
...🔥 NINGSIH AND ANGEL LIFTER 🔥...
Ningsih woke up with pain all over her body. He felt that something was strange, but he could not understand it yet. Either it was just a feeling or indeed a reality that he had yet to understand. Ningsih immediately got out of bed and went to the bathroom to refresh her body. After changing clothes and dressing up, he rushed to the dining room. Ningsih sat on the bench and enjoyed the breakfast that aunt had already made.
"This house feels so big when I'm alone. Yes, this house feels good when there is a husband and children. Really, no one knows what life is like up ahead. Only being able to live things as best as possible today, for a better future," Inner Ningsih while stirring up the food that was in front of her. The food was on the table, but his appetite was completely absent. The woman continued to think of many things that made her even more anxious.
Not finished with his thoughts, the doorbell rang. He hurried to his feet and opened the door. But Bibi opened the door first. There are guests coming. Ningsih was very excited to meet that person. Unexpectedly, the guest who was at the door of his house was Budi.
"Loh, Budi? How come, it's here? What's wrong in the morning? Where's Santi and your son?" asked Ningsih while looking behind Budi who turns out there is no one but him.
"Yes, I deliberately came here early in the morning because there was an event in Yogyakarta City. Ordinary ... filling out a lecture. But this time I was alone. Sorry if I came here too early. Am I bothering you?" budi said with a smile looking at Ningsih who had just been seen finishing breakfast. Budi guess because seen from the corner of the woman's lips there is a spot of coffee.
"Oh, there's a talk show, yeah. You should grow it alone. Usually you are with the team or Revelation and also Santi. Then, go in first, Budi, the air is still cold. Let's have breakfast so that later you don't go on an empty stomach when you leave my house" Ningsih asked in front of him.
Budi was happy to hear Ningsih's friendly and charming response to him. Budi followed Ningsih into the house and immediately into the dining room. Ningsih invited Budi to sit down and he made a cup of coffee. Of course it makes Budi very happy and feel appreciated Ningsih. In his mind, things appeared to compare his wife to Ningsih. It was very different because Santi was a good woman, but he rarely made coffee or breakfast. In the morning, she was too busy taking care of their child. Budi never complained about it, but in his heart he also wanted to feel special not like this.
He stared at the woman in front of him. He felt happy and his heart seemed to float as a guest in a very large house. Be clever, if only he became Ningsih's husband. Must be so much fun.
Budi immediately realized and said Astaghfirullahaladzim in the heart. "Oh my God, how could I think that way and how could I be in another woman while I already have a wife and children? O God, this trial, this obstacle is very hard. You know I have not been married happy enough. All just for following the words of the late father. Not because of my feelings. I am tormented, O God," Your mind is raging like this.
"Budi ... What's wrong? Why are you just silent? Let's go get some coffee first. What do you want for breakfast? Let me prepare, yes. Oh yeah, what time is the show and where? Who knows, I also passed it when I left for work, so I could go together when I left. This morning I have an inauguration event of one of the minimarkets that will be opened in the Prambanan Temple area," said Ningsih with a sweet smile. He was still standing and preparing what would be Budi's breakfast.
"If it's about breakfast. Whatever you make, it must be delicious. I knew it a long time ago, didn't I? If you're very good at cooking, since working with you. If it's about the lecture, yes later I will fill the lecture in the city. However, if you do not want to go alone, I will take you there first. Let's just say to repay your kindness for providing a cup of coffee and a plate of breakfast," said Budi while laughing staring at Ningsih.
"Oh so .. okay, well I'll make you a special fried rice. If you do not have time, it is better to just go to the place where the lecture you will attend. I can go to work alone. I have a private driver too. If I want to go alone, it can be delivered," said Ningsih who began concocting fried rice.
After finishing eating, Ningsih rushed to get ready to go to the minimarket confirmation place that she opened just now. "I'll be leaving soon. It is better to go to the event, because I will go to work with a private driver," said Ningsih made Budi feel disappointed.
In fact, Budi does not have any events in Yogyakarta. He only wanted to see Ningsih, because at night he dreamed of something that made him even more sure to have to meet Ningsih. In Budi's dream, last night he saw a creature wearing a black cloak and his face was covered by a veil on the black cloak. In Budi's dream, it is clear that the creature came to Ningsih. Budi was very worried because the creature looked like a life-extracting angel. He was even more worried because of the erratic feeling when he thought of Ningsih. The man was afraid, if anything bad happened and Ningsih herself faced it.
He had to lie to Santi. He left alone before dawn to get to Ningsih's place as early as possible. Dreams that seem so real that makes Budi scared. The life-seeking angel-like creature approached Ningsih and embraced the woman while whispering, "It's time for you to go home. Hey, bad lady. Even the devil you worship cannot derail a predestined destiny. Dead must still die. You can't escape death."
Hearing the black-robed creature say that to Ningsih, clearly made Budi tremble in fear. Not afraid of seeing the creature, but she was afraid of losing Ningsih before she could tell her true heart. Is it wrong to love someone? Indeed, that love was present before he married and was held undisclosed. Therefore, Budi feels that this is the right time to say something so that if something bad happens, Budi will not regret because he has not expressed his true feelings.
"Ningsih .. please allow me to take you to go to the minimarket. There's something I want to say too. I just want to talk about it with four eyes." Budi's words further made Ningsih wonder what he would talk about.
"Alright then, Budi. Let's go." Ningsih just agreed to come in Budi's car. The trip to Minimarket finally with Budi. They also went together in the car that Budi drove.
Originally, they had only been silent for ten minutes, not discussing anything. After that, Ningsih asked Budi. "Actually, what do you want to tell me? Now it's just the two of us, right? Just tell me, what's wrong? Is Santi and your son okay? Do you have any problems with the family? Or what, Budi?" asked the curious Ningsih.
"Alright if that's what you want to hear now. Santi and I are fine. But there's one thing you don't know yet. I've put my heart on you since working at your house all those years ago. I want to harbor all those feelings because my late father wanted a sholehah woman who became my life companion. And I'm not lucky, because that woman my father called Santi, who is none other than your niece. Although I already knew that Santi was not a nephew, just a nephew of a friend. But that day was hard for me to think about. I gave up before I told you this. I followed my father's words to marry Santi. I thought I'd be happy and forget that feeling about you. But ... Do you know? It's not really as easy as I thought. The feeling is still there even though I have spent years with Santi to have children," explained Budi while staring at the crowded streets full of vehicles. He was still focused on driving the car.
The statement from Budi's mouth certainly made Ningsih very surprised. Why would he marry Santi without any feelings? And how could a gentleman love a sinful Ningsih? I never thought that woman was made.
"Why do you like me? So, how would Santi feel, if he found out you were here in a car with me and said all the things that didn't come in would be this?" Ningsih tries to make Budi realize that the taste is wrong.
"The feeling of love just came. I've harbored. I've tried to forget. I've married Santi and had a child, but it still feels like it's there. And right now I'm really thinking about you because last night I had a nightmare. I'm afraid something bad happened to you. I'm afraid to regret not expressing my feelings for you. I'm not asking anything from you. I never expected anything from you. I just want to express the feeling that has been hidden all along. I'm sorry if I'm presumptuous," said Budi who was confused how to. He just wanted to say honest things to the woman beside him.
Ningsih was silent. He doesn't want to make things more difficult with undue love. After reaching the minimarket place, Ningsih went down. He thanked Budi. Unexpectedly Budi just wanted to accompany him. He was honest if there was no activity today. He was just looking for an excuse to be with Ningsih.