Don't Love Me Again
Kayras

" so I should have all those things? Lip blushing, nice powder, eyebrow pencil for carving and much more. But where will I get money from? If you have to buy all these things at once"

A figure appeared in the wishful thinking exploring whose word

" dad can definitely help me, come on love me and for sure you'll understand me and then give me a few pieces of paper money"

It's so easy for my imagination to be created

After finishing a box of food, I immediately packed neatly to tidy up the house that he said was like a cow pen

I headed to the kitchen to clean the dishes and other dirty cookware, mopping, wiping the stove and removing the accumulated kitchen waste.

In the matter of the kitchen alone time has passed very quickly and certainly tiring for this body

By 18:00 all sides of the kitchen had been glossy and completely clean but I felt something different on this body I was convinced that someone had come to see me, I went straight to the bathroom and washed the things in mine that were stained with red patches.

" huh pantes alone this back feels very heavy and the pagang jarring turned out to have entered the date of the coming month turned out"

The pain that was felt every month was very painful for me when he arrived, so it felt like I wanted to vent all this pain with anger that erupted like a fountain

" duhhh was sick once again, inspiration was still asleep and if he woke up he would surely come to me by walking on his tiny legs"

That's how I thought this time

that way I immediately opened the bathroom door and of course my eyes were fixed on the bed above which lay the body of mas irfan.

" mas awakens mas is maghrib"

I who was in bed woke up Irfan mas who was still asleep after the fight

Mas irfan who was easily awakened finally woke up from his sleep which then reflexively looked at me with frowning and a nose that looked grunting began to appear on his face

" hmmm you smell so bad win the oath! What are you doing, why don't you take a shower if you want to be by my side, I'm so sick of hearing this smell! Very very wry and also your face that more and more day even darken it was already nervous at all huh?"

" astaghfiruallah mas, mending mas irfan shower first kept praying already entered maghrib mas. About your complaint just finished your new prayer we continue ok"

" halah sok soan mengeramahin now!"

By taking a towel hanging on the hanger directly he entered the bathroom area as I wanted

" aghhhhh very favourable to Allah"

My thanks for being able to lay down this very sore back by wriggling it until a crisp sound is heard.

I don't want to rise from this pleasure, huh it feels like feeling endless tired until when feeling the softness of this mattress like I just slept on the bed for the first time.

With a state that does not sleep all day makes my eyes dissolved with the air conditioning cradle attached to the wall of the lizard tub waiting for mosquitoes to be eaten

" huhhhh, I feel like I want to sleep for a moment but now it has entered Maghrib time, he said to sleep at the time like now. I'm tired of being an adult"

" get up win!"

A clap of the hand on my left shoulder rattled me from my involuntary sleep

" uh yes mas"

With a slight drowsiness I got up from a lying position to sit down, I yawned slowly and felt dizzy what happened to me every time I felt that my sleep was not enough the head was always swayed until this body became a ship that would hit a large coral

" cepet conscious win! It's a cry"

" i'm dizzy, can you please bring inspiration here?"

" alah win you must be lying, you just do not work gacari money can be dizzy especially you were on the road this morning! Keep now dizzy, do not you want to cheat me so that I can keep the inspiration and you sleep because you are tired of walking is not dizzy. Aye?"

" mas if you gamau keep the inspiration saying yes! Gausa sok soan accuse me of being gini mas! I cape I'm human too! Do not mentang mentang you who are looking for money you can be just like me! I can also make more money than you! Didn't you tell me to quit my job?"

I want to argue like that because I have been holding anger in Irfan for too long

" why not win! Take care of your nagging son!"

I went back into silence regardless of the cries of inspiration growing louder

" my child? Just my son? Not your child or you don't consider the inspiration of the child? Even to carry it just a few times I saw it

" pyarrrr's"

A hard slap landed on my left cheek, a pain like being exposed to tingling running through this cheek.

Mas irfan who is not strong to hear the cry of a wedge and I who are still silent punish me in this way

Without saying anything or just answering orders mas irfan I ran towards the room of inspiration with wet cheeks right at the slap part of the palm of the irfan mas's hand landed

" aaa ilham dear why cry? Laper huh? Here let's go with mama to get milk ready to drink in the fridge"

I remove the remaining tear grains that are still attached to the end of the eye or those that wet the cheeks that still feel a little pain

Arriving in the kitchen I put the inspiration right in the room next to the kitchen that is the dining room I will cook the rest of the ingredients that are still available to fill the stomach that has begun to feel a little boisterous

When the gas stove had ignited someone opened the door of the house from the inside, my question mark began to return irregular

" where are you going? Kan uda malem"

I asked regardless of what happened just now

" get out, get some food"

Irfan answered and began to approach me

Mas irfan seemed to ignore the inspiration that was near him, until when he would be like this, even though he was the flesh blood of the only inspiration at this time

" ...!"

"Aaa aa ee money mas? But the money I gave you was only 35 thousand mas. And I still haven't bought diapers and filled the kitchen for tomorrow"

I told irfan

" where is it"

I reached into my negligee pocket and gave it to Irfan

" this is mas"

I poured all the money I have right now on mas irfan with a very heavy heart

" it's 5 grand! Make diapers if the kitchen problems stay waiting tomorrow afternoon I payday, so I bother win win"

Ejek mas irfan to me as if I complicate everything

" yes mas but tomorrow morning mas irfan time gamau breakfast first, the stock in the kitchen uda exhausted all tablets mas. Can I have 5 grand? Make tofu buy the same mini-packaged soy sauce?"