CHASING THE WIFE'S APOLOGY
Grasping or releasing

Tuuut....

Several times Kate tried to contact Galen, but until the night the phone was not picked up. Kate is very worried about Gaffi, and bad thoughts begin to come to her. Kate feels guilty for ignoring Gaffi's wishes and is content to pursue what he has made of this city.

Kate is so busy she forgets the real purpose she's here for. The goal that he made an excuse to go from Gaffi's side then he would come back after he recovered. In fact he started to neglect it all and hunt for his own pleasure. Kate is now like being thrown into reality by the circumstances of her husband.

Exhausted and crying ever since she got the news of Gaffi's pain, it finally brought Kate to dreamland. The peaceful nature that used to be the most comfortable place for Kate, is no longer. Kate had a bad dream, and her sleep was restless.

" No brother... I'm sorry." Kate muttered with her eyes closed.

" I'm sorry it's my fault, please don't go... Huhuhuhu... "

" Sister Gaffi don't go....!!! "

" Huh... Huh... Huh.... " Kate woke up after only thirty minutes of sleep.

In her dream Kate sees Gaffi say goodbye to her and chooses to go along with Bellvania. Kate's feelings became unpleasant and she was getting more and more unsettled. Kate saw that the clock had shown at twelve o'clock in the evening.

Kate got out of bed, headed to the kitchen to get some drinking water. Kate tried to neutralize her heartbeat that had not been because her dream felt very real. Even the touch from Gaffi was completely felt on his body. Kate almost went crazy because of it all, lucky it was all a dream. Well, although there is a possibility that Gaffi's current condition is not good.

After calming her mind and heart, Kate again contacted Galen. His time in Milan is now morning, even almost noon. Maybe Galen can be reached, Kate thought.

Tut. tut's...

" Hello Kate. "greet Galen from there.

" Sister, how is Gaffi's condition? " ask Kate directly. The question he had been holding since yesterday he had also let out

" He's been handled well, just still unconscious.. Kate, I have something to say.. Can you listen first, only then do you make a decision? " kate's feelings are not good.

Galen also said what he wanted, what Kate did and did there. Galen is very proud, Kate can start her own business, but Galen is also disappointed because Kate forgot her initial goal. This is not what Galen meant, which at that time forced Kate to seek treatment. Kate can do whatever she wants, but still must not forget her treatment.

Not to mention Galen also discussed about Iden, a man who lately close to Kate. Galen wants Kate to decide exactly what to do and decide, unlike now, it is clear that Kate is escaping reality and is engrossed in her own world.

" I've known from the beginning Kate, about everything that's happened. I think you're still exchanging letters with Gaffi telling me all your activities and Gaffi understands. But after what happened to Gaffi at this time, with great regret for Kate, I was forced to force you to make a decision" Galen said sounding resolutely in Kate's ears.

Honestly, Kate was heartbroken to hear Galen's words. What Galen said is true. Kate seemed to run away from reality and it resulted in Gaffi who now lies weak in the hospital. Kate feels guilty, but to make a decision, it feels like Kate doesn't yet have an answer for it.

" We can't hold all the contents of the world with our hands, Kate.. So don't be a card, take what you need and give it to someone you don't think you need. "

" I think it's enough here that we're talking, think carefully about what you want Kate to be.. I'm sure Gaffi will accept whatever your decision is. All she needs is Kate's clarity.. "

The phone was shut down by Galen, just as Kate's body slumped down. Kate drowned her face inside both of her legs which she bent. Kate returns to tears, feeling she has hurt Gaffi without him noticing. What a difference does he and Gaffi make when it turns out he also hurt Gaffi.

Kate's dilemma, what to do and what she'll decide. It felt like he was too heavy to let go of what he was holding at the moment, but he also could not let go of Gaffi just like that. Kate is comfortable with Iden, but she loves Gaffi. He is very confident in it all and he will not change his decision about how he feels.

" Sister, what should I do? " kate muttered with his cries.

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At his current place, Gaffi had just opened his eyes. She's with Galen right now, and she's listening to all the Galen saying that she knows it must be Kate talking to Galen. Now Gaffi knows why Kate has not returned to his side after treatment for a long time. Now he knows the reason.

" lens... Do I have to let Kate go? " asked Gaffi just after he opened his eyes. Galen, who was busy with her phone, was surprised to hear Gaffi's voice and reflexes call the doctor.

" Don't think about that... Heal first think, let go or keep grasping, think later when you are healthy.. "