DESERT MissES THE RAINBOW.
7. Wedding Day.

…elcira Ardelia's…

My tears had dried up, too much and too often for me to cry. Crying over my life where there is no happiness from day to day, sometimes I want to feel what it feels like to be happy? Even if it's just for a second.

But it seems like happiness is very difficult for me to achieve. When I get a little happiness, it will always be accompanied by disasters and tears of distress that I will experience. It makes me afraid to feel happy and achieve my happiness.

Just like I am experiencing now. I'm going to have a contract marriage and be a surrogate mother. While at this time I have a lover who I love and also love me, so how could I have the marriage?

Can I forget my first love and love? Whether I am able to break my heart and heart with a contract marriage that I do not want, whether I am able to forget my love for Bayu Dirgantara. A very nice guy who has always cared for me for 3 years.

I can't do anything? My life is not mine. I who was only the adopted son of a small business family in town A, I did not have the right to choose myself, what do I want? I can only be grateful, because there are still people who want to nurture and adopt me to be their daughter.

I've been an orphan since I was little, unable to choose or ask for fate as I wish. All of that has been arranged and determined by my adoptive father. I can only accept it sincerely and live it as well and as comfortably as possible.

I am Elcira Ardelia, often called Cira. I am 23 years old, I am the adopted son of the Santoso family. But Santoso's last name was never on my last name.

I was adopted since I was 1 year old, I was only made a family complement and a child angler for papa, so that the Santoso family can get their own children. It worked them out after I was adopted for 1 year, my adoptive mother got pregnant and finally gave birth to a very beautiful biological daughter of their own.

My sister and I are only 3 years old, since the birth of my little sister named Caroline Santoso, I am just a display child for papa. I became a caretaker and nanny for the daughter of the Santoso family, only the mother who always loved and cared for me this salama.

Happiness is no longer my feeling, all happiness belongs to Caroline. All the best for Caroline, such as affection, luxury, facilities, clothes, the best education, and also what do I have and like? If that's what Caroline likes, I'm gonna have to let it go for Caroline.

I'm just gonna get what remnants Caroline doesn't want? Life is never fair to me. I can only be patient and grateful to be given shelter, food and proper education. Even though I was considered worthy of a housekeeper and babysitter for papa, I was willing.

I accept all of this with a sincere heart. Although I was adopted by a wealthy family, but I lived independently after finishing my studies. I learned how to set up my own business, I have a small cafe where young people can. My efforts have been going on for 4 years.

I am also happy to have graduated from college with a fairly high and good grade. I majored in business management, because I wanted to follow in my adoptive father's footsteps. She was my role model, although she never considered me after the birth of my sister Caroline.

I don't really care about it, I still love them all. They're my family now, papa is my role model in this life. I'll prove that if I deserve to be their son, I'll make them proud of me.

Whatever I do for them, that they may think I exist and love me. Everything I can do for them I will do.

As I now do, my life and future are at stake. I was made into an exchange by my own papa, I was made into a business exchange by my papa. I was forced into a contract marriage and became a surrogate mother with my own aunt husband. A man who is married and loves his wife very much.

Papa companies are on the verge of bankruptcy and are heavily indebted to several companies. Papa needs a very large injection of funds from the company Daimos Group, and the debt will be paid off if papa agrees to hand me over to aunt Mona and Om Bara.

Can I refuse? Of course the answer will not be. Papa's words hurt my heart.

"Remember Cira. You have been adopted and nurtured by us from childhood to adulthood, can't you return the favor with your body? You should be happy to marry a rich man like the master Bara Daimos. A lot of women want that position, and it falls on you." Reveal me by pointing at me.

'At least, don't be our burden for too long.' Papa's words at that time really cut my heartache.

I'm just a burden to them, that's what they've been thinking. My tears fell no longer. How much it hurts my heart to listen to the words of papa, while the mother who always cared and loved me could only be silent and look at me sadly.

"Well, I'll take this wedding. At least I've returned the favor to this family. If selling me to the Daimos can make you happy and save papa's company. I'll do it, I'll reduce your burden." My words returned papa's words, as well as granting their request.

Until I will remember my father's words to me. I am just a burden to them, and I no longer want to be a burden to them.

A loveless marriage will I live, even though I do not know what kind of contract marriage will I live? At least I was able to get out without a burden from the Santoso family home, which always thought of me as just a servant. I only had to endure for a few years, until a child was born from my womb.

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The wedding took place, the wedding ceremony that took place was very simple because it was only attended by a few people. Papa, mama, Caroline, Aunt Mona, Bara's personal assistant, several officers from the civil registry office who have been set up and two witnesses.

A marriage that would truly be a secret to the public. Can I live? They do not want a party or reception like a wedding in general, because it is not too needed. Marriage is legal in the eyes of law and religion.

I, who was not very familiar and knew the figure of the Bara Daimos master, was quite surprised to see his handsome and mature face. His jaw is firm, with a sharp nose and lips that are red as bright as the cherry fruit, his posture is high athletic, with clean white skin.

I never knew if Mr. Bara Daimos aunt Mona's husband was a very handsome adult man, I thought he was an adult man who was about to enter middle age. Is it true that this man is going to be my contract husband now? That is the question that is in my heart.

But soon I took my mind off it, I did not care how the man, who I wanted everything to pass without a hitch and trouble at all. Could that happen? No one will know the continuation.

Now we have legally become a husband and wife in the eyes of law and religion, even though I am only his second wife.

We have signed the contract of marriage. Although many points that make me object, because it does not benefit me much. All profitable for them and papa, I only get some treasure after giving birth to a child for aunt Mona and om Bara.

It's completely absurd, something I can't argue with and fight. The tears of sadness from the woman who had been raising me all along made me melt away. I could not see my mother suffering and burdened by this marriage.

"After this, you will live in the apartment we have prepared." Aunt Mona looked flat at me.

The look in his eyes when he met at Santoso's house a few days ago has now changed. While om Bara who has officially become my husband just silence with a flat look his face looks cold towards me. I was like a worthless piece of trash in front of them.

"Do you understand?" Aunt Mona asked, because I just kept looking at them in turn. My face is as flat as they are.

To put on a sad and disappointed look, it was already of no use to me at the moment. These two people who were in front of me had actually trapped me into a problem that I never imagined would happen.

"Yes I understand, aunt…!" My reply was weak after sighing me which felt heavy.

"Good, and remember this marriage should not be leaked to the public. If you don't want the damages you're responsible for." Reveal a little threat from Aunt Mona.

"I understand, aunt." My reply got up from my seat. I can't stand lingering with those who look intimidating and dislike me.

"Where are you going?" Ask Aunt Mona because I got up from my seat.

I sighed slowly, after looking for a moment at the silent and cold om Bara. I also answered what made them dumbfounded.

"I've been a prisoner to both of you, if I can go somewhere else. Of course I'm going to go into a prison that's been set up for me, a prison that's called an apartment for me." My reply was quite calm, my eyes quite cold towards the eyes of Mr. Mike Santoso, or my adoptive father who was not far from our table.

Aunt Mona was stunned to hear my words, while om Bara still looked the same as usual. I don't care, I'm quite tired and need a short break for the next fight from the plan they've made for me.

"Is there anything else to discuss?" I looked flat at the couple in front of me.

I waited long enough, and in the end it was Bara who got up from his seat and passed without a word.

Aunt Mona was only able to follow her husband, after she ordered om Bara's personal assistant to drive me to the apartment I was going to live in now.

Without wanting to say goodbye, I just passed by. Takes away all the bad memories and my heartache towards the Santoso family.

My life for the next day has just begun. I must try hard to live it until at the end I give up, or I must go at the appointed time.

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