DIVORCE DEED
Zayyen Sick

I was busy for almost 1 week with a lot of work. Weekend also had to teach children at the lake. Because of this back flurry I rarely met Zayyen. That kid just calls me once in a while. That's if he was crying and Aditya couldn't calm him down.

Tonight Aditya called me again, but I didn't have time to pick up. I also felt disinclined to call her, it was possible that Zayyen had stopped crying.

I'm getting ready to go to sleep. It's 11 p.m. There are so many jobs today, and tomorrow there are meetings with some of my clients.

Suddenly my phone rings. This time Inara called.

"Hello na, what's wrong?"

"Mbak, Zayyen has a fever. Since then Aditya mas has called mbak, but not mbak lift. Mas Aditya thought he would not pick up a phone from him, so Aditya told me to call him"

"Zayyen fever? Since when?"

"Since this afternoon mbak, but have been to the doctor kok mbak. Just the Zayyennya cry on, maybe you can help Zayyen"

"Zayyen's at my mom's house now?"

"No mbak, Zayyen in the house mbak same mas Aditya now. I was just there eating Aditya's mas."

"Yes, I'm going there"

I'm really worried about hearing that news. Zayyen also has a history of asthma, crying too long can make asthma recur.

I say goodbye to my mom, maybe I'll be home late tonight. I have to make sure Zayyen's fever goes down first.

The distance from my house to Aditya mas place is only about 20 minutes. In the morning, it will usually be more jammed. Fortunately tonight the streets are empty, so I can get there faster.

"Mas Aditya"

I knocked on the main door. Mas Aditya hurriedly opened the door. I faintly heard Zayyen's cries. When the door was opened, Zayyen was crying in the sling of Aditya. His eyes were very puffy and it was starting to be difficult to breathe.

"Zayyen...why son?"

I took the boy from Aditya's arms. Take him into the room.

"Ontyy....."

I'm holding the jidat. That kid is so hot.

"Zayyen wants what? Take a breath first, be patient"

I patted her chest gently. After being in my arms, Zayyen was finally able to calm down.

"Hausss onty"

Mas Aditya who heard that directly took the glass and gave it to me. I helped Zayyen to drink.

"Did Zayyen eat the mas?"

"No, he doesn't want to eat. Inara had also bribed her, but she vomited again"

I'm nodding. Then walk to the kitchen. I want to see what kind of food Aditya gave to his son.

"What is this mas? How could you give this food to Zayyen?"

Instant noodles. The man looked at me with a sorry face.

"Mas confused, I'm sorry"

I won't scold him too much tonight. Zayyen still hugged me tightly. I had to make a warm soup, so he could swallow it easily.

It looks like Aditya mas do not know if all this time I keep some groceries in the closet. I opened it and immediately searched for a healthy instant porridge powder. When my ulcer relapses, I like to eat it. It tastes good and is easy to swallow.

"Come on Zayyen, open her mouth"

The boy opened his mouth, he was really hungry. Mas Aditya looked at me with a grateful face.

"Thank you very much Rin"

Aditya did not dare to raise his face. I breathed a heavy breath.

"That's it, not papa"

"I'm a bad father and a bad husband"

I'm staring.

"You'll try again, just get used to taking care of Zayyen"

"I'm afraid that Rin, in a few days my daughter will come home. Just taking care of Zayyen, I'm not a bitch, especially if I have to take care of a little baby. I'm scared"

I stared at Aditya. Look at his current appearance, unkempt body and thin body. Honestly, this is so sad.

"No need to think, many will help you"

"Can we stay with Rin? Am I really not coming back?"

"I know, I'm sorry"

To be honest, I also have not been able to determine how the fate of our divorce. On the one hand I am still very disappointed, but on the other hand there is a feeling of pity towards Aditya and also the children. They can't live like this.

"Ontyyy, Zayyen wants to sleep with onty"

I looked towards Zayyen. After finishing the porridge, the boy looked sleepy. I nodded and took Zayyen to the room.

"Dady...lt! I'd like to bobo with Dady too"

I'm speechless. How'this? I am not ready to sleep one more bed with Aditya's mas, but it is impossible to resist Zayyen's will now.

"Zayyen sleeps with onty alone"

Mas Aditya seemed to know with me who was uncomfortable with this atmosphere.

"No.......Dady has to come"

Zayyen again whined. I don't want the porridge he just ate back out.

"Dady, come"

I'm taking Aditya mas. The man turned his head towards me, probably surprised if I allowed him to sleep with me and Zayyen tonight.

Zayyen is in our midst. He grabbed our fingers together and put them together on his stomach. The boy fell asleep after hearing my singing.

I looked at both of them. Ams Aditya is also going well. Very similar to Zayyen. I try to get out of bed. But as she tried to remove my finger, Zayyen seemed to be piqued and strengthened her grip even more.

I'm back in my position. Waiting for the right moment. The clock shows at 1 p.m. At least I can move to the guest room. But it seems like Zayyen doesn't want to let go of her grip.

(Part 2 chapter 27)

I'mawakened. There's a hot thing wrapped around my waist. I blinked slowly. Waiting for my arrival to really return.

I'm fingering. It's a big hand. When my consciousness returned, I finally knew that the hand belonged to Aditya. The man hugged me tightly. His body is falling on my back.

I want to get up soon. Although this is legitimate for us, but in the goodbyes for me this is inappropriate.

I tried to escape, but Aditya's mas added tightened his embrace.

"Liar like this before, I miss"

He whispered in my ear. Just make me ticklish. I kept trying to open the knot, but Aditya's mass was very strong.

"Just a moment...."

I relented. I will still lose compared to his strength. But I'm beginning to realize that Zayyen is, wasn't he in the middle of us last night?  Where is the boy now? Did he fall?

"Zayyen...."

"He's in the guest room, last night I moved him"

What did he say? He moved last night? Meaning These are all the wits of Aditya mas? I throw my breath in annoyance. He played me.

"I miss you baby, I miss you so much"

The man kept saying such things in my ear.

"Sorry, can we make up for Rin?"

I could feel Aditya's body shaking as he said it. A few seconds after that, she started crying. I can hear it very clearly.

"Sorry, can you give the mas one more chance dear?"

My eyes are heating up. I can't be in this position. It feels really broken to see Aditya crying because of me. But it would be even sadder to remember what he did.

"Mas.... Can you let go?"

"My answer was Rin?"

"What else is mas?"

"Didn't you love me anymore?"

If only you knew, I still love you so much, so much.

"I don't love you anymore, I'm just here because of my feelings for your children, pity."

"Then, let's stay together for their sake Rin?"

"I can't...."

Slowly the embrace of Aditya loosened. He turned around and hid his face behind a pillow. His body shook violently, crying.

I couldn't stand it, I walked towards the guest room. I just want to calm down now.