Dancing Girl & Mr. Amnesia
54. An Explanation

Geon ordered two portions of food that you liked. A glass of orange juice and warm water for you, his wife.

"I didn't expect you to still remember something this trivial," said Youah mocking.

"It's just a trivial thing, it's not strange if I can still remember it well" Geon replied, watching your face closely. Not much has changed from his wife's secret. However, the hollows in his eyes were clearly visible.

"How many months? Is he growing well?" asked Geon, very curious about the condition of his wife's pregnancy.

You are reluctant to say the age of the pregnancy. There was something that the woman was afraid of. "I can't guarantee that he will grow well. But, I will keep trying to give it the best of what I have. You can see it for yourself."

Your words seem to slap Geon. The man instantly fell silent into a thousand languages, as his heart had just been struck by something sharp. Without a word only a breath that sounds alternating.

"I'm sorry" said Geon, his face bowed. Not daring to look at Netra Youah, the woman who had managed to make her heart chaotic.

"I'm sorry? Wh-wh-what for? You have nothing wrong with me" you said.

"Don't be like this. I know my mistake with you was huge. I abandoned the wife who was pregnant with my son." Geon's getting down. Very embarrassed by reality.

"Sorry is not enough, is it?" You laugh big. "But everything happened. There is nothing more to regret," said Youah.

"I've accepted whatever your decision is, including if you want to leave me" concluded Youah. His eyes began to glaze over. You can't hold back the pain in his heart, can't lie to his heart that keeps making love for Ojan, the husband. However, now that you are well aware, the man who is currently in front of him is not Ojan. Only their appearance is very similar. But his personality is clearly different.

You are very aware, they are no longer in line. Although the feeling of love is still struggling, but You should also be able to learn to let go of the man in front of him.

"I can't be with you anymore." Geon's lips were so twisted when he said something that was inversely proportional to his heart.

"I know, you love Lenanda. No need to say anything, I understand." You are trying to strengthen yourself from the feeling of a heart that is so chaotic.

"Andah, once again forgive me. I can't tell you how my heart is, it's just that I can't leave it. In fact, we were together long before I met and married you" Geon said.

"It's okay. I know myself enough too." You are smiling back. "So, you've been missing all this time because you've been back in your family? All this time you said you didn't know me, it was just a pretense because you want to keep your future wife's feelings? I thought you were just pretending." You mangosteen. Nor could he blame Geon, the circumstances that brought them together.

"I'm sorry" said Geon. "Next week we'll get married …." Geon fell silent, unable to continue his words. There was an unbearable feeling, but Geon could not realize that it was love. He thought, it was just his feeling of love for this woman in front of him.

"I told you, don't always say sorry. None of us is guilty. Maybe, fate is testing the limits of my patience, so I am treated like this" said Youah. "But it's okay, someday I'll be happy too. You will be happy with your wife. No need to think about me" said Youah who could have been trying hard, refraining from crying.

You're sipping on her favorite cold orange juice. You always like simple things. However, his fate was not as simple as he wanted. Your feet are always forced to pass through steep roads. However, you believe, the road that is being taken now is a way to pick up his happiness later.

After eating together, Geon drove you home.

"You're getting married to another woman. I ... do not want to have an unclear status," said Youah, occasionally glancing at Geon.

"You must know what I mean, right?" You are back to sound. However, Geon was still unmoved.

'Even though I know what you are talking about, somehow this mouth and heart are still too heavy to say the words that make us part. I can't, I don't want to. But, I also can't bear to see you living without such a clear status, Geon's inner grimaced and bewildered to himself.

"Ojan?" call you again. "One week you will marry the woman you love. I'm not asking for much, just don't take the child I bear. And let me go. I deserve to be happy too, don't I?" geon was so sick when Youh asked Geon to divorce him.

"Why are you just quiet?" You're starting to get upset with Geon's silence.

Geon stopped his car in an alley. Before You came down, Geon took out a credit card from his wallet and gave it to Youah.

"This is for you. Although I can't be with you raising this child, but I won't let go of what should be my responsibility. Take it, use it as you please, I'll send you some money for our son's needs" Geon said, forcing you to accept his credit card.

"Am I and this kid worth only money? I'm sorry, I can't accept this gift of yours. I can still work to support me and my son. Don't doubt me, I'm strong enough to do anything. No need to worry about my son. Once you have decided to leave me, then break all relations between us. Don't pretend to care, I don't like being pitied!" You returned the credit card by putting it in Geon's pocket.

You walked hurriedly to his house. His tears poured out, and he could only wipe the clear grain all the way to his house. He did not care about the neighbors who greeted him. The goal right now is just to house and spill everything by yourself. In fact, every day You always emphasize himself to be strong in the face of all the trials that come.

But, after meeting with Geon, especially when Geon broke his heart, the strength he had gathered was like being charred.

"Andah, you must be strong. Don't cry, pity your future son!" You re-emphasize the power within him.

"Andah, where have you been? Got his job, right? Where's money? Rice's up!" Inggrid raises his hand, asking for money from you who do not have a penny.

"Mom, I haven't got a job. I don't have the slightest money. Just use your money first." Tears that had been creeked instantly vanished when they heard the voice of Ingrid's cry.

"My money? Are you crazy? Where would I get the money if it wasn't from you?" bentak Inggrid's. "Look! Your father's convulsing, he needs to eat too!" jolt Inggrid again.

"What's? Dad's convulsing?" You immediately ran into his father's room to check the condition of the father.

Accept that it is still active ... Saranghae ....