DIVORCE DEED
Divorce, please!

I woke up when I heard a boisterous sound from the outside of Aditya's room. There was another patient who had just been transferred to the room next to us. I got up from my sleep, trying to tidy up my clothes that looked tangled because they were folded during sleep earlier.

I looked towards Aditya. The man was still sleeping quietly. It's almost magrib, should Inara come or Rabecca. I have to get home, I have work to do.

My heart trembled when I imagined how my life would be going forward. Will I be the first to succeed in breaking down my ambitions and guidelines. I used to say that women can choose too. Many clients who managed to escape from their partners who have for years only made their hearts torn.

I looked back at my palm. Am I licking my own spit? I was stupid. I don't even know how to bida pick right. Every time I try to find a way out, there are feelings that make me thwart all that.

Especially if I see the innocent face of Zayyen, the child of infidelity mas aditya, I should even hate the child, but I do not. He came over and warmed my crumbling feelings. My tears couldn't even be held back when caressing their little daughter's cheeks, the baby managed to make me tremble.

Alana is really evil. He makes it hard for me to make a decision. Returning to the aditya that has hurt me is not an easy thing. I admit I love her, but there is also a sense of brokenness that still continues to infect my heart.

"Mr...."

That's Rabecca. The young girl came in and immediately sat beside my growing. She smiles. There are feelings I find difficult to even say. Look into his eyes as if he already knew about my problems and his brother.

"I know what's going on here."

I'm staring. The girl smiled warmly again.

"Sometimes we need to hit our egos in order to feel happy. But if it feels so heavy, don't do it! I know what I'm feeling right now, it must be hard."

"I'm sorry if Mas Aditya has hurt you so deeply. He deserves all his mistakes. Madam Karin doesn't need to feel responsible."

"The future is still very broad. What happens doesn't mean you have to do it all. I won't force you to stay, this isn't what I want."

Cry broke. At times like this, I really need someone to listen to my story. There was a lot of road preparation, and I was at a loss to choose the right path. I need a hand.

"Mbak don't need to think too far about the problems of Aditya's children, they still have me and other families. Mbak is a strong woman, who must still be able to spread kindness and insight mbak. Not that I have other intentions, mbak of course will be a very good mother, but.of course not for the children mas aditya mbak."

"Especially with the condition of mas aditya now mbak, he will be very fallen and of course will trouble you if mbak choose to survive. And I don't want that to happen. You have to pick up your own happiness."

"I never thought about that Beca"

How could I think like that. I just try to sincerely help mas aditya and also his children. Although of course my feelings will not be the same as before. I need time for that.

"I know mbak, but I beg you, this time don't be stupid. Let all this be punishment for Aditya, you don't have to endure."

"Split up first mbak, heal all your wounds first. Don't mind him or his kids anytime soon. Let yourself be healed"

"Where could I...."

No. gabe. Can I see a mas aditya like this. Moreover, his children who might still have a dependency with me. But Rabecca's right, I just need some time to heal.

"I beg you, don't pull the divorce suit. Mas aditya has also spoken to me, he wants a divorce with you"

My body feels lunglai. Did you really change your decision? Just yesterday it felt like he was firmly asking us not to part, but what I heard from Rabecca and Mas Aditya's lips today really surprised me. He wanted us to separate.

"Now just go home, calm your mind and focus on yourself."

I can't stay here long. I grabbed my bag and walked outside the room. My eyes were staring at Aditya's mas.it was impossible if he didn't hear our conversation in his room. He must have heard it all. If he wanted us to stay together, he would have stopped his sister's words and denied them. But look, until the last second I was there, he didn't budge.

I stepped in with a broken heart. It turns out that everything can't be fixed. Even my good intentions were loudly rejected. Why it feels so much branch. I tried to go straight to my choice, but there was a hole that made me fall back and it was difficult to choose a straight path.

Especially if considering how Samuel had expressed his feelings the other day, the most difficult crossing I'd cross. The man was so kind as to make me comfortable, but I clearly broke his heart. This might be the karma of what I do. I accidentally hurt Samuel's sacred feelings.