DESERT MissES THE RAINBOW.
39. Painful And Unempowered.
***daimos Group Company***
Proverb says. If you don't know, then no dear. Does this saying apply to the relationship of Elcira Ardelia and Bara Daimos. Only their time and destiny will answer.
A relationship that begins with any reason, if a marriage relationship that has been based on the word SAH in the eyes of God. Will get blessings from Him. It is God who will decide whether the bond will be severed in the middle or continue until death do them part. No one will know.
Two people who are getting close and getting to know each other. Over time, the bond of a close relationship will begin to grow a feeling that they do not realize. Relationships that will be strong and begin to need each other.
Relationships that have their own goals, will get results that sometimes differ and are on results that they did not expect. Mistakes can happen in a relationship. Failure can be achieved if a relationship does not match the desired. Success in relationships comes when they find the happiness of love.
Likewise with the Bara Daimos's goal of following Mona's wishes, they wanted a child from the services of a surrogate mother in the contract marriage they now run. Would the completely pure Bara not have any feelings towards Cira, his second wife? If the woman he dislikes and hates can give him a biological child.
Likewise with Cira who feels a victim of the selfishness of Bara and Mona. Innocent minds get so much heartache for the cruel treatment of Bara. Losing his love and lover, he was forced to do all he did not want. Cira is in the revenge she wants to do. Is Cira able to take revenge by carrying the name of Love and Child that he will give birth in the future.
No one knows the end of their story. Destiny and time will answer who will be the winner, and regain his happiness in life.
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Throughout the morning Cira tried to make her feel comfortable from the shame of the incident last night. While Bara is quite entertained by Cira's shy attitude, sometimes he will smile thinly secretly.
Cira who is trying to be ordinary to Bara, doing his duty as a wife. Preparing warm water for Bara bath, office clothes for Bara to use, food for Bara breakfast, and even Bara asked Cira to pair a tie to him. Strange enough for Cira, but quite entertaining for Bara.
"Are you uncomfortable?" Ask Bara when Cira is pairing a tie for Bara.
"No sir. I'm pretty comfortable." Reply with a sweet smile that he tried to show.
"Then it's good." Said Bara while pulling Cira's waist closer to him.
Cira can not refuse, can only surrender.
"Do this every morning, you understand."
"Understand sir." Reply Cira after finishing pairing the tie to Bara.
"Thank you." Bara kissed a glimpse of the lips that now look fresh with a pink warrants that fit on the face of Cira.
Cira is silent stiff will Bara sweet treatment in the morning. Her mouth opened in disbelief, while Bara passed out of the room with a happy smile this morning. Bara felt his own happiness when he managed to tempt Cira, his second wife.
"Hurry, we'll be late." Said Bara from the doorway when going out of the room.
"yes sir." Move Cira as fast as he can, grab his bag and catch up with Bara.
They will have breakfast together, and go to work together. Surely Kai was waiting for them in the car in the basement parking apartment.
That's what they do every day, as Bara wants. Bara will temporarily stay in her apartment with Cira, as long as Mona is abroad for her modeling job for one month.
Coming to the office and going home with them do every day, one person is not suspicious. Bara is getting used to his closeness with Cira, even Bara will ask Cira to have lunch with him if there is a chance when Lian is not around. Lian hasn't known about the close relationship between her boss and Cira in weeks.
Day after day has passed into week. Week after week has turned into months. The relationship between Cira and Bara increased, although it still feels strange for Cira who sometimes always get a sweet and good attitude Bara to him. Cira can only resign in living what Bara wants from him.
Cira has not realized, if Bara's feelings are dependent on obedience and good Cira in serving him. Changing the feeling of Bara to be comfortable and continue to want to always be close to his second wife. Cira just keeps trying to make Bara fall in love with him, without them realizing a seed of love and affection is now growing inside each of them.
When Cira and Bara's relationship starts to get close and good. Not with the relationship Cira and Bayu that goes difficult at this time.
Bayu who tries to always want to be close with Cira, always get obstacles. Both from Bara, Kai and Cira themselves. Bayu always failed at every opportunity he tried. But the baby never despair, for almost two months Bayu continues to look for opportunities to be able to approach his lover.
The opportunity came, when Bayu and Cira accidentally met in the elevator that would take them down to the bottom floor.
Cira asks Lian for permission to go to the infirmary. Since yesterday Cira felt his body exhausted and had no energy. How can you have extra power or backup power. If Bara always ask for his ration to Cira almost every night. Cira is overwhelmed by Bara's high desire, but Cira can not do anything or reject Bara's desire.
"Where are you going? You're pale, are you sick, baby?" Tanya was worried Bayu saw how pale Cira's face looked limp.
"I don't feel well." Honest with how he feels about his body.
"Yes." Yeah." Nodding the weak.
"I'll take ya."
When Cira wants to reject Bayu's good intentions. The man first said.
"Please don't reject my good intentions. I miss you so much." Reveal what Bayu felt in his heart all this time.
"Om Bara was too cruel to me. You are the same." Her speech sulks. Cira feels guilty.
"What do you mean we're cruel?" Cira asked, she thought whether Bayu had suspected of her marriage with Bara?
"Om Bara was ruthless always blocking my way to get close to you in this office. There was just the act of using it in the name of his high office, making me unable to dwell. You are also cruel to me, never giving time for us to just meet for a second. You have so many reasons that I always give up." Sayu will be feeling all along.
Cira fell silent. He knew Bayu was now suffering from the actions of Bara who kept trying to separate the two of them. Cira also felt guilty at her rejection of Bayu during these two months. Cira rejects Bayu, so that his heart begins to learn to stay away from Bayu and begin to fade his feelings of love to Bayu.
"I'm sorry. I'm guilty of you." Reply Cira by lowering her head, the woman did not dare to look at Bayu's face and eyes.
Cira is really guilty of Bayu. Guilty of lying and avoiding the man he once loved so much.
Bayu saw the sadness on the face of his lover, he also lost his great love for Cira.
"I'm sorry for being selfish. I know you're in a difficult position. We're both innocent, Om Bara's guilty here." Reply Bayu with a smile that he displayed trying to cheer Cira up.
Cira looked towards Bayu. Bayu's sincere smile warms his heart. It signifies his heart can still feel love for Bayu. The more guilt.
"Look how pale your face is. Om Bara is too cruel, for it has made you work hard for two months." Say Bayu while looking intensely towards Cira's face that looks pale.
"I'll take you to the health room. Please do not refuse, there is no Om Bara in the early hours. So we're safe." Say it quickly.
Cira who felt pity for Bayu's good intentions to him, just nodded in agreement and smiled faintly towards Bayu.
Bayu was so happy when there was no rejection from Cira. His heart that missed Cira is now healed by the word agree from the woman he loved so much so far.
What if Bayu finds out about his marriage to Bara? What will happen to Bayu? Is Bayu able to accept that reality well? Will that smile continue to be on his handsome face? Cira can not imagine all the reality of the truth of his life now.
Bayu kept his promise to take Cira to the health room. The room was empty after a nurse went to buy Cira the eucalyptus oil she needed. It just so happened that the supply of eucalyptus oil in the room ran out.
Bayu who has since gotten many calls from his cellphone, finally relented and resigned to leave Cira himself in the health room so that he can rest for a while.
But before leaving, Bayu who is accustomed to saying goodbye by kissing a glimpse of Cira's lips, Move Bayu it can not be prevented just like that. It happened quickly at Bayu's own will.
Cira can only be silent fixated on the kiss Bayu has not felt for a long time. Cira repeatedly exhaled his breath that felt tight and heavy.
"I'm sorry Bayu. I lied to you a lot. I can't be honest with you yet. I'm sorry if I've been selfish, for not being able to tell the truth will hurt you. I'm guilty of you. One day, may you understand my situation and accept all these bitter decisions. I'm hurt here too Bayu, I'm sick and helpless." Reveal Cira softly with tears that he can not stand, when he saw Bayu so have a sincere and great love for him.
Cira has not been able to tell the truth to Bayu, he was not able to see Bayu hurt because of it. Cira cried in silence for a long time, until she calmed down again before a nurse came to bring her the eucalyptus oil needed by Cira.
Cira went back upstairs and sat behind her desk, having brought along eucalyptus oil that could make her body comfortable.
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