DESERT MissES THE RAINBOW.
58. Honest Expression Bara.

***the Deimos Company Group***

Both men held back their true feelings. They do so for their own reasons.

Bara begins to have special feelings for Cira, but tries to hold her back. The man has several reasons: his love for Mona, and does not want to hurt his first wife's feelings. Bara is afraid that if he cannot resist his feelings for Cira, he will feel disappointed because Cira does not have the same feelings for him. Bara was afraid that her love would clap one hand.

While Cira actually began to have feelings for Bara will be kind, warm and considerate man during the togetherness of the two of them this few months. But Cira tried to pull over and hold back the feeling, he was afraid it was just a momentary feeling because of their togetherness all along. The main reason for Cira is her revenge on Bara and Mona, she does not want her revenge to be affected because of her feelings that begin to arise.

This is where the beginning of the two is enough to try to hold back their respective feelings. Lying to their hearts, holding back the seeds of love that begin to blossom, and maintaining each other's egos for both their purposes and reasons.

They continued their conversation again. For this time, Bara can no longer hold back his love for Cira, he will be honest and accept if his love will probably clap one hand.

"Even if you're my wife in a contract marriage. You remain my second wife in the eyes of law and religion. Remember that.So as long as the contract lasts you're still my wife." Bara said she wanted to change the contract between the two of them slowly.

Bara was amazed at his attitude, he felt ridiculous about changes in himself that he could not control just like that. The two of them changed everything. At the beginning of their relationship he did not like and hated the presence of Cira, now he began to like their togetherness even love Cira. Funny, what a funny thing for Bara.

"I know sir. But master must also want one chapter that I cannot simply break. It is strictly forbidden to have feelings for the master, and there is no feeling in the contract marriage." Cira tries to remind Bara.

Know and remember that. That chapter was like a master's eating weapon for the two of them.

"Is it because there is a prohibition, so a feeling of the heart that arises must be taken for granted?" The question that made Cira surprised.

'What's wrong with her? Is he starting to have feelings for me? No, can't it be like that?' His inner. A serious and intense look into Bara's eyes.

'His eyes. I am not a fool, who does not understand and see the meaning of Mr. Bara's gaze on me at this time. His gaze was the same as Bayu's gaze which was so full of his heart to me. No way, Mr. Bara is starting to like me and …!' His mind does not believe. Cira immediately averted her eyes. He was afraid of the current gaze of Bara.

"Why shut up? Look me in the eye…!" Bara Order. He knew Cira was avoiding the look in her eyes which now showed what she felt in her heart at this moment.

Cira several times swallowed his saliva with great difficulty. It was hard to look at him again, but he had to.

"Sir.I assume there is a feeling that begins to arise, maybe it is the influence of our togetherness during this time. Don't let us misinterpret it." Reply Cira finally dared to look at Bara with a gaze that he tried to get used to.

"Misrepresented? Are we ABG kids who can't tell if that's the real feeling or not?" Bara said he disagreed and did not like Cira's answer.

"Sir...What do you mean? Don't tell me you have feelings for me. Would you say you're in love with me?" Speak with a smile that diverts the feelings of his heart. He wants to test the bar.

"Yes. I have feelings for you, I like you even now that I'm in love with you." Say honest by just coming out.

Cira's smile fades away from Bara's honesty.

"Because I'm pregnant with your son right now."

"No." Steady bracelet.

"That feeling existed before I knew your pregnancy." Connecting quickly.

Cira was speechless with her mouth slightly open in disbelief of her listeners. Is it really honest? Or just making jokes.

"Your joke succeeded sir. I almost believe in you." Said Cira trying to avoid the honesty Bara who still can not believe.

"Look at my eyes!" His command while covering Cira's face with both hands. Bara made the eyes of Cira only fixed on his eyes.

"Look clearly, am I making a joke? Am I lying. What am I like in your eyes?" The question is really serious.

Cira swallowed her saliva. There was honesty that he saw from the look in Bara's eyes.

"Master, if this is true. This is all wrong, it shouldn't be happening." Speech Cira still trying to dodge. He was afraid that he would only be played by the man.

Their marriage contract and covenant is the real thing. No more than that as a current Cira guideline.

"Why can't it happen. Can we control every feeling that already exists?" Bara said still trying to convince Cira who looks unable to believe him.

"Listen to me Cira.I admit that at the beginning of our relationship, I did not like you even hate you. But somehow as we went along, the feeling that was comfortable with you, slowly changed, started to like our togetherness, started to like you, I started not wanting to be away from you. Even as hard as I tried to hold back that feeling and convince if it was just for a moment, I was wrong. I really like you and now there's starting to be a love I feel for you." The phrase Bara that makes Cira speechless and unable to think clearly. Be honest and mean.

"I love you Cira. Long before I knew you were pregnant with my son. It was purely from my heart and not just a moment or a joke like you said."

The silent mind was fixated, but the hand that was on his lap was firmly grasped to withstand the turmoil that now arose. Either believe it or not. Between anger and pleasure. Is he able to be happy because the plan makes Bara fall in love with him successfully. His revenge will be carried out.

Making Bara love her and fear of losing her is one of Cira's goals. When Bara has loved her, he will show Bara's love for her to Mona, so that she can feel what Cira feels will lose a love and lover of the heart as she feels now.

But why is it different now? At the time of Bara's current confession of love, his heart was even worried and uncomfortable about his revenge. Can he really take revenge on Bara who now looks sincere in love with him. Is he that weak in someone's love? Will he ultimately lose this fight? Worried and confused.

"I'm sorry sir. Honestly this is so sudden and makes it not easy for me to believe this master's confession." Explain what his honesty should be.

Bara. He understood that this would make Cira surprised, because everything happened suddenly.

The man could understand, and exhaled his breath slowly before finally answering.

"I know and understand, if you won't be easy to believe. What more if I remember how rude and cruel my attitude was at the beginning of our relationship. Plus your feelings may still be strong for Bayu, enough to be an excuse if you're not easy to believe in my confession." Obviously Bara seems to understand and understand the feelings of Cira.

"But I'm really with this feeling of love." Another imbibing.

"But I don't have the same feeling as that for master?" He said, then realized was he speaking wrong?

"I'm sorry, sir…!" Sad Cira bowed in fear to see Bara will be angry.

Instead of getting angry, Bara instead covers Cira's face and kisses her lips quickly.

"I know and understand." Back one kiss on his lips with a pagutan long enough given by Bara.

"Let it run slowly. Let my feelings be there for you first, I will wait patiently for a reply from you." He said after releasing their pagutan.

"Then what about Aunt Mona? Doesn't that mean your heart has betrayed Aunt Mona's love?" Tanya Cira reminds Bara of Mona.

"That's one of my reasons why I'm trying to hold back my heart on you. I'm guilty of Mona betraying her. It's out of my control, I'm really guilty of it." It was obvious that Bara felt guilty.

'This is just the beginning of my revenge. I wonder how Aunt Mona reacted? If you know her husband has feelings for another woman?' Inner Cira says.

"Sir.we'd better start to keep our distance." Cira tries to make a proposal.

"Keep the distance!" Wonder Bara.

"Why is that?"

"Sir.now I'm pregnant, as we agreed in the beginning with Aunt Mona. Once I get pregnant, we won't meet until I give birth." Reminded.

"can't. I can't…!" Reject strongly Bara disagreed.

"I'm comfortable like this." Another imbibing.

"What if Aunt Mona goes against this master's wishes?"

"Whatever the reason I can't. I'll stay with you and do what I want. Mona's problem, she should have understood the circumstances and the situation. How was this all his ideas and desires from the beginning?"

"Aunty Mona's idea and desire from the beginning?" Wonder Cira. He thought that the two wanted the contract marriage to take place and used the services of a surrogate mother to get a child of the Daimus family.

Silently for a moment, he thought if he had spoken wrongly? He also breathed.

"really. From the beginning this was Mona's idea and desire. I opposed it and disagreed from the beginning, but she insisted on a contract marriage and used the services of a surrogate mother to get a child she never gave birth to."

"But why? What's wrong with aunt Mona? Why didn't Aunt Mona give you a son?"

"That's…!" The speech stopped.

He feels he has been too honest in revealing what his problem is with Mona. Does Cira have to know all the beginnings and roots of the Bara and Mona problems? The problems that eventually dragged Cira into it.

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