Clear Ember Love
15.Arsy

"Hyx hyx hyx hyx hyx"

Arsy's cry broke the silence of the villa's room, the,Arsy sits in the corner of the bed bending his knees and sinking his face on his knees and covering his face with both arms.Arsy misses his mother who he never saw at all,he never got the affection of a mother, he got a lot of affection from his father, his mother, his wife, his wife, his aunt Larisa and uncle endro, he got a lot of affection from his father,so did his babysitter.But it all still can not replace the affection of a mother.Arsy was eager to meet his mother, but it was not,moreover, he is now in school, he often saw his friends picked up by his mother when he came home from school.She was very jealous of his friend.

While his father is busy working, his mother is also sometimes busy with his boutique business and rarely they can pick up arsy.Janya mbak susi who is always with him almost 24 hours.Until mbak susi also knows what film arsy likes, but she is also very happy,color, his favorite food.Sometimes arsy is more comfortable talking to mbak susi than with his papa, his mom, especially his opanya.

"Arsy you why baby, why are you crying?". asked Susi on arsy while approaching arsy and touching the chin of arsy to be able to see his face.Arsy still crying, still crying,her pretty eyes were still filled with the clear liquid, the susi rubbed the clear liquid that escaped from her eyes with her thumb, her eyes looked swollen because she had been crying for a long time near the corner of the bed.

"take susi.."call arsy to her babysitter.

"grab susi, isn't it your birthday, did you buy flowers for mama?"

asked arsy at susi.Susi can only nod and look at arsy with a pushy look.Susi hugged arsy lovingly and caressed his head.Susi was very sorry for arsy.Arsy was born from any wealthy family asked but one that his father cannot give at this time, namely **IBU*.

"Susi's sister, I want to meet my mom, how can she meet my mom**?"ask dew on susi.

"honey, you can meet your mother at night, because everyone who dies will be a very bright star in the sky.

"Is that really mbak?" asked arsy enthusiastically.Mbak susi just nodded and smiled gently while pinching the soft cheek cubby arsy.Susi also brought arsy down to the road to safety,when Arsy played in the park arrived he remembered the dew.He asked mbak susi to call his father so that he could play at his new friend's house tomorrow.

Arjuna looked confused with arsy who was close to dew and became friends as well.Arsy is also the type of child who is not good at getting along, but with dew he even became friends.

At the flower shop where the dew and arjuna are located looks silent.They both arrive to be mute for a moment.They just steal each other's eyes.

"The flower master is done, what do you want to write, sir?"Ask dew on arjuna.

"No need, that's enough".Arjuna.

"All right"Short dew swabs.

Arjuna said goodbye after he finished paying his interest.

Arjuna blames the candle wax that has been neatly arranged in his room and deliberately turns off the lights of his room.He looked at the photo of the younger sister with a longing gaze.She remembered the time with her younger sister first,until he could not hold the crystal that had filled his eye peluruk.

His chest felt tight and his throat was very painful to hold back the cry that he could not let out.For five years he always did such a ritual.And everyone was used to seeing Arjuna who locked himself in a solitary room.Nothing dare to disturb arjuna at such a time.

Arsy, while preparing a birthday gift for his mother.Arsy prepared a lot of heart-shaped balloons, he was helped mbak susi.Arsy drew in his picture book and colored it very patiently.

Arsy drew his papa and himself joined in a garden of roses and a star in the sky.Arsy also ran towards the room arjuna with his work to give to his mother and brought many balloons in her arms.

Arsy knocks on the door of Arjuna's room very hard.

"tok tok, papapaaaaa.......,paaaaaaaaaa!!!"

Arsy screams from behind the door of the room.Arjuna who heard his son calling quickly scooping the clear liquid that had escaped his eyes, so that his son did not see the sadness of his father.Arjuna quickly opened the door of his room with a smile.

"Papa's daughter, here dear".while stretching out her arms and crouching hugging arsy.Arjuna also carried arsy to his bed and landed arsy's body there.

"Why does Arsy carry so many balloons?".asked arjuna curious about arsy.

"paaaa, here's a gift for mama, Arsy also brought this gift for mama" said Arsy with enthusiasm and a happy smile while showing the paper he drew earlier.Arjuna saw the picture and frowned his forehead signs he did not understand the picture made by his son.

"Darling who was drawn this?" ask arjuna to arsy.

"It's papa, and this is arsy,".it's pointing to a picture of a man holding a daughter's hand."continue this one's mama." refers to a picture of a star.

"papa let's meet with mom pa, Arsy has brought this balloon to meet mama in the sky, we can fly with pa, pa,use this balloon.Arsy want to love the same gift mama.Kata mbak inah if the person who has died will be a bright star in the sky paa.Ayooo pa we go see mama use this balloon,arsy has prepared this to fly there to meet mama, said Arsy with a happy face and hope.

Instantly the body of the arjuna shook and the whole body of the arjuna heated up in surprise with the words of the arsy,his throat felt choked could not let out a word.His eyes began to heat up because there was a puddle of clear water in his eyes.Arjuna tried to menahanya by lifting his face up.but still the liquid escaped from his eyes.Arjuna can only hug arsy tightly without saying much."sorry papa yes dear".That's all he can say to Arsy.