CHASING THE WIFE'S APOLOGY
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" Kate... Are you that? " gaffi asked after a long moment of silence when he heard a familiar voice greeting him.

" hm.. I'm sorry to bother you, but I want us to be able to talk " Kate said.

" Tell me where you are now I'll be there. We can talk to Kate...? " Gaffi was so excited that Kate wanted to talk to him.

" Can we not meet and just chat on the phone. I honestly haven't..... I'm sorry I wasn't ready to meet you... Can you hear what I want to say without interrupting or protesting? " Gaffi disappointed. Kate doesn't want to meet him.

Gaffi remained enthusiastic because this was the first time after all their problems whack, they could talk together emotionlessly, without threats, without violence, just talking to understand each other. Gaffi is willing to follow Kate's willingness to listen to all Kate's words but of course Gaffi also wants Kate to listen to her words. Lucky Kate wanted so their conversation went pretty well until here.

" I wanted to apologize earlier, because of my mistake so that both my brother and I lost the figure of Bells' sister. I didn't mean it, I really never dreamed of replacing her as your wife even though I liked you. I know enough myself that I'm not perfect like other women. "the first sentence Kate said.

" I just want to hang out with my sister because soon I'm going to go for treatment. So that I can be a perfect woman like other women because maybe if the day we meet and mate arrives, I can already perfect myself sis.. "

" Kate... I really never knew you were going through any of that. I didn't know that you had such a great fear, even to such an extent. Forgive me for taking part in the worsening of your illness. "gaffi said quickly cut. She doesn't want Kate to misunderstand her by deliberately driving Kate crazy.

Their conversation centered on mutual regret and apologizing for all the misunderstandings that existed between them. Gaffi who most say sorry for hurting Kate the most up to this. Including sorry for not being able to save their prospective child.

Kate cried when she remembered that she had lost her baby. Gaffi's heart was like a sharp knife when he heard Kate's cry. He felt sinful because he felt the loss of not only Kate but Gaffi as well. Imagine in the span of a year that she lost you two prospective children, from different women. Gaffi wants to be crazy if he remembers it all.

" I'm sorry... It's all purely my fault, so please don't cry Kate, I'm sick to hear you cry. I'm sorry Kate... " Gaffi also cried lamenting what had happened to him and the woman who yesterday was still beside him.

" I beg you to forgive me Kate... Don't leave me... I can't live by myself befriending this regret and desolation... Forgive me Kate. "gaffi's crying is becoming more and more. It felt like his heart was so overcrowded at this moment.

Kate herself did not say a word, only the sound of sobbing could be heard in Gaffi's ears. The same voice as he let out, was pitiful as both of them had such deep wounds due to all these problems.

Both of them were crying without saying anything. Both are hurt. They hurt each other in their silence. Gaffi is trying to control his heart and mind when at times like this he should be able to calm not only himself but Kate as well. There's a lot they have to talk about that's far more important than just regret.

" Kate can you hear me? " asked Gaffi after being able to master his mood.

" This time I will speak I beg you to listen carefully to me. "gaffi pause.

" I beg you to withdraw your divorce, let's fix this before it's too late. Let us give time to heal from our wounds all this time. Let's both fix this in a better direction. I'll wait until you want to come back to me, Kate. Please don't make us separate. I can't without you " Gaffi said sincerely from his heart.

" I beg Kate. I will change my attitude towards you, please allow me a second chance to continue to build a household with you. One year, five to ten years I'll be waiting for you, as long as we can get back together.... "

" Just think about Kate, I look forward to your answer" Gaffi said at the end of the sentence.

Kate asked for time to answer and immediately closed her phone. She is happy because Gaffi is willing to try to fix all the problems in their marriage but will it be okay later. Is it true that the time that is currently most both needed to heal wounds and repair hearts to be together. Kate is in a dilemma.

" Huft's.... Relax Kate... You can get through all this.. You love her so you should give her a chance" Kate said trying to influence her decision to divorce.

" He won't repeat the same mistake, we just need time to heal the wound after it can definitely come back... "Kate's shoulders are wobbly when everything is still not in something for sure.

Kate sighed to remove the tightness in her chest. Hopefully by regulating his breathing he can become calmer in thinking. Can he be selfish? Can it be if he tries to make himself happy without caring about the feelings of others? May it?

Kate was eager to say Gaffi. Giving the man a chance, withdrawing his divorce suit in court, both heal the wounds in the heart then at the right time will get back together. But what about his parents. Whether the two will be able to understand and accept his decision.

To seek support from her wishes, Kate sends Marcello a message asking if it's okay if she's being selfish. He who originally married Gaffi for the sake of company and family good name, may now accept Gaffi back for his own sake.

Kate smiled happily when she got a reply from Marcello who actually supported her to do whatever she wanted...

# Do whatever you think is right Kate. Because then you won't feel regret later on. Sometimes without us knowing we have missed a mate if we listen too much to the words of others.. I've always supported you... #

Kate is thrilled to have a friend as good as Marcello, reminding her of the late Bellvania who was always there for her and willing to listen to her every grievance. Kate plans to meet her parents tomorrow to discuss the issue. I hope both of Kate's parents understand her heart.