Chased Brondong
Look at mom

I took a deep breath and took it out slowly, preparing myself to meet my mother who was severely depressed and was quite difficult to heal because of the inner pressure my father was putting in. Even though I have made peace with the past and forgiven my father, the wound still remains. 

I slowly ventured to enter the white room, approaching a middle-aged woman who was staring straight with a blank stare. Short hair over the shoulders has become a hallmark of the mother, although she is not sane but always asks people to cut her hair when elongated. 

"Mother, I've come to visit Mother." I held my mother's body tightly, tears dripping by themselves. I was so happy to be able to hold her, but she just kept quiet with her blank look. 

"I'll try to find a special doctor for you, so you'll get well soon." I kissed my mother's cheek and cried. 

Ahem

I heard someone who cleared his throat, immediately I wiped away the tears and turned to the source of the voice. A man wearing a white coat, a man who always takes care of his mother. 

"Deno. Kirain who!" 

"I'm sorry, I came at the wrong time. I'll come back later." 

"Just get in." I allowed him to enter, of course, want to hear the news and news about my mother's condition. "Is there any chance my mother could recover?" askaku expectantly. 

"The chances of recovery are only thirty percent, and that you have to make your mother fight. Because it's useless to do medicine if your mother's heart doesn't want it." 

At least I still have hope, isn't thirty percent that a sufficient amount? I kept convincing myself and hoping my mother could make a full recovery. I miss mom's cooking, love, love, and mom's nagging. My life was empty, my spirit went with my mother.

"Deno." Lirihku. 

"Hem."

"Do you have a doctor's acquaintance who can cure my mother?" 

"You don't have any information from the doctor?" I asked expectantly, but seeing Deno shake my head made me despair. 

"I'll try to find the doctor's address and contact." 

"Yes, I just want my mom to get well." 

"Nothing is impossible. Oh yeah, I heard you forgave your father."

"So, I realized that holding a grudge would only make me unable to move forward. I want to rise from my adversity, make peace with the past and accept my father's two different children as my mother's younger siblings. It turns out they're not bad, I've always been amused by them." 

"Everything must have a silver lining. You're a very strong, independent, strong woman."

I smiled and saw the passing of Deno, the doctor I knew and became my friend. She was very good at opening up the atmosphere to be warmer, I who locked myself in the outside world slowly began to open up to her because it had helped take care of my mother.

Brakes

I who realized from daydreaming when I heard something that was thrown broke scattered on the floor, immediately walked up to the mother who suddenly went berserk. 

I cried while hugging my mother who continued to hurt herself, no one understood my suffering seeing my mother like that. Immediately I shouted to Deno, and the sprightly man injected something into my mother's body. Slowly the tantrums subsided, but my mother's body was weak. 

I helped Deno put his mother's body on top of the gurney, crying for sadness at seeing her so. 

"You better go, let your mother rest." 

"All right." My true obedience is very difficult to step away from leaving my mother alone, for her sake I am forced to leave with a wound in the heart.