Dilemma Intersection

Dilemma Intersection
Chapters 19. Love Can't Stop


6 months later....


The song of an Indira echoed in the corner of the Cafe, this song is always sung by Indira. Tonight is Sunday night, where every young man will hang out in this cafe. Each will sing, Indira will adjust the song according to his heart. And this time, she sang the song 'Love Can't Stop'.


"Not being able to have her doesn't mean you stop loving her. If in the end you cannot be with the person you call his name in your prayer, perhaps you are destined to be with the person who secretly mentions your name in his prayer. I'm Syafa, this is my song tonight,"


There is no story about love..


Who can avoid tears..


But I try to accept..


My heart is open, ready to hurt..


Love cannot stop..


As fast as I fell in love..


Drop my heart to you..


My life means something too..


Love does not change easily..


It is not easy to become hateful..


Even though I have to go now..


Heal the heart..


Even if it could..


I used to avoid..


From the bitterness of love..


But I choose this..


Let me take it, sick for love..


Athaya has always been beside Indira, since the incident that night Indira is now more open to him. Though Athaya knows, if Indira's heart is not hers. While in the other corner, a man was staring in admiration at the girl who sang in front of him. Still wearing her pride uniform, she stared longingly at Indira. Today, he had just arrived at the homeland. His condition has now begun to improve, although his chest pain sometimes always attacks just like that.


"Syafa, if God heard my prayers ton, convey this sense of love to him a million, I miss you so much."


Indira got off the stage, she'll be home soon because now the time has shown at 7 p.m. Visitors are increasingly crowded at the cafe owned by Cyra, Athaya and Indira separated on the road because Athaya had to visit his mother who was in the hospital. They intentionally use motorcycles. Fahri's father, who felt guilty about Indira, eventually allowed Indira to bring a motorcycle alone.


"Be careful! Go straight home, don't turn around!" Athaya told the woman he loved the most.


"Yes bawel! Greetings to Ummi, Abi and Umma!" indira and Athaya nodded.


Indeed Indira wants to go straight home, but his heart and body are opposite. Indira turns her motorcycle towards the gasibu park. Just today, where Indira and Dirga were supposed to meet in this Park. After parking his motorbike, Indira walked through the park. Many young couples are talking.


A notebook that Indira always takes with her everywhere, Indira takes out a notebook and a necklace that she still keeps to this day.


"I'm too stupid, until now I still expect you to meet me here, here. I was too naive, still expecting you to keep your promise a year ago," said Indira lowered her head and started sobbing.


Behind the tree, Dirga could hear all Indira's words. His heart really hurt. It felt like he was hugging and venting his longing for the girl.


"I kept my promise, Shafa. I'm here, only I'm too cowardly to show myself in front of you" Dirga really misses Indira, the girl who's taken half of her heart.


Indira still cries in silence, she does not want to be the center of attention of people there. He clenched and kissed the necklace, longing deeply within him. Dirga was no longer able, he decided to meet Indira.


"I'm sorry, Shafa. I kept my promise to meet you here, "Dirga hugged Indira from behind until Indira gave a startled cry.


"Ma-mas Yoga" said Indira. "Oh my God, if this is just my hallucination please let me be like this. Please God, just one hour! While I was happy to end everything," Indira continued to cry as she held her arms around her.


Dirga's heart really like slashed, he did not expect that deep wound that he had inched.


"I'm sorry, Shafa. I've incised a wound in your heart" said Dirga holding Indira's shoulder and making them face to face.


"Why? Why does God always keep us away? And now, you can't reach me anymore, Mom! Is this what you mean by following God's destiny? Why does it hurt me, Mom!" Indira beats Dirga, she misses the man in front of her but she is also disappointed.


Dirga desperately endured the pain in her chest, she allowed the woman to vent out her entire heart. Indira's punch slowly weakened, she released Dirga's embrace and stayed away from him.


"It's been an hour, thank you for letting me feel that feeling ever existed. May you be happy with him! With him who saved your life. Hopefully you can be a happy family," Indira said by holding back her tears, she grabbed her bag and intended to leave.


Grep


Dirga hugged her body and carried Indira in her arms. He hugged the girl tightly, while occasionally kissing the head of Indira.


"Don't make it harder for me to let you go, Mas Yoga," crying Indira continued to try to let go of the man's embrace.


"I've got a bike, Mas!" indira tried to let go of her hand.


"Later temen Mas brought," said Dirga.


During the trip, Indira just silently stared at the outside window. He never really understood what kind of feeling and relationship this was.


"Where are we going?!" Indira began to panic, because reading the directions if it is the direction to the pasteur toll road.


"Mas wants to take you away," Dirga deliberately tempts Indira to panic.


"Stop in front, Mom! I don't want to run away with you gini-rich" said Indira.


"Why? I will elope with you," seduced Dirga.


"Mas! You think I want to?! Stop, Mas!" Indira started crying sobbing.


"Don't cry, Shafa! I was just kidding, "Dirga rubbed Indira's head very gently.


For whatever sake, Indira hates being played like that. He just looked down, cried and covered his face with both hands.


"Shyafa! We have arrived" said Dirga to make Indira open her hand and wipe away the tears that flowed down her cheek.


"Why are we here?! I want to go home," went Indira without looking at Dirga.


"We go in first! You know, you haven't had dinner. Let's have dinner together, let's just say goodbye to Mas,"


Deg deg!


His heart was in pain, his heart was racing as if it was about to break and stop beating. Dirga's words really hurt Indirs.


"Alright," Indira came down and slammed the door tightly.


"Astaghfirullohaladzim, Shafa! You are so adorable" Dirga muttered as she held onto her shocked chest.


They eat at a Rooftop Cafe which is quite famous in Bandung. Beautiful views they can see there.


"What do you want to pesen?" ask Dirga gently.


"Whatever!" ketus Indira's. "Huft, it seems like female style always makes us men not warty," Dirga's inner.


"Order one fried rice without onions yes, Ma'am! Same one strawberry juice without milk and a little sugar," Dirga's pinta made Indira glare at his eyes. How Dirga can know his favorite food and his habit of ordering food.


A plate of fried rice and a glass of strawberry juice were now in front of them.


"Cock just one?" Indira squinted her forehead.


"Romaniacal wild! After all, the salary of Mas as a soldier is small," seduced Dirga.


"Jude, I ate! I don't want a plate of both people's prospective husbands, especially for the sake of romance," said Indira.


"Shyafa! This is the last request, please!" Dirga clasped Indira's hand tightly. Finally with a little force, Indira wanted to eat a plate with her.


After eating, Indira stood up and stared at the beautiful twinkling lights of Bandung City.


"I want to turn this around, Mas," Indira pulled the necklace out of her bag.


"May I ask you to keep it?" ask Dirga.


"Your future wife deserves to keep it, not me" Indira said.


"Shyafa! Look me in the eye!" said Dirga a little snapping.


The eyes of the two looked at each other, appearing to twinkle a deep longing in the eyes of the two. Dirga wiped the tears that escaped the beautiful eyes of the girl he loved.


"Do you still believe in God's destiny? Do you still call the name Mas in your prayer? Allah is the One who throws the hearts of men, from the airport straight to the garden to meet you, Shafa. I still believe that God will give us the best destiny. This is the reason why Mas does not want you to wait and bond with a state servant like Mas! And one thing you always have to know, just your name that I've been saying in do'a! And only your name is in the heart and mind!" immediately Dirga clutched Indira's body and the two cried holding back the wounds they made themselves.


Dirga kissed Indira's forehead long ago, and kissed Indira's cheeks at a glance.


"I'm sorry, I'm too cowardly to lose you, but I can't always make you happy either. But until now, as long as my breath is still blowing only you I wish I could be by my side. Though the truth is impossible, my love will never stop. My love will always flow for you,"


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