Dancing Girl & Mr. Amnesia
51. Geon's Heart Chaos

Along the way home, Geon reflected back on what had happened on the long night between them.

"Hurry and make your decision, man! What else are you waiting for? Don't you have any pity on her who's in a state of pregnancy like this? She's already pregnant with your child! Your love fruit on that beautiful night!"

Geon looked at the atmosphere on his office desk. His head hurts to think of you. The shadows with you continue to haunt him.

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"This, You! Thank you so much for your help this time!" said the owner of the stall while giving a few packs of rice to you as payment.

"Thank you very much, Mom. Tomorrow ... Can I come here again?" ask you timidly. At least you can get food if the woman can work as a dishwasher in this place.

"Sorry, You! I just need help when the shop is crowded. I don't need help when the stall is quiet. I can't afford to pay" said the shop owner giving a very disappointing answer for You.

The woman went back to looking for a place she could stop for a moment to find work. Unknowingly, you walked too far into the city center and only realized when the woman felt exhausted.

Suddenly, heavy rain flushed and made you confused to find a place to shelter. Because there was no dry place that he could stop nearby, you were finally forced to stop a taxi that passed on the highway.

"If it wasn't for being pregnant, I would have preferred to be rained on!" muttered Youah does not want to hurt the baby in his stomach if he gets sick because of the rain. The woman was forced to give up her money for unnecessary expenses.

When the taxi starts to go, you enjoy the trip by looking at the towering buildings. Those buildings are so eye-catching to you.

However, his attention was distracted when you saw a man sitting in a cafeteria alone.

"Ojan?" muttered Youah, he could see the man from behind the transparent glass of the cafe.

At first you did not want to care and have accepted the fact that the man was not Ojan. However, lately the attitude of the man he met several times that made Youah began to suspect. That person looks very clear to avoid Youah, making Youah sure if the man who looks like Ojan is indeed Ojan from the beginning.

"Sir, stop for a second!" pinta Andah's. "I'm going to the cafeteria in front of that!" You pointed to the cafe that became the goal.

"Well, miss" said the driver. Stopping his vehicle in a taxi-only parking lot.

"Sir, wait here a minute, yeah. I'll give you tips later," said youah.

You hurried into the cafeteria. Walk to the seat Ojan occupied.

"Ojan ...," said You. Suddenly, Ojan's eyes widened in shock when he saw the person who filled his head, now instead sitting in front of him.

"An–" Geon choked, he shut his own mouth. His nervous face instantly turned flat and cold. It's so sudden, so unexpected and he's not ready for a situation like this.

"Ojan's? Sorry, you're wrong!" Geon deliberately burdens his voice so that You can not recognize it easily.

"I know everything. Ojan, can you please not pretend and give me an explanation? I really need an explanation so as not to constantly misunderstand!" hatch Andah. Though, his own heart still hesitated at the man before him.

"You're wrong. I'm not Ojan, and I don't know you. Better, get out of here before I call the security guard!" threatening Geon, in his heart continued to apologize, hoping that you would quickly leave. Geon was afraid that he had mispronounced and that everything was finally revealed at the wrong time.

"You really can leave me alone? Without saying anything, just walk away?" You don't understand Geon's threats, just keep talking about what's in his heart and mind.

"I'm pregnant, Ojan! Pregnant with your child!" You immediately revealed about her pregnancy.

"Then, what does this have to do with me?" To be honest, Geon could not speak anymore. He gulped down his saliva, not expecting that you would dare to convey it directly to him.

He recalled that night, when they first met him. Obviously his memory when he said he would impregnate his wife.

He did not expect, the fruit on that night made You really pregnant, after he stayed.

Geon's heart was beating fast. However, he restrained himself and still quietly put on a face as flat as possible. Although he knew, the two of them were looking for each other.

"Yes. I'm pregnant with your son. I had morning sickness, but I was left out in the moments I needed you most!" You smile bitterly. It was very eager for him to shout, expressing the feeling of longing that had been lodged in his mind.

However, the desire is again undo when you see an impossible situation.

"Who are you pregnant with? Why even complain to me? Accusing me anyway. I don't know you!" Geon still keeps on not knowing you.

"Every day I have to endure this uncomfortable feeling all by myself. No one has strengthened me like before. Nothing amuses me anymore. No more adult men acting like little children like they used to.”

Your tears slowly fell on her cheeks. Geon actually could not bear to see that, but he could not show it just like that.

“And yet, just seeing you is fine, is enough to calm me down. Now, you're pretending you don't know me?" your pus-like gaze is so clearly visible. But, Geon seems blind to see the suffering you've been shelling.

"Tell that to the man you're looking for. Because, that person is not me," Geon said, making you fall deeper.

"I know you're Ojan, the guy I'm looking for. No matter how you look, I can still recognize you. For me, you're always Ojan, my husband!" say Andah.

After expressing his heart, Youah immediately went to leave Geon who was still lamenting over Your pregnancy.

"I'm sorry" said Geon.

"As Ojan, I love you so much. However, at the moment I cannot admit everything that has happened" he added, staring at your back which was getting away from him.

You get back in the taxi. "Road, Sir!" the door while glazed. This time, crying cannot be hidden, crying in silence is the best way for you.

"I told you what you should know. If until the end you still continue to not want to admit, I can only forget everything slowly. It is impossible to impose my own will," your mind, from behind the glass he saw Geon contemplating his temple.

You decided to go back to his house. Although she had to hear the nagging of her stepmother, you think, it was better. All of them became medicine so that he could quickly forget Ojan, the husband who no longer wanted him. You also have to be ready with unclear status.

"I should have asked him to tell me the talaq. Even if he changes his voice once, I can still get to know him well" Youah muttered.

"Why did you come home at this hour?" inggrid's shrill voice stopped your steps inside.

"I'm not working anymore" replied You at will, going straight inside with no concern for Inggrid's loud screeches scolding him.

"Andah, are you stupid? If you don't work, where can we get money to eat? You think, everyday food can come on its own?" jak Inggrid was upset.

You're cuddling his ears. All the noise outside his room he no longer cared. You shed all her heartache in tears, her tears streaming down her pillow. That is how you vent all the sadness that rages in his mind.

"Ojan, from now on I will try to forget you like you did me!" say you mean it.