Dear Ace's
#59 A Secret
Liam intends to take Doctor Beni to the front door but after arriving in the living room, doc Ben wants to chat with Liam for a while. Doctor Ben asks Liam about several things and one of them is about the problems he is facing at this time. He knew that Liam was lying and he wanted Liam to tell him about the things that had been holding him back.
Liam then told Ben's doctor that he was not on a diet, but was under stress since he left the house. Doctor Ben let Liam tell me all the things that have been experienced so that no one gets stuck, because he knows how when Liam is stressed like before. If Liam wasn't like that, he might have been his patient for years.
From the beginning he always routinely met with himself by being escorted by his mother, aka Mrs Robinson. He wanted Liam to be able to see him regularly once a week like he used to, so that he could really recover and not take a drug that he always gave to him. He felt unbearable with Liam if it was always like that because it was under a lot of pressure from his father, especially sometimes his father's wishes were out of bounds.
"Daddy do you still want a lot more to you?"
"Hufftt I don't know, but it seems like since I married daddy it's been pretty mundane. Maybe that's what daddy wanted all this time because there are many friends who have fondled grandchildren."
"Yes, it seems so, and it is only natural, but the one that imposes the will to excess is what I think is out of bounds like your case."
"I also thought so, but what is my strength that is a pet dog of the Robinson family and must obey."
Doctor Ben patted Liam on the back.
"Hey how many times have I told you, never think like that because you are not a dog but a human being who has the right to make your own choices."
"I'm confused by all this, I'm afraid that daddy will do the same thing again when I don't want to. I was scared and very scared" said Liam, who began to cry as he recalled the events of the past.
"Hey shht, don't think about it anymore and just bury it in - in all the things that have happened in the past. Now you must be able to avenge yourself."
Liam looked up at Doc Ben.
"How is it?" ask Liam curiously.
"Be a good father to your son and don't let him feel what you felt when you were a child."
"I guess you'd suggest killing daddy."
"Basic haiss, revenge with something like that will only make things worse. Wouldn't revenge with the kind of kindness I asked for just now make you feel satisfied and be able to easily bury it all in - deep?"
"Not really, in that way it won't make me feel satisfied."
"It is true that it will not make you satisfied, but if you succeed in doing so, it will only cause temporary satisfaction, and the rest will arise regret."
"Why is that?"
"Consider how devastated your mommy and your grandma felt when they were left behind by daddy. You don't want to if one day Ace will do the same thing with what you did with daddy?"
"Totally so."
"Don't be too rash when making decisions."
"Yes." Yeah."
"Oh yeah, you're taking the medicine, right?"
"Vitamins."
"Ah yes I mean, do you drink it regularly?"
"Yes, take it easy."
"Did Jane know about you, ah I mean about that?"
"It doesn't seem to."
"You didn't tell him that?"
"No, I mean not yet."
"Why is that? doesn't it seem like he should know this?"
"I'm afraid that he'll leave me and keep me away from Ace when he knows all about me."
"I see she's a real, sincere woman who loves you, so it's unlikely that she'll leave you if you have the disease."
"I also think like that but I still don't have the courage to tell stories, and plus I can't imagine the response after knowing everything."
"Yes, it's very heavy and I can only wish you both the best."
"Thank you."
"I'm home."
"Oh yes, heart."
On the other hand, it turns out that Jane has heard all the conversations between her husband and her personal doctor. She was curious about what the two of them were talking about, and she was very curious about the illness her husband was suffering from. She went to Ace's room after discovering that her husband was going upstairs, and it was true that not long after she had walked over to Ace's bed.
Liam rubbed his hair and kissed Ace's cheek which was still soundly asleep. Liam felt sad to see his son who always ran around here and there, now lying weakly on the bed. A few minutes later Jane feeds Ace to dinner so that after that he can take medicine. Liam came to Ace's room while bringing some toys and snacks so that his son would recover.
"Daddy brought what?" ask Jane while feeding Ace.
"Hey hotshot, daddy bought you some of your favorite snacks and toys so you can get well soon."
"Thank you dad" he said weakly.
"Yes. After this take the medicine and rest immediately so that tomorrow can be healed, then we play together again."
"I want to play ball dad."
"Yes tomorrow we play ball again, as long as you have to recover first."
"Nee dad."
"Let's eat a lot to get well soon."
"Nee. Daddy, I want a bike."
"Want a bike? well daddy's gonna buy you a bike, do you want it now heum?" asked Liam enthusiastically.
"Is the store not closed yet?"
"It doesn't seem like it yet, it's still half 7pm."
"Oh so."
"If you're in doubt - what if now we try to go to the store, and if we close back tomorrow?"
"Can."
"Yes ready - ready, wear a warm sweater."
"Come on, I want to buy a bike."
"Yes, take the medicine first? and after this, Eomma's got you a change of clothes."
"Let me get him a change of clothes, and you give Ace some medicine."
"Okay hubby."
Not long after, the three of them went to a nearby bike shop to buy Ace a bicycle. Once there it turns out the shop is still open and almost closed. Liam immediately ran over and pleaded with the store owner not to close it first.
"Which bike do you want?" asked Liam who was holding Ace.
"The blue one" he said, pointing to a bmx bike.
"Oh well, would you like a bell?"
"You daddy."