
"because I. love you." Aksa stared fixedly into the brown bead of karin, looking at her full of tenderness.
aksa understood, maybe this is too soon for karin. considering when aksa knows about the feelings of karin, aksa chose not to express his own feelings. he should have realized his feelings by then but he asked for a sarin waiting for him. What a fool!
karin looked puzzled as she squeezed the end of her shirt and lowered her head staring at the marble floor under her feet, shouldn't she be happy? isn't this what he always wanted? aksa expressed her feelings, but why was Karin even afraid.
aksa grasped the hand of karin, gently stroked her lentic fingers, and tightened her grip into the sidelines of her fingers.Karin increasingly hesitated not knowing how to behave, but aksa increasingly smiled softly.
"it may surprise you, but I hope I'm not late in expressing my feelings." I'm confused to have to talk let alone, this is his first experience.although karin is not his first love, nor is she his first girlfriend, nor is she, karin was the first woman to receive the expression of love.
"if you're still in doubt, I'll give you time to reflect on all of this. To be honest, this is the first time I've expressed my feelings to a woman." I'm down, her heart's pounding uncontrollably. karin raises her face, tries to look me in the eye to find the lies inside, but she doesn't find it. Aksa doesn't lie!
"you were not my first, not my first love, nor my first lover, I did date several times, but I never expressed my feelings to them, they expressed their feelings to me. back then, when you said you liked me, I should have said that I liked you too but I still doubted my own feelings...."
karin digests everything the aksa says, trying to string together her various memory puzzles about alexa and clara. They do love the aksa, but karin can see the aksa does not reciprocate their feelings.
"why silence, hm?." I will raise my chin until their eyes meet
"om, i..."
"do you have any doubts?." asked Aksa, karin shook her head
"are you afraid?." Karin looked at Aksa and nodded.
"what are you afraid of?." will he change his sitting position next to Karin.
"i'm afraid, because I'm not worth it at first I did like om for no reason, but somehow when om expressed the feeling of om just now I became afraid."
"what's not worth it?."
"om's grown up and I'm still like a kid and look at my ex-mom, they're all seen from any angle, they're better than me" he murmured
"so you are inferior?." Aksa allowed the slightly messy carin hair.
"em," karin nodded slowly
"i should be a poor man, I'm old and you're very young.You're beautiful, you're always mature, you never look at anyone else from their property."
"ish, um it's not old, but de-wa-sa." sneered karin
"hahaha I'm old.I'm 30 years old." laughter boomed until tears flowed from the corner of his eyes.
"yes, and we're ten years away." Karin pointed out all ten of his fingers
"rin.." aksa called soft karin.
"om why don't you call me like that!."
"why?." asked aksa wonder
"wiley tau." Karin bersedik because in her ear sounds so sensual.
"what do you want me to call you? honey, honey?."
"om what the hell, I haven't accepted it yet."
"yes yes, let me prove my feelings for you, which I am happy to be able to express my feelings" he said seriously.
"that's how I went to my room first." karin immediately came out of the room aksa. when he arrived in his room, karin pecak mencak jubilant. holding both cheeks that may currently be as red as tomatoes.
"rin, are you healthy?" asked rio in surprise to see the karin who had just entered the room while smiling an indistinct smile.
"wishing?." cuek karin
"what pain? I'm healthy gini." replied karin while showing both hands like samson betawi.
"your soul pain, was pacing back and forth not clear time to go out, uh back time even cachet while laughing yourself.if not what mental illness?." rio melted karin mercilessly.
"noisy lo." karin immediately sat down and tried to focus with the file on her desk.turn back the paper, read the file, but her mind floated somewhere. karin could not bear to suppress her feelings.
"rin, I swear I'm afraid to see you smile at your own smile, you kambet satan what the hell?" karin folded her lips so as not to be so visible that she is currently happy because of love.
"io, to the pantry yuk I'm thirsty." take karin to switch the conversation.
"okay. I'm also getting sleepy." riopun stood up following the karin.
"what do you want to drink?" asked Karin when they reached the pantry.
"coffee angel deh." karin nodded. while he was making coffee, seen someone standing next to him. This perfume fragrance, like no stranger. karin turned her head and how shocked she was when she saw Aksa standing making coffee next to her.
"what dear?." whispered aksa, were it not for the axe holding her, Karin almost dropped the glass in her hand.
"pa-pak what are you doing here?."
"making coffee." aksa smiled seductively.
"is there no Shinta?."
"em, it was supposed to be Shinta who made it. But just now when I passed my lover's room, I accidentally saw him come out with his male friend." somehow said my lover was able to make the heart shake.
ah, surely my cheeks have been flushed like tomatoes. Karin further lowered her head.
silent for a while while waiting for hot water, the gaze of Aksa did not switch at all. looked at the beautiful face of karin who was currently making herself crazy.
"io here's your coffee." Karin made two cups of coffee and gave a glass of coffee to rio. rio nodded smilingly and took the coffee from his hand of karin, although the smoke still slightly billowed rio quickly blew it.
"stop!." the sound of aksa shocked rio who was drinking his coffee.
"get that coffee out of your mouth!." rio and karin looked at each other.It was impossible for rio to take out the coffee that was currently in his mouth.
"otherwise, I'll fire you!."
'Rio's 'byuuuuur' immediately spouted his coffee into the glass
"io, what a slob."
"biarin, than I was fired." Karin stared intently at aksa.
"you're out!" said aksa glancing at rio, rio immediately stepped out of the room.
"honey, why did you make him coffee?." asked aksa after rio came out leaving aksa and karin.
"why is it? he's my roommate."
"no, I don't like you making other men's coffee." aksa pura sulked
"ten reeds. sulking his story."
"i'm serious."
"yes yes, that was the last one. I won't make him coffee again."
"that's it dong, love you dear." aksa ruffled her carin hair while carrying the coffee out the pantry
"om.