms that were lined up in order. Like the shape of the rooms in the hotels but the size is much smaller.

When I got to Mami's room, I saw she was still shivering and gibbering. But this time not to mention my name, but calling the names of his two children, Sobirin and Sabrina. I am no stranger to the names of these two. Although I have never met in person, I know all about them. It was all thanks to Mami being always open to me about her children.

"Mi! Mommy why?" ask me slowly while touching his forehead.

"Yara call the doctor! Let Mami get treatment quickly." I asked for permission. 

But there was no response from him. Seeing that, I panicked.

"Well! Try to wake up the others first! Let's discuss, which is best for Mami!" My orders to the Exquisite who was still standing were fixed behind me. Dumbly.

I don't know what else to do. Usually, the one in full charge here is only Mami. He is the one who decides everything. We just follow what he commands. But, in a crucial moment like this, I became confused myself. Who will we make as a role model here, especially if until Mami leaves for good. Without orders, my tears just fell. I can't imagine what will happen to us when Mami is no more.

"Why, Li? Mommy why?" the other shouted hysterically as he watched me shed tears.

"Not knowing this, Rat! He was called to not speak," I answered explaining.

"Mi! Mommy why?" Ratna rocked Mami's body.

"But all this time, Mami never wanted to be checked by a doctor! We're afraid we'll be presumptuous. If Mami's angry, how?"

"If not, call her son. Maybe he's missing his kids because he hasn't been home for a long time." Another proposal again.

"Don't. His son should not know first. Later on he knew that his condition had started to improve. Or at least if Mami's out of this place." My sergeant was quick so they wouldn't do it. Isn't that also something that Mami had always avoided all this time. Don't let her kids know if she works in a place like this.

"But if in the morning cake gini continues, can be fatal consequences, you know!" say one more, like a scare.

"The mindset must be guarded! You remember Mami's message, right, so we always think positive."

"Yes already. Otherwise, call Buk Siska first, let him decide, how best. After all, Buk Siska' will know Mami very closely from the past. It's impossible for Mami to be angry with him!" Ratna tried to mediate our discussion.

"I'm calling, nich?" The goddess who was currently holding the hape offered.

"Yes, just call. If Mami is angry, let Yara take responsibility" I said confidently. To me, Mami's health is more primary and number one.

*

Waiting for about twenty minutes, then Buk Siska came. Our doctor from the company. His house is not too far from here either. Hear-heard get inventory from the company too.

"Have your mother been sick?" buk Siska asked as she pulled something out of her bag.

"It's been about a week, Doc!"

" It's been a while, how do you say it now?"

"Custom, Doc! Mami's that's the guy."

"Eat him, you say. You refer me to let Mami go for treatment."

"Difficult, Doc! Say it."

After concentrating on checking for a few minutes, Buk Siska returned to his voice.

"According to the Hospital, yes! Get more proper treatment there. If infused here, fear no one can control. Anyway, I suspect that this is, not an ordinary disease."

"That's, Doc?"

"Actually it is not certain, so it must be referred to a large Hospital first to be sure. Let it be checked in the laboratory. But I suspect that this is a symptom of a disease that has long been suffered by Mami."

" What's the pain, Doc?"

"Cervical cancer or cervical cancer."

Hearing that name he mentioned, we all felt shocked. Didn't expect that Mami had been suffering from such a malignant disease. Is that the illness he told me about the other day? At the time he said he couldn't come to the orphanage because he was in the hospital. And he also said that the children of the orphanage were the source of strength and passion for him.

Is that what Mommy meant? And therefore he was reluctant to check himself all this time to the Doctor. Because he was afraid of knowing the progression of his disease?

Oh, Mommy! Don't go yet. We still need you.

Instantly, we cried together, abuzz even without a sound.

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