Clear Ember Love
98.Rained out.

"I'm Afraid"

You said you like the rain,

but why did you open your umbrella when it rained 

You said you liked the sun,

but why are you looking for shelter when the sun is shining

You said you liked the wind,

but why did you close your window when the wind blew

This is what I'm afraid of

you said you loved me too

(William Shakespeare)

This morning the rain flushed the earth.Removing bitter memories that bring wounds to someone.There are those who hope with rain can hide tears when flushing himself.Even some are happy to enjoy the rain along with the restless person.Masing² people it has its own story when it rains.

Dew opens the window and gazes at the rain that so heavily soaked the earth.Grow out one hand and let his hand exposed to the rain.Seems he enjoyed the rain that soaked his hand.There is a feeling of deep longing in him in someone.Want it feels like Dew met Arsy but he thought it was impossible.

"Son, have you had breakfast?"Tanya Hasan shocked the Dew.

"Oh not yet, not for a while".Dew answered while ending his hand that was playing in the rain and went out to the dining table.

Hasan greeted him with a warm smile.

"Well, don't you think today I have control of the doctor?"Ask Dew while pouring tomato sauce on the eggs of the cow's eyes that are ready to eat.

"Have you forgotten it's Thursday?"Hasan said after sipping the black coffee in his glass.

"Father, let's forget.hehehe, let's think it's Friday."Dew said laughing

Because Hasan's check-up schedule is every Monday and Friday.

"You still see Bian a lot?"Tanya Hasan arrived².

"Hmmm, still.Overnight we met, but Bian is now pretentiously busy well".He said, raising one eyebrow up.

"Haha...!! you could have!".Hasan laughed at the look on Dew's face as if in disbelief.

Dew went to work wearing a jacket and carrying an umbrella.Grow waiting for the bus to his office while wearing hetset in both ears.It has become a habit of Dewun.

The Apartment

"Dear forgive me"!Cellia said while seducing Arjuna by launching her fingers into Arjuna's chest.

"Cell, I don't like you like that about my son, but he's still my son's blood".Arjuna stopped Cellia by holding her hand.

"I'm sorry baby, I didn't mean it that way".He said by putting on the face pura² sad and feel guilty.

"Why did you come to my house in the morning?"said Arjuna a little annoyed.Because Cellia is getting stuck like a leech.

"Darling outside the rain, how about we go to the office.I want to enjoy the moment like we used to.Thir² you are always busy in the office."Cellia said as she hugged Arjuna's body from behind.

Arjuna who was hugged from behind also released Cellia's hand from his embrace.

"Cell, I'm late.I have a zoom meeting with my client from Japan".Arjuna said he was trying to avoid Cellia.

"YINYA.!!!" Shouted Cellia annoyed at Arjuna's subtle rejection.

"Jeez Cell, you just surprised me".Arjuna shook his head in disbelief.

"It seems like you don't love me anymore.When you betrayed me.Did you never feel guilty to me?"Cellia said twisting the facts.Inadvertently she made Arjuna's guilt on him.

Arjuna closed his eyes and pinched his forehead which began to feel pain from seeing Cellia's behavior that began to suck.Arjuna remembered the word Arsy last night.That he was the one who seized himself from someone named Dewun.Arjuna is still investigating what is said Arsy.

"Cell, it's not like that.I'm right² there was a meeting this morning".Arjuna said in a soft tone while touching both of Cellia's shoulders.

"But I miss you baby, we haven't spent a long time together".Cellia said pura² sad.The tears spilled in front of Arjuna.Cellia was so extraordinary when she played to win the heart of Arjuna.

Arjuna began to soften his heart a little.Because he felt still tied to the actual engagement he also did not remember since when they were engaged.But because his parents said that they were engaged, he also tried to accept it.

"Okay, what do you want me now?"Tanya Arjuna was forced while sighing deeply.

"I want us to spend a whole day together.You even forget that tomorrow is my birthday".Cellia said while landing her head on the thigh of Arjuna who was sitting on the sofa.

"But Cell, I'm right this morning² there's a meeting.So you..!!"Not ready Arjuna continued his word² arrived² Cellia kissed Arjuna's lips.

Maybe because his obsession wants to have Arjuna or indeed because he is used to doing that with other men.

"Cell, stop...!!! I'm already late".Said Arjuna resisted frustration.As Arjuna was about to take the car keys.Tiba² Cellia reached the car keys first.Cellia put the key into his crazy chest.

"Aiiissshhhh!!!Cell, give me my car keys fast!!!"Arjuna said as he extended his hand.

"You want this key, then you have to get it yourself".Cellia said defiantly.

"Cell,please don't be like a child.!!, let's quickly give me that key".Arjuna said he was getting upset.

"Hmmmmmhhh".Cellia said she would not.

"Cell, don't lure me to violence you".Arjuna said threateningly.

"Hahaha, juna.If you want to take it yourself.I'm not afraid.Or are you afraid?"Cellia said disparagingly.

"Okay!!If that's what you want!!"Arjuna said annoyed.Arjuna also pulled Cellia's hand and put it behind his waist.It makes Cellia not wart.Arjuna was hesitantly taking the car keys by inserting his hand into.Arjuna felt there was a chewy object that touched his hand.Arjuna also get the key to the car then left Cellia.

"Okay, Arjuna.I'll wait for you until you're ready".Cellia smiled mischievously.

On the way to the office, Arjuna passed the bus stop where Dewun was waiting for the bus.Arjuna reduced the speed of his car.Arjuna saw Dewun who was sitting alone was stopped a little far from Dewun.Arjuna observed Dewun from behind the rearview of his car.

Before long wait for the bus arrived.Grabun immediately boarded the bus.Arjuna followed the bus with each other.Arjuna occasionally looked at the face of Dewun who was enjoying the music.Arjuna felt dejavu with what he was doing now.Samar² Dew Face entered back dimemorynya.

Tiba² he seemed to remember something that made his head feels painful.Arjuna also began not to focus on driving his car.Shadows of a girl began to flutter his memory.But still a faint look the face of the girl who was riding a bicycle.Compose flowers, wreaths,tied her hair, and kissed her lips.The shadow started popping up just like that. Arjuna stopped his car because he felt a headache that he could not stand.

Arjuna was looking for the medicine Alex gave him in the car.Arjuna took it immediately to relieve the pain he felt.