
🍀 DILEMMA 🍀
A few days Ningsih was just at home and crying. He lamented every action he had done. He wasn't hungry, not even drinking water. Until Ningsih's body grew limp. When Bima showed Hell, made Ningsih feel troubled in her heart. One side, he loves Bima and wants to maintain his relationship with the Devil who has stolen his heart. On the other hand, Ningsih felt fear and guilt for his actions.
"Is there a way for me that has gone too far to get lost?" muttered Ningsih in between her sobs.
Moments later, a message came in from Santi. Ningsih opened the message because she felt guilty about Santi as well.
Santi: [Tante, Santi apologise for going too far. Santi is just too sad, but Santi is nobody Bang Joko. Not supposed to, Santi said bad things to Auntie. Sorry, yes.]
Ningsih: [What's wrong, Santi. Aunt who apologized. Aunty is guilty of all this and deserves to be punished.]
Santi: [No, Aunt. Aunty has the right to repent. Aunty can come off if Auntie wants. Don't say it like that.]
That sentence made Ningsih even more sad and worried. After he had sacrificed so many people, did he deserve to repent? The thing that Ningsih never imagined if the shortcut she chose through marriage to supernatural beings would bring endless misery. The guilt that never goes away and the torment of nature after the terrible grave.
Santi waiting for a reply from Aunt Ningsih. But for an hour, there was no reply. In fact, the phone that Santi did was not answered. The worry gets bigger. "Sir, how about we go to Aunt Ningsih's house? Santi's worried. It had been almost four days, Aunt Ningsih had not given any news. It was a message, but now it can not be reached" Santi told PakLek Darjo who had earlier laughed.
"Come, let's go there. Take Budi. Let Reno be here first." replied PakLek Darjo.
Santi was with PakLek Darjo and Budi immediately to Ningsih's house. While Reno in the homestay waiting for Pak Anwar's entourage who was sitting cross-legged, facing Bima in the supernatural realm. Something happened that Ningsih did not know. When Ningsih was upset and trapped in his dilemma, Bima was in trouble dispelling Kyai Anwar and his five students.
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Arriving at the house Ningsih ....
"Asalamualaikum, Auntie!" santi said several times from the front door of the house while pressing the bell. However, there was no response from Ningsih. While the gate was not locked, the security guard that Ningsih told me was returning home.
"Sir, how about we go in? Santi worried if Aunt Ningsih why." asked Santi to PakLek Darjo.
"Yes, let's just go in. Bismillah ..." replied PakLek Darjo while opening the door that turned out to be unlocked.
Santi immediately panicked and called Aunt Ningsih several times. Silent. No answer. He immediately went to the second floor, Aunt Ningsih's room for having a bad feeling. Sure enough, when Santi opened the room door, Aunt Ningsih was already lying on the floor with a pale face.
"Astagfirullah ... Aunt Ningsih why? PakLek ... Mas Budi .. let's take Aunt Ningsih to the hospital." shouted Santi who was getting panicked.
Mr. Lek Darjo immediately sought help, calling people who passed in front of the house to help lift Ningsih. Go straight to the second floor. They immediately took Ningsih to the hospital.
Arriving at the hospital, IGD looks crowded with patients and health workers who are pacing back and forth. While Ningsih, already in the IGD and get first aid for people fainting.
"Mistress Ningsih's family?" call Doctor.
"I'm his nephew, Doctor," replied Santi approaching.
"Your Aunt's condition is dehydrated and lacking in food intake. Most likely, some days do not eat and drink so limp and lack of fluids. Fortunately, it is not too late to be taken to the hospital because the condition can be serious. At this time, your Aunt is infused and advised to monitor her condition" explained the Doctor to Santi.
"Good, Doc. I agree with Aunty Opname." said Santi who did not have the heart to see the condition of Aunt Ningsih.
"In that case, please complete the administration first and choose a patient ward class," said the Doctor who then passed away.
Santi, Budi, and PakLek Darjo accompanied Ningsih first out of concern for Ningsih's weak physical state. They also keep watch if something happens. PakLek Darjo suspects that this has something to do with the magical husband of Ningsih who is being attacked by Kyai Anwar and the five students.
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The Ningsih Subconscious ....
Ningsih seemed to be walking in the middle of a vast green meadow. There was nothing in front of his eyes but green grass. Ningsih looked in all directions. It is only grass that stretches over several hectares of land.
"Male? Where am I? What is this place?" ask Ningsih to herself.
Bright blue skies, white clouds dotting the sky, as well as visible sunlight began to descend from his throne. Probably around 15:00 by then, Ningsih estimates. The wind blows. Make Ningsih's hair fall out slowly.
Tired of walking very far. Not even a spring was visible there, he stopped walking. Ningsih sat down on the grass, then immediately lay down. Look at the blue sky above him. The sunlight was covered in clouds so as not to dazzle his eyes.
Suddenly ...there was a girl beside him, sitting right beside Ningsih. It made him shocked because he didn't see when the girl was coming. "Who are you?" asked Ningsih who was surprised.
"Silent. I'm not helping. I'm not a bad guy. My name is Laurent." said the girl, immediately reaching out.
Ningsih sat down and shook the girl's hand. "I'm Ningsih. What is this place?" said Ningsih who was surprised it turned out that the girl was blind because her two eyes were only white invisible black eyeballs.
"Don't be afraid, I'm blind. But I can see much better than you. It's the subconscious. If you continue to be here, you will die. Come with me, let's get out of here." Laurent explained to Ningsih who was still confused.
"Why did you get here?" Ningsih stood up following the blind girl who first stood with a stick in her hand.
"Over the whole story, you have a bad-tempered, bucolic Devil lover, right?" laurent said that made Ningsih more clueless.
"Bucin what? Galau why? If the devil, yes."
"Five names?"
"Yes, his name is Bima."
"Well, that. A bucolic devil who likes to be upset in the lake near my castle. Already, don't linger here. Your body will get weaker and you can die!" laurent who then took Ningsih.
Ningsih looked at the girl. He looked calm and walked with a footrest. "You're not scared here? Where do you know Bima from?" tanya Ningsih who still had many questions.
"I'm not afraid. There are things worse than death. I know Bima because the Devil is often by the lake where I stare at dusk. He once saved me and my bodyguard from the interference of evil gangsters. Think of it as a return mission," said Laurent, smilingly looking at Ningsih.
"Thank you, Laurent. Oiya, do you know where Bima is?"
Laurent stop. In front of Ningsih and Laurent was a white door that came out of nowhere. "Don't look for Bima. He's solving his problem. You better get back to the real world. This is the door to the real world. Take care" said Laurent, who opened the door.
"Wait .. Are you human or supernatural? Can I see you again if there's something? Maybe I'll need your help." asked Ningsih who wished Laurent was human.
"I'm .. I'm human. We will soon meet in real nature. Soon Ningsih home." said Laurent who then opened the white door.
In a flash, Ningsih was sucked into the white door and she suddenly woke up. He found himself in a different room than his.
"Auntie ... Aunt is conscious?" said Santi who was happy to see Aunt Ningsih had opened his eyes.
"Where is this, Santi?" asked Aunt Ningsih who tried to get out of bed.
"Don't move much, Auntie. It's in the hospital. Aunty is still infused and uses an oxygen hose. Santi called the doctor first, yes," said Santi who then left.
Three days ... Ningsih was unconscious for three days. Though he felt only a few minutes in the green grass. True said Laurent, if not immediately go home could be the life of Ningsih at stake.
PakLek Darjo approaching Ningsih. "Ningsih, it is time for you to repent. While Santi was outside, I could only tell him not to follow in the footsteps of Ratih. Right now, your magical husband is fighting Kyai Anwar and his sorcery in the supernatural realm. Be here to wait for you. Today is the seventh day of Joko's death. Most likely, the Master of your supernatural husband can take you anytime if you don't repent" explained PakLek Darjo who hopes the woman understands.
"Sir .. It confused me. Is there any hope of getting out of this?" tanya Ningsih looked at PakLek Darjo and Budi.
"Mom, there is always a way if you want to repent. Allah is Oft-Forgiving and Most Merciful. Don't worry, we'll help." replied Budi smilingly looking at Ningsih. As if giving new hope.
The more heart grateful Ningsih. He loves Bjma and doesn't want Bima to get hurt. "Rpa ... Budi .. can you tell Kyai, don't destroy Bima. I want to repent as long as Bima survived" said Ningsih who gave up on the situation.
Ningsih loved Bima so much, that he could not see Bima destroyed by his father Budi. Ningsih knows, the possibility of repentance and salvation is also very small. However, she chose that risk over seeing her husband perish.
"good. I promise I will say it's Kyai Anwar pepper." replied PakLek who followed a nod by Budi.
Ningsih. He shed tears. I can only hope for a miracle in their relationship. "Bima .. persevere. I don't want you to be wiped out. Hang on for me!" inner Ningsih.