CHASING THE WIFE'S APOLOGY
it takes time to talk

Heavy when we are still very in love but have to leave because staying will only hurt. It's hard when we force ourselves to leave when we feel like we're not finished in a love fight. That is why a person will be in a dilemma if it involves love. Kate Keyleigh feels the same way.

A decent life, a beautiful face, coming from an unusual background as well as a brilliant career, does not determine one's happiness, it is not, although it all includes factors that support humans to choose happiness itself. Because in fact, Kate had to suffer because of the unintentional mistakes she made. His sincere love cannot defeat the grudge that is directed at him.

Going, is the best answer of all her suffering. But when the time of her departure is getting closer, Kate is actually a dilemma because the man she loves so much looks to suffer from it. Although Kate's heart is still too tight to leave, leaving the fragility of the man she loves is a dilemma.

" Why are you only now aware of our feelings for each other after I decided to walk away from all of them? " that's the line Kate always said when she felt the dilemma coming at her.

But thousands of words said, millions of tears shed still will not be able to change his decision to leave. He chose to leave despite carrying with him all the wounds he had felt so far. But being certain, he would recover from all of that when he would actually leave later.

Kate and Gaffi could have solved everything without having to separate. Talk carefully about the feelings of both, the heartache of both, but that will not solve the problem because both have planted deep wounds in each other's hearts. Let's just say they've forgiven each other, but both haven't completely healed from the wound.

There will be times when Kate feels Gaffi hates her and will rougher her. There will be a time when seeing Kate will make Gaffi remember his grudges. What they need now is not to talk to each other, but to stay away from healing wounds and if there is still love in the healing process they will be together.

Kate sat in front of Dr Marcello, today was the second session of their meeting. Since then Marcello's doctor listened to the story spoken by Kate about her husband. Little does Marcello's doctor know the heartbreak of Kate if she keeps going. Her job is to make Kate understand her heart's desires, because that's what matters most.

" Are you afraid that if you leave then your husband will be with another woman? Is that why you're guiding Kate to go? " ask doctor Marcello.

" Maybe yes, maybe not.. I myself am not sure of my feelings, more unsure of his. "Kate replied sounding ambiguous.

" Let's dive into your heart again, say what you want. Think well do not rush for fear of ending you both regret. But there are times when you need to talk to your husband, so you may be more certain" advises Dr. Marcello.

" I'm afraid to meet him. I always blamed him for what happened to the child in my womb. I can't just meet and talk to her... "

" Then just call.. Don't have to meet the important ones to talk to each other.. It's so much better than you going with a bad feeling.. "

Kate was really thinking about what her psychologist had just said. It was true as well, he left in this condition as well he would not be able to undergo treatment. Kate has to focus on curing her mental illness, so she's chuckling away even though her heart forbids her from leaving.

Kate has also filed for divorce with Gaffi, she heard a letter from the court that Gaffi has received. Should he and Gaffi talk about all this again, was that separation the best thing for both of them? There is still a way to be together, for both.. This question filled Kate's mind.

" i.. Falling in love...? " the parrot sitting in front of Kate.

" Hm... "

" Never.. I thought at first if I had any sexuality disorder, I meant I was gay. Because I've never felt love at all. But when I try to dive into my heart, I don't fall in love with any man either. It could be said that I have not found anyone who can make me fall in love.

" pfflhtttt.... How can you say you're gay. You know for yourself how sensitive society is about it all. Are you not afraid of being ostracized...? " Kate found Marcello's way of thinking funny.

" Haha... I just feel like I might be different. There is no harm in finding the identity before plunging into society. You know I've never been attracted to women, imagine how old I am now. That's why I might have something different... "

" Talking to you always makes me laugh. You're so good at saying things that make people want to laugh... " Kate still laughs even now her stomach is already boastful because of a lot of laughter.

" gr... I'm honest, not just because I want to see you laugh... " Marcello pretended to sulk.

Their second session continued. Marcello's trying to pry a little bit of Kate's old story. Starting from the most fresh in the memory of Kate, more precisely the event where Kate accidentally relapsed when driving a car that resulted in crashing Bellvania to death on the spot.

Actually, the reason Bellvania died was not just hit, but heavy bleeding due to miscarriage. The cause of the miscarriage was Kate's car that grazed her until Bellvania fell and hit the road. Kate did not hit directly but just nudged to make Bellvania bounced away.

Marcello found a needle in a haystack when she heard for herself what was happening in Kate's eyes. At first Marcello thought Kate was really crashing until Bellvania died. Just like Kate said.

" Even though I didn't hit him directly and Bells' brother died of bleeding in his womb. But what made Brother Bells fall was me.. I am still the one who is considered the murderer. "

Marcello had to report the matter to Galen. Luckily Kate is still unconscious because of her hypnotic methods. This may go a little further to make the way Gaffi's view of Kate change. Marcello sent a voice message.

Hopefully, before Kate leaves to do some mental healing. All the problems between Gaffi and Kate can be solved. Not denying that Kate is very beautiful, Marcello admitted to falling in love at first sight. But once again he understood from the beginning, that his patient was currently experiencing a crisis of identity, it was all because of love that could not be realized properly. They hurt each other because they don't know what to do..