Clear Ember Love
51.The Severe Decision

"Tuk tuk tuk, excuse me assalamualaikum!"Arjuna said while knocking on the door of the house Dewun.Arjuna hoped that the Dew had opened the door.But in fact the one who came out was Mr. Hasan.

"Good night uncle, are you at home?".Ask Arjuna to Hasan.Hasan who does not know what happened asked Arjuna to enter.

"Is it possible that Uncle Hasan hasn't seen the news or watched tv?it seems like she's safe to see me".Arjuna

"Come in, son!"Take Hasan.

"Sorry uncle, dew is home?ask Arjuna again.

"Grabun said to come home late, he was with his friend Ayu, then called uncle so.But until now it's been night so has not come home too.Paman is also worried about dew".Hasan explained.

"Okay uncle, I'll go first find uncle's dew".Arjuna said in a hurry.

"But son, the basic children of today are not ready yet parents talk has gone.Actually what is with them, do they quarrel?".Ask her father to speak for himself.

Arjuna, who was furious, continued to look for dew, worried that dew was doing bad things.

"Aaah shit, why don't I ask uncle hasan where Ayu's house is the dew buddy's".Aaiss."Arjuna resentfully drives while hitting his steering wheel.

Flash Back's

"Son, this is the favorite place of dew, if the dew is sad the Dew will come here and pour out all the contents of the heart of Dewun.It feels so relieved when we cry and scream here the burden will be gone".The word Dewun told Arjuna when they were in a park on the edge of the lake".

the Flash Back Off

Arjuna remembered the word Dewun at that time.With a high speed Arjuna towards the direction of the park.Taman that they actually used to visit, the park,the park where they first met destiny.The park where the witness when Arjuna revealed his heart to Dewun.

Arjuna still continues to hope the Dew is there.Arjuna even reached that place, Arjuna walked through the park looking for Dewun.Night it was getting colder, the wind of the night blew cold until pierced to the bone.

When Arjuna turned to the left, there was a woman sitting alone on the park bench.Arjuna approached the woman, it was actually Dewun.

Dew gazing at the dark night sky, there was no one there.Just like his heart that was struggling.Embun continued to look at the sky with a pushy gaze.

Arjuna touched the shoulder of the Dew, it startled the Dew.Quickly the Dew wiped his tears.Arjuna also sat beside the Dewun.But this time the Dew shifted his sitting position slightly away from Arjuna.

His heart ached when he saw the face of Arjuna.People were upset in his heart, the jealousy that haunts him also makes him not want to see the face of Arjuna.Embun subdued his gaze and tried hard to strengthen his heart that is increasingly poignant.

"Darling, forgive brother, all you see is not what you think".It was all planned by Cellia."Arjuna explained.

Dew still bowed while shedding tears.She only listened to what was described by Arjuna.She tried to be strong but again her heart was too weak.Here only just this time Dew felt in love.

"Grow up please look at big brother's face, you don't want to see big brother anymore?"Tanya Arjuna pleaded.

Actually Dewun really wants to see Arjuna's face, he misses Arjuna very much,but somehow if he remembers the content of the video his heart feels burning.When he really hates Arjuna.Padahat video is also not necessarily true as what Arjuna explained.

Arjuna could no longer hold back his longing and guilt for the Dewun.He was afraid the Dew did not forgive him and the most he feared was to lose his love a second time.Because only the Dew was able to make him rise again from the fall.

Arjuna touched the fingers of the hand Dew that he had only played and was squeezed many times.Arjuna also grasped it, it made Dew turn towards Arjuna.His heart was pounding fast, Arjuna,the moment in his heart wanted to be angry but somehow Embun's lips could not say the word.He just stared inside Arjuna.

"Honey, please don't misunderstand me, I'll tell you from the beginning of my sister's acquaintance with cellia, and about the video."Arjuna said to Dewun.

Arjuna also told all about cellia and about the video.Arjuna narrated from A to Z about cellia as detailed as possible.Embun also listened carefully.

Now the heart of Dewun began to calm, but somehow the fear in his heart still continues to haunt.

He was afraid that later he would be a boomerang for Arjuna.Could be with Arjuna with Dewun who came from an ordinary family that made a negative impact on Arjuna.

Dew feels chaotic, he continues to feel inappropriate for Arjuna.Hati is overshadowed with a sense of inferiority.

"Maybe it's best for now that I don't get in touch with Arjuna, I think it's the best decision.For him to focus on solving his problems".Dew Mumb.

"Darling, why are you?, why are you silent?, Are you still angry with your sister?"Ask Arjuna to Dewun.

"Son't that's enough".The word Dew arrived with a slightly vibrating tone of voice holding back tears.

"Sister, sister,maybe at this time we are not destined to live our relationship together.But if we are a mate surely we will be together again.I should not focus first with the problems that exist today.Maybe I am one of the problems that's."Dew said with a bow to his face.

Arjuna heard the words Dewun immediately his heart felt cold like being watered by a chunk of Ice.His blood rippled to make his knees lunglai.Arjuna closed both his eyes violently and incised his forehead many times.

Arjuna did not end up thinking with Dewun's speech.

Arjuna clenched his hand holding back the anger.

Arjuna did not stare at the dew as if it would end their relationship.

"Darling, please really ask you for help, don't be like this, I'm not promising to solve all these problems, but don't ever tell me to end this relationship, please Dew please".Arjuna said as he shed tears before the Dewun.

It makes Dew feel guilty, though,and his heart was so broken to see Arjuna like this.Actually Dewun did not have the heart to see Arjuna tear and beg him.But Dewun is now more worried he is afraid just because his selfishness maintains their love relationship, and he is still alive,he will destroy Arjuna's future and even more so Arsy's future.

"Don't stop begging my brother, please don't be like this.I don't hate you and I still hope that the video isn't true, but for now we can't be together.We've just ended it here,If God wants us to be together, God will give us a way to be together."Dew said while touching Arjuna's cheek that still held back his tears.So did Dew try to hold back his tears, but still he could not hold it.

The dew leaves Arjuna who still does not believe in Dewun's decision to part with him.

Arjuna chased the Dewun and held his hand.His gaze was hopeful so as not to leave it.Grown released Arjuna's hand grip slowly.He also walked down the park road.

"I'm sorry, brother, I also feel such pain in my feet, forgive me brother, I don't want to be a selfish person, for my love I hurt so many people".Dew murmured while walking in search of his bike.Along the way Dew let his tears be swept away by the wind.

"Embuuuunnn....Embuuunnn, Arjuna ran after Dewun but Dewun did not want to see him.

"Aaarrrhhhhhggg"Arjuna's wander by the lake.Often he ruffled his hair violently.

"Throw why don't you give me a chance to prove it's a trap".Why dew?".Arjuna continued to ask in his heart.The annoyance in his heart was burning, he seemed to open his eyes and tighten his jaw.

"Celliaaaaaa, you'll feel the consequences".Arjuna said as he clenched his hand.