
"Should never make me love you until you finally let me down"
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"Me, have a lover".
"Do you love her?".
"yes, I love her" Fahri smiled at Jasmine's reply. Jasmine is a very beautiful girl.where may not have a lover.the way of speaking is smooth, she is also very polite.
"then what about your parents?".
"i love them too, I don't want to disappoint them. Am I selfish? if I wanted to have both? my parents, as well as my lover?", Jasmine ventured to look at Fahri. The man in the navy suit, with an Ivy League-style haircut, gave off a commanding impression making his firm jaw very distinct.
'not bad, but I love Aksa'
'Cup'
'don't behave sweetly like this, you're making me the wrong one'
Fahri touches the back of Jasmine's ears, kissing Jasmine's sexy lips, while the Jasmine who gets a surprise attack is just silent, too shocked by Fahri's behavior. Because it was too awkward Fahri let go of his kiss but not with his eyes.
You don't have to say your heart
Everything is implied in your two eyes
Save every effort to make me believe
Everything is good
I hurt myself, I'm full of feeling
Because I can't
Expecting that love
There never will be
I have now released
The love I was proud of
I'm aware of all this
It wasn't your fault
I knew
You're not for me
I'll forget you
Although it can't be easy
I'll hold on already
-Afgan
music seems to be describing the state of Aksa's heart. Aksa who was back looking for Riko accidentally heard the talk of Fahri and Jasmine, like squeezed, her heart was so sick to see Jasmine was silent when Fahri kissed her. The look in Fahri's eyes was enveloped in a lot of love, the look was so sad.
'I shouldn't have come back here'
"Aksa, where are you from? I'm the same aunt tilluk moss nungguin lo".
"gue nelp lo but do not lift".
"cook anyway?".
"ayo Riko, auntie is very tired".
On the way home, no one spoke. Mama Aksa who seemed to be asleep, Riko who was thinking about something. And Aksa who is daydreaming.
The Hudaverdi family
"go back first".
"Rik, I want to say something".
"tomorrow at the office, you're not going to college, are you?".
"can't, I need a chat".
Finished changing clothes, Aksa came down to Riko who was waiting for him in the living room. Aksa's disheveled face and visibly holding back anger, He passed by Riko, going to the wine storage room.
"whoof lo? tumben drink. Riko dropped her body next to Aksa.
"you know, right? why don't you tell me".
"it's a matter of feeling bro, I'm really investigating Jasmine, but I'm not going to judge her".
"how do you think?".
"lo finish well, ask Jasmine. he chose lo or his future fiancee".
'ciih'
Aksa sipped a glass of vodka, played it and smiled smirk.
"sa, you no longer think macem-macem right? you're not gonna kill yourself?".
"gue's not that crazy".
"of course, obviously I'm disappointed because he's not honest with me, he chose me or his future fiancee I don't care".
"say love, but don't care, how the hell lo".
"i think lies are fatal mistakes".
"so you're gonna pretend you don't know if he's being fooled?".
"lo back sono". Sontak Riko was surprised not to play with the orders of his cousin, friend and boss.
"wasn't you who asked me here, I was also going back, byebelin terribly lo, if not because of my boss, I've washed it your mouth". Aksa glanced at Riko with her Eagle eyes, instantly Riko's guts shrieked.
"go back".
'preaang'
brengs*k!
"aaaaaaaaahhhhh. You shouldn't have to take me, pretend to love me, I'm disappointed with you Jas". Aksa was drunk, and fell asleep on the sofa.
Bandung
Fahri and Jasmine are in one of the cafes after a day of preparing all the needs of the engagement event ranging from clothing fittings, decoration, handouts, catering and invitations.
"Mine, did you tell your boyfriend?"
"yet".
"why?".
"well, I don't know how to tell her, I'm afraid". Fahri clasped Jasmine's hand, stroking her gently, Fahri understood what Jasmine was thinking.
"don't be afraid Mine, I'm there for you, tell her the truth, explain to her.I want to be with you, we go together".
"no, I'll talk to him later".
'Fahri, you are kind and very caring. I will learn to love you. Even if I know it's hard, I will try it. I don't want to disappoint my parents. I don't know what's wrong with me, I don't know what's wrong with me, but with you I feel calm. Fahri, I hope this is the right choice.I will forget my feelings for Aksa'.
'Aksa, I'm sorry, I'm such a jerk, I'm sorry, my sweet bear'.
Three weeks passed, today was the day of Jasmine and Fahri's engagement. Jasmine is really learning to accept this engagement, trying to open her heart to accept Fahri. Although Jasmine is a bit restless, as Aksa does not return the message from her return from Bandung, although the contents of his message only reported that he was betrothed by his parents. Jasmine had never met him on campus, and could not meet him at the office. Riko locked her mouth tightly.
"Miss Jasmine, this is no package for you".
"from whom?"
"the courier's message says there's no sender's name, miss".
"alright, thanks".
Jasmine is very beautiful tonight, with a silver dress mermaid model.The textured bun hairstyle features her white neck.The makeup is very simple, but makes her aura of beauty radiate. Jasmine received the purple gift box, just once she blinked it was certain that her tears would fall right then and there.
'Blessed Jas'
just one word, but really hurting her, she hates this kind of thing, hates herself like she has no standing.
'I can't falter, I'll get engaged to Fahri, and Aksa doesn't contact me at all, let alone fight for this relationship'.
the event was held so luxurious, many colleagues and business people were present, as well as Aksa's parents.
Soekarno Hatta Airport
"lo sure you want to go, why you even avoid gini sa".
"nehindar? mean lo?".
"kalo lo emang love should you pursue him, not even run away".
"you think I'm leaving because of Jasmine?".
"continue not because you run away from the harsh reality of your life, what the hell?"
"sotoy lo, I'm going to study business in Germany".
"why you learn, you've become a reliable businessperson, a waste of time lo".
"difficult to say the same, I have already unplugged, and I even missed the plane".
"as far as you are, well done lo disono", Aksa actually heavily left Riko, leaving behind his parents, younger sister and of course his birthplace, Jakarta.but what is okay to do, he said, his heart ached remembering Jasmine, he wanted to find a new atmosphere.
Goodbye my first love
Be happy..
our togetherness is short
I don't know who is selfish
me? ye? or us?
you choose your path to happiness
and let me throw away our memories
I deserve to be happy too, right?
we were once strangers.we were once lovers.we went back to being strangers.