DESERT MissES THE RAINBOW.
46. Feelings of Worry, Heart Wounds and Love.
***Hospital***
Bara let go of her hug after feeling the calmness of Cira. The look in their eyes now met and understood each other, what they both felt for the pregnancy that had been waiting for so long by the Daimos family.
"What's better." Ask Bara to Cira.
"Yes." Yeah." Reply with a nod of his head.
"Never cry again. You should always be happy with a comfortable feeling. It's good for our baby's development." Soft reply Bara.
Guided mind does not believe in the word 'we' spoken by Bara. 'Our baby'. Is that the baby and Bara? Wasn't that baby Bara and Mona Daimos. Can the baby be said to be hers?
"This baby is very healthy in your stomach." Bara said while touching and gently caressing the stomach of Cira who still looks flat.
"I'm happy to know she's in your stomach, and so happy to hear her heart beating so healthy." The story remembers what he saw.
Bara wanted Cira to also know what he had seen and heard earlier. Bara wants to share the happiness he feels with Cira. Her happy smile could not be hidden when she touched and stroked that flat belly.
"His heart rate, has it been heard?" Tanya Cira wants clarity.
The woman knew if the happiness seen on Bara's face was the real one. Cira knows how happy Bara is right now.
"Yes, his heart is perfectly healthy with a heartbeat that is so regular and sounds loud." Reply with a smile so happy.
"Master happy…"
"Yes, of course I'm happy." Bara kept smiling to respond to Cira's words.
"Thank you, you've conceived our child." He said as he gently stroked Cira's cheek with his right hand. The happy sparkle inside Bara's eyes was clearly visible.
"Our son. Our baby.." Said Cira in a weak tone. He was still aware of the contract agreement they were doing. Cira realizes the baby is not hers, but Bara and Mona Daimos's.
"No sir.." The Cira Gelang weakly looked towards Bara with a gaze so sad and hurtful.
His left hand touched Bara's hand on his cheek, then pointed it toward his stomach. Bara looked for a moment at their hands, then looked back into the eyes full of hurt and sadness.
"This baby is not our baby. This baby's son, master and aunt Mona." Clearly in a sad and slow tone. Cira was hurt when she told the truth, her heart ached when she said that her real baby was not hers. Sick and full of invisible wounds.
"Congratulations sir. Congratulations on being a father." Cira's voice sounded raucous holding back all her sadness energy. But his tears could not lie, sliding just like that the pain and wounds he felt at this time.
Ember was still transfixed, her heart could instantly feel the pain and wound it was currently in. Bara can feel how fragile and painful Cira is to say that her real baby is not hers, but hers and Mona's. They are aware of the deal.
"Congratulations to you, you will be a mother." Balas Bara wants to entertain Cira. But in reality Cira is getting hurt hearing the word 'being a mother' for her.
As much as Cira's energy held back her sobbing. Although a few drops of tears managed to slide just like that without being able to prevent it.
"Thank you sir. Thank you for your words. At least I became a mother during my pregnancy, after that no longer." Reply Cira still reminds them of the real agreement they lived and agreed.
Bara knew Cira was hurt and saddened by that fact. The man grabbed Cira's body into his firm, warm chest hug. Gently caressing long hair down to his back, want to provide a support and comfort to slightly reduce the pain of the wound.
Bara gave Cira time to let go of all her sadness by crying contentedly in her warm embrace.
"Cry.get it all out.After this never cry like this. I beg…!" Speak with a loving tone. Bara softly chirped the head of Cira that continued to vibrate will the stuffing that now the woman released.
'I know you are hurt and saddened by this fact. I understand it's hard for you. A mother who carries her child, but is unable to have her own baby due to circumstances. Why is this like this happening? I also have pain seeing the pain and sorrow in your eyes. Can I be as strong as you? Can I separate you from our son? What am I supposed to do?' Bara murmured and was confused in his heart.
Can't do anything at the moment? The contract agreement between them was real and it was exactly what they wanted. But why now Bara must be in a situation that feels difficult in his heart and mind at this time.
One side is Cira and her baby in the belly of the woman, Cira is a contract wife who will be a surrogate mother for her and Mona. One side is still Mona the first wife she loved so much and wanted the baby. Two women who are now the same have an important position in Bara's life.
Choose to stay with Mona. He'll have a baby and his happiness will be back with Mona. It means destruction for Cira who will lose her biological child. From the beginning that was Bara and Mona's plan, so they can't change it anymore.
But somehow? The wounds and sadness that he saw from the look of Cira's eyes made his heart also hurt. Bara is sick and not willing to see Cira in the sadness alone, the man wants to protect and make Cira always be near him.
Now Bara's heart is confused and worried, he is in two choices of feelings that are difficult for him to choose at this time. Between Cira and the baby, or Mona and the baby. Her happiness with Mona and her baby, or the destruction and grief of Cira who will lose her baby. Bara's heart was squeezed and felt creepy about these two choices.
At this time Bara decided it would only run everything with the flow that would occur. There is still plenty of time for him to think and take good decisions for all of them.
"Yes sir. Sorry I was in a bad mood. Sorry your shirt got wet from my tears." Reply Cira tries to toughen up and accept everything.
Cira thought back to the revenge she wanted to do. The pain and hurt he had felt earlier, made him even more sure of the revenge he had planned. The baby was one of the weapons to conquer the Bara Daimos. That's what he's thinking now.
'Forgive my dear mama.forgive me for using you for the path of revenge against them. You are the only family you have in this world, so you will try as hard as you can to keep you…Stay strong and healthy always in your stomach…! Let's fight for our future together…!' The muttered Cira in her heart spoke to her baby. That's his promise.
"It's okay. Don't mind too much and try to keep your feelings happy. You and this baby must remain healthy and happy until the time he is born into the world. You understand…!" Bara said he wanted to melt the atmosphere between them.
Bara knows if Cira's mood is so sensitive because of the barada in early pregnancy. The mood of pregnant women often changes following the situation that occurs around her. Bara wants to understand that, and just wants the best for Cira and the baby.
"Yes, I understand sir. I'm sorry…!"
'Cup.' One kiss landed on Cira's lips to stop the woman's words.
Cala was still glued to look towards Bara.
"Don't say sorry, because you don't have anything wrong." Her speech. Cira knew that now he had to obey all the words of Bara. Conquering Bara is his goal at the moment, in a way that makes him happy and comfortable, so that Bara falls in love with him.
'Cup.' One kiss of Cira landed on Bara's lips to avenge the man.
"Thank you sir." Reply Cira tried the smile that he forced as sincerely as possible.
Bara smiled to see Cira returning cheerful with a smile that showed two dimples on her cheeks. Warming his heart that was worried and confused about the heart problems and feelings that he thought.
"Run everything comfortably and happily. I hope you'll take care of this baby by growing up well."
Back Bara caressed flat belly Cira. Slowly Bara lowered his head towards Cira's stomach, then said.
"It's healthy right inside my mom's belly, baby. Don't be naughty and make mama difficult. Be a good and smart boy. Mama and papa will always love you, and look forward to your presence in this world." The soft words of Bara who again pierced Cira's heart for warmth that is not real for her, that is what Cira is currently feeling.
Her tears just slid back, immediately Cira removed and tried to reverse her feelings for good. Stay in that pain.
Bara kissed Cira's stomach, as if to give a kiss dear to the baby in the belly of Cira.
"Yes papa.Stek baby will always be healthy and will not be naughty. The baby is also affectionate with papa and mama." Reply Cira want to change the atmosphere of those who were uncomfortable.
Bara looked up at Cira who was smiling towards him.
"I love you…!" Bara smiled towards Cira.
The silent mind was fixated on the words of love that Bara threw looking at him.
'I love you. It's impossible for those words to be addressed to me, it must be for the baby. What's on my mind…? Damn…!!' Cira muttered in his mind.
"I love you papa…!" Reply with a smile and try to say the word love to his son.
Bara smiles and goes back to kissing Cira's belly. There was a feeling so different and warm that Bara felt at this moment. A word of love that comes from another woman besides Mona, a word of love directed to her baby.
Without them knowing, if the feelings and words of love are already embedded deep in their hearts that are not visible. They close everything down with their own reasons and goals. Will there be seeds that will grow and develop? Or is that feeling just a seedling that is deeply embedded and will soon die and just disappear? Only they and time will answer.
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