Don't Call Me Om!
It's heart!!!!

don't go, hang in there!

don't joke, it's heart!!!!!

"what did you just say?". Karin looked at Aksa's nanar

"i'm. I'm asking you to hang on".

"i really like om, why survive? even we're not in a relationship." Karin talks softly trying to smile

"karin.I mean..."

"i mean om, om asked me to stick with my feelings. whereas om had fun with his girlfriend om it. is om kidding? it's your heart", Karin patted his chest

"let's be clear, I do like om. but enough to get here. act like you used to, see me as nothing more than a girl hitching a ride in the house om". karin immediately grabbed the fork and spoon in front of her.

"karin. i...."

"don't talk about it anymore, let's eat".

'ask to survive? who does he think he is? asked me to hang on while he was playing with his girlfriend.

why doesn't he think about my feelings. I shouldn't have shown that I like him.

past trauma? cih, the body alone is big if he is still living in the shadows of his past he will never be able to open his heart to other women'

Aksa delivered karin to her house while she immediately turned back to the apartment.

Karin opened her room, sitting her body on the edge of her bed.

it turns out tired of loving alone. wastes time just to think of a man who thinks of others.get tired of the heart because it burns jealous when he is with other women.

some people say 'love doesn't have to have' it applies to the love of those who clap one hand.

some say 'love is happy to see the person we love even though not with us' are we really happy when we see the person we love happy with others?

letting go means being able to forget of course by staying away, keeping your distance. How can you forget that feeling if you meet every day, face to face?

'i'm fine' just bullshit!

although the pain is not visible to the eye, but the tightness and pain is felt.

tired of monologuing with himself karinpun sleep.

***********************

"nyet", Aksa calls Riko to her room

"why else?". Riko sat on the couch

"why is it so hard to catch wet clara?".

"he's a snake, don't underestimate a woman like her!". Riko remembers clearly what clara was like.

Aksa massaged her forehead really tired heart and mind kept pretending to like clara.

"there's no other way to prove his foul behavior?".

"you should talk well with Ramon not even consider him an enemy.you know if Ramon is also a victim".

"but before all is proved, I can't ma'afin him".

"means the only way you continue to date the snake until you find the evidence.How do you keep the relationship with Karin?"

Aksa glanced sharply at Riko, 'why?' it was as if Riko asked with Aksa's gaze

"gue knows he likes me, but you know my past, right? I always thought all women were the same, no one was sincere.Eventually they will leave me."

"including karin?"

"i'm confused about how I feel".

"Aksa, Aksa, not all women are like that. Maybe your own fear. try to set aside your negative thoughts".

"gue tried, but it seems too late because I'm angry with you"

"angry?".

"hm, it was malem when I told you to check the existence of karin because she was angry with me."

"why angry why?"

"once I'm in the same dinner Clara", heard the name of Clara Riko expression as will spew food

"initially I don't know if karin sang in the cafe, when I looked at the stage it turns out he. don't know why the Clara suddenly kissed my cheek. Karin's out, I'm chasing her but it's too late."

"after news from lo, I followed him to the park. actually said he again with Ramon. I wonder why every time I see him with his innate guy I'm emotional".

"i keep eating, and I say to him if he likes me, 'stay for a minute' because I'm still a little traumatized as I feel".

braaaaaaakkkkk

Riko threw the documents in front of her.greget with Aksa she could only clench her hands and was about to float a bogem.

"my kalo so Karin I've flush you use kerosene I keep burning".

"i mean nyet, I asked him to be patient with me"

"nah lo yummy, lo dating Clara keep you say if you still a little traumatized by your past and ask him to be patient wait lo! lo crazy? you don't think how he feels? you can be traumatized by your past, but karin, she doesn't even know anything about it it's natural that she's angry as you're more precisely disappointed".

Riko lectured Aksa at length

"continue he says he'll end his feelings and ask me to act like he used to. See he's just a papa's friend's son"

Aksa returned to the story while Riko who was very irritated with Aksa just snorted.

"continue now what do you want to do?"

"well, I feel very disappointed with me".

"will you continue to be in it?"

"constant me, you know I'm not an expert in this business", Aksa stretched his tie

"kalo lo love him, finish your business with Clara and Ramon. not good also if you fight karin but you are still dating Clara".

"great idea, but what if I'm the first one". Aksa recalled Akhdan who always approached karin

"that's called DL"

"THE L?"

"you're suffering from a land crocodile!", Riko laughed loudly

"bosen lidup lo?", Aksa glanced sharply at Riko

~hudaverdi~ Residence

"non, there are guests outside", Karin who is reading a book by the pool ends up following aunt to the living room

"who's bi?"

"less know non, aunt has never seen".

karin continued walking, until in the living room she saw a tall tall man smiling towards her.

"Akdhan?",

"karin", Akdhan stood up

"do you know if I live here?"

"that time you said to me that you live here, cook forget?"

"oh yeah?" karin remembers when but it's not for Akdhan to be here

"sit down, what do you want to drink?",

"it's up to you not to be formal gini rin so awkward", Akdhan felt karin too formal to him usually also not.

"hehehehe this is my friend's house,"

Akdhan and Karin reminisce about their high school days while in Jogjakarta.Growing up in the same neighborhood makes them so very familiar.although karin knows that Akdhan has feelings for her, she said, but she is happy that Akdhan did not reveal his feelings and chose their friendship.

'no no no no'

the sound of someone's footsteps rang out in the living room.Karin and Akdhan were heard still laughing.but karin's laughter stopped when her eyes met Aksa's eyes.

Aksa continued to walk past them and immediately took the elevator towards her room.

"shit, why is that piggyback here? and what were they laughing at?", Aksa opened the suit and threw it in any direction.

'are I jealous?'