Don't Love Me Again
Flu

" yes if indeed you do not want to deliver me and also my son who is sick, I will ask father for help. I don't need your help because you can't be relied upon whenever you need it! you can only scold me and also spend my money even you also took away my life that you once promised my life would be much more beautiful than before. in fact, you did not make my life miserable like living in a hell that you deliberately made for your happiness solely!"

This time I ventured to answer in a loud voice because my heart was tired of giving up, this is my time to fight with the attitude of mas irfan who has been very reluctant to care for myself or the inspiration of his own flesh and blood.

" oh so you dare to fight me win!"

With his eyes open more he glared at me very sharply

" dare to fight me? Answer me!"

" houndless dog is ashamed of you! Who do you think gave you money to eat, huh? I win me! You can be anything your father is rich, the money your father gave me I didn't let you in your hands. Do you know why? Because I've spent it to treat my lust for the women of the night out there who are far more perfect than all the aspects you have, including your body that was once sexy dear"

Mas irfan continued the sentence in a row and then laughed off what I knew he was mocking me by going beyond the limits that were already over

" you are you, mas! I've been trying to believe in you all this time! But why are you doing this the same as me! You are so fucking. Who do you think you are that can discriminate against my body! You fucking man!"

I can't help but hold back the mouth that's already spoken harshly I actually don't want to say it, but this time it was completely beyond my patience and maybe this time it should be said even though I will get a slap or a painful swearing

" if you're going to ask your father for help, then go ahead but never go back and set foot in this house remember that"

" did you dare say that to me? Just so you know my dad could have kicked you out of the company! If you dare abandon me even to divorce myself"

Mas irfan laughed as loud as I was surprised to see why he was not afraid of my words when he only relied on work in the company of his father.

" what are you saying? oh yeah I forgot that the company that your father owned had already switched to my hands a few months ago, but your father foolishly obeyed my will not to tell you and you were also stupid for believing in me and even loving me as sincerely as your heart"

Irfan's reply made me wonder why something this big was unknown to me

" what are you saying! Why are you hiding something this big from me"

" yes, let's just say I'm wrong, oh yeah there's still one more thing you should know. your father, who trusted me with all his heart, probably won't live long enough to have a stroke"

" astaghfiruallah you lied, right mas, you just scare my son, right? Aren't mas?"

" whatever! whatever! you want to believe it or not that important I've been telling you the truth and maybe if he knows that you're not happy he'll soon meet his end"

" but it's good that if all that happens I'll lose someone who sucks me so much, yes, I must always pretend to accept all her requests and also to pretend to love you for two years, thank goodness you blew up all your frustration! So we can part ways sooner"

The answer from mas irfan beyond my expectations I guess he was just pretending but it seems like he really is the truth about father's crimes, but how can you succeed in something this big from me I don't want you to leave me because only he can love me as sincerely and from now on I will never trust you again the love of a man whose ends only hurt the heart.

The cries of inspiration broke again I just remembered that I had to bring inspiration to the hospital immediately in a hurry to order an ojek online.

The sky still looks dark, but the atmosphere in this city is already seen crowded in doing their respective activities

" thank you, I paid for the app"

" it's the same thing"

The conversation ended very briefly I who was already in front of the hospital hurriedly entered the hospital and went straight

Calling hospital staff who are afraid to meet at all in the hospital hallway

" doctor please doc help my son"

A nurse directly directed me to the ER room, I who still felt very worried and wanted to stay on the side of inspiration was not allowed to be in the room

" mom, I can just wait outside"

" but sus I want to be near my son"

My request is to wash to the sister

" i'm sorry ma'am, we can't grant mom's request. But we promise to try our hardest"

Breath of inspiration was seen gasping for breath, the doctor who had just entered the ER room immediately paired the oxygenation device

" s I beg you to give my permission.."

I again pleaded with the nun who was near me, but again she refused my request

" let's go, let's get me out and all the medics who are in this room promise to do their best to the mother's child"

The words from the nurse seemed to calm me a little so that I did not panic too much and was worried about the inspiring condition that was getting worse.

" well sus but please help save my son"2

finally with a heavy heart I was forced to leave the inner inspiration in the ER room with some people whose inspiration had never been seen before.

I who still remember the words of mas irfan increasingly more confused, what if irfan really does not want to accept me anymore but anyway I have to help my son who really needs me does not need the figure of a wife.

45 Minutes passed I was still waiting in front of the room where the inspiration was treated to get the latest news from the health inspiration

But I don't seem to have the strength to endure this pain alone.

I decided to contact Dad because he was the only one who could calm me down and help me in this blind problem

* outgoing call*

" hello assalamualaikum dad, can you please windi ga? Windi really needs my dad's help right now"

" hello waalaikumsalam win, you why? why does your voice seem like it's shaking like you're in such a big trouble what's the win why are you also sounding like you're crying?"

" dad pleasein windi, windi now really feel confused and need someone to strengthen the windi. now only the father that windi can rely on. Windi please come here, Windi needs you.."

I whined again like a child asking to buy a balloon

" quiet win, relax, try to calm yourself first try to explain slowly to father if you are in a hurry to tell father your problem father father can not understand your words so please just calm down your voice clearly to get to the point father's ear"

I listened to my father's words and obeyed his orders

" dad ilham entered the hospital he is now in the ER room father.windi was very afraid and anxious because the state of inspiration is getting down just windi fear and inspiration why father"

" okay calm down now you're with your husband?"