CHARM GIRL LOVE (CONGRAT)
Getting into Debt

"Yes, it's okay. Let me bring it later. It's a pity to be left alone at home. Even a thought later," replied my mother after we arrived and I told her my purpose and purpose in coming here.

I proposed that Riki be left alone at home. Later, I will occasionally see when there is no order. But, said my mother better take it to the home of her employer, there was no one there.

My mother's employer both worked in the sub-district office. While the children are already at large and have a family as well. There is only one other person who is not married, and that is also work. If not wrong, he works in shipping that rarely comes back here.

"Don't be naughty with grandma!" I ordered Riki before I left.

"Mother, come home with ice cream!" her door. I nodded and kissed both of his cheeks.

"Doain Mommy yes, baby! Nooooo...."

*

I arrived at the usual place Bang Diki sangkal. A rice stall that is also the gathering place for the Ojol drivers. Some of their faces are not so foreign to me, but I do not know them. Although Bang Diki often mentioned their names one by one when passing in the street, but I was not so sorry.

"Where are you, brother? Yesterday it wasn't exciting," asked one of them when I just got off my bike.

"At least you're feeling good, Bang."

"Ah, Diki mode is Kak," as well as others.

"Oh, yes Bang. Can I replace him for a while?"

"Father it, Brother. Just brother grab some food, brother!" Their advice. 

I just follow their advice. Understand because you are a new child too. Must be calm and obedient as seniors. Moreover, they are also friendly. They didn't mind when I asked them how to use the app. Although my heart actually dag.. dig.. dug.... serrrr.

From then on, the order that entered my phone was quite a lot. Just half a day I have pocketed tens of thousands of rupiah, even almost reached hundreds of thousands of rupiah. It is good to meet the needs for tomorrow.

Although I feel tired in the body, but for me it is nothing. You see, even more tired if you have to ask and beg for money with Bang Diki who is not necessarily willing to give it away. Before he is content to humble, berate, swear and bring back what he has given.

"Take one yes, Uni!"

"Wear what?"

"Dencis, deh. A lot of good stuff!"

So excited to deliver the incoming customer order, I missed lunch hour. Maybe still feel carded because only this time can hold this much money. Especially your own efforts.

When I had just enjoyed the rice field made by Uni Anik, I remembered Bang Diki again. Has he eaten there yet? 

But I didn't leave a penny for her myself. What if he hasn't eaten and is starving? Do I sin as a wife do this to her? Am I among the wicked wife? My heart was talking and feeling so guilty.

Remembering the good he's done so far. When I got married first, Bang Diki always brought me food. Especially when we just moved to a rented house, while a kitchen tool did not have. Every day he brought us a packet of rice to eat together, to eat together. It was very romantic how I felt at the time. Although the portions are a little. For some reason, it was so satisfying to me.

And now, when he was starving there. Guilty to ignoring it?

A thousand question marks and guilt ran through my mind. Do I have to give in and forget the heartache he had scratched yesterday and come back to the way it was?

"Why Ma'am? How to daydream." Uni Anik's voice resuscitated me.

"It's okay, Union." 

"Oh, Uni thought that was all right?"

"No, Uni. Yara's fine, really," I said reassuringly. " Oh, yes Uni. Yara pesen one more pack yes, make it take home!"

"Now, what will you do?"

"Now, Uni. Count on yes, everyone!"

After finishing eating, I immediately approached Uni Anik to take my order earlier and pay for it. I want to quickly go home first deliver this food to Bang Diki. Let's get pulled back later. It would be good if you could still make ten or twenty thousand more before evening.

"Yeah." My eyes glared in shock at the bill that Uni Anik had just said.

"Everything, right?" He confirmed it to me and counted back the notebook before him.

I can only look at it. Do not think that Bang Diki has a debt of up to that much in this stall.

"Look at the note, Uni!" my door.

Uni Anik thrust the notebook at me.

Geez, why so much debt Bang Diki here. I got dizzy seeing it.

"Tomorrow Uni, same bill Bang Diki. You see, Yara didn't know she had that much debt." I feel very embarrassed and not good at the same uni Anik. But even if I want to pay, my income today is still not enough.

"Yes, it's okay. But, please later in the ingetin yes the same Diki, because the Union is reluctant if you have to collect every day."

"Yes, Uni, Yara will tell me."

I got home with a pack of rice for Bang Diki. Actually, I was lazy to come home here after knowing he had a lot of debt in Uni Anik's stall earlier. But, because the rice field has had time I pesen, so it is not good if you want to be returned again.

I went into the house and put the package on the table. I saw that Bang Diki was still relaxing in the room while playing the hape I exchanged with my hape this morning. In fact, it was almost two in the afternoon, he had not eaten at all. Truly strange man this one, he can be full just by playing hape only.

After putting the package down, I left it without reprimanding it. It was disgusted that I saw his behavior that had no thought at all. Why did I want to marry him. I feel so very, very sorry.

Shortly after leaving the house, another order entered. Immediately I rushed to work on it. How nice it feels to my heart to be able to make money on its own and be free to get out of that house.

*

"Where's dik? not coming in again?" ask someone who has just come to Uni Anik stall. His posture is large and wears a black leather jacket that has been cracked.

"No, why?"

"Not paid him yesterday's debt. He said he wanted to pay today. Fuck the child" said the man annoyed.

I just kept listening to her talk. Dare not say anything. Afraid that he would collect Bang Diki's debt to me.

"This is the motor! Where's dia? What's hiding him inside?" investigate the person while getting off the big motorbike he was riding, into the stall.

"Woi, Brother. Get out of you" he shouted.

"What's Bang, nyariin Bang Diki?" I ventured to ask.

"Whose brother?"

"This is Diki's wife, she's the one who's dating today." Uni Anik answered.

"Where is Brother? How are these two days not?"

" Not feeling well anymore, Bang!" I reasoned.

"Seek help, brother. Tell him he paid off his debts first. I need this money, brother! I've been tricked back and forth with that Diki, brother! He said he wanted to pay the debt but he didn't transfer it." That brother even confided.

" What is Bang Diki's debt, Bang?"

"There are two million Sis. He had been three times minjem but never paid. So, three million in total is the same interest."

Oh my God how surprised I was to hear so much debt bang Diki. Two people have complained to me today. Though all this time, he himself was never seen to have excess money at all. Where did the money go he spent?

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