Don't Love Me Again
Accompany

"win you who are patient.."

That voice reminded me of someone who had been close in the past.

" disclosure? This you? Revelation me..."

The revelation immediately shut my mouth that still wanted to speak

" we have won't talk later, now we have to do a prayer to end the funeral of your father and son alone wayangmu"

Wahyu is the son of a secretary father who used to work for father but since mas irfan replaced his position I have never met him or just got word

" yes yuu..."

I turned my face back to look at these two mounds of wet ground, I placed my knees between them and raised my hand to pray for them both. Some of the people present at the funeral had already begun to say goodbye to me, only the revelation of someone who was still loyal to me at this time.

" paris..."

I who was still focused on the two mounds of land that were right next to my body began to sprinkle flowers on the ground again and also water is a bottle of water to cool them down there.

" illusion.dad.why did you leave me at the same time when I still needed you so much to live my day"

" now there will be no more crying at night that will wake me up and no one will encourage me when I fall, and there will be no more hands on my head"

" my inspiration is longing, my mother is cold to hold you again and my father wants to feel in elus again by you"

I cried again dripping tears that fell on the two mounds of land that was still wet, my sobs were getting louder, louder, but again the sound of revelation made me re-surrender myself and accept this situation.

" win is enough you must not drag on in this grief because it is not allowed, you understand what I mean?"

" yeah yu I understand what you mean, but this self is no longer able to withstand the pain that is very intense.my heart has been broken yu it seems I want to follow them away, I want to go, but because of my father's request I had to get up and start a new life to fix my old life that was broken to pieces nothing left"

I who could not bear even poured out my heart on the revelation

" yes if you still feel tight then go ahead, go on, I don't want to ban you because I know how to endure the pain without crying it hurts me so much and even makes my chest tight like a lack of oxygen"

" no yu I don't want to, I won't cry again enough this time I shed tears that hurt excessively"

I answered to the real revelation that I did not want him to try to calm me down because he did not really know what I was feeling.

" well, if you're done, let's go home"

" no yu I don't want to go home now, if you really want to go home, come home first I'll catch up with you soon"

" if you don't want to go home then I won't go home I'll wait here for you until you come home with me"

" why are you stubborn yu! I still want to be here alone"

" well I will leave you here alone according to your request but I will wait for you in my car, I don't want to know you have to come with me let your car be picked up by your late father's driver"

I took a deep breath because I had already let out excessive emotions when answering the invitation from the revelation that he really wanted to accompany me in my new sadness

" if you can do not win here for long because the sky looks blackened which seems to be raining heavily in the city"

" yes, that's a big deal!"

I returned to answer the request of revelation with great care because the revelation was very annoying and also chatty like mother who found warm gossip in the morning

The revelation that had heard my command finally went to step away from me for the sake of my comfort to have time alone

I again lamented that the two mounds of deni came back crying as it happened but I will promise after this cry I will no longer cry because I have to be a strong woman as my father dreamed even I believe that inspiration wants the same thing to destroy what has destroyed me

A gap of about 10 minutes passed seemed to be some droplets of crying from the sky began to wet the earth. I who still longed and still wanted to be with these two people I loved very much ignored the rain but when my head stared at the sky a black umbrella appeared above my head he did not let myself get wet it was like a burial area that had started to get completely wet

" let's go home now win it's raining you will be sick and if you are sick surely father and also two hearts you will feel sad to see yourself who is lying weak and helpless.

The word revelation is also true, I must take care of my health if not the only desire of my father will not be fulfilled

" here..."

The hand of revelation stuck out in front of my face, he wanted to help me to wake up from a position of rest with my black robe was partially exposed to mud because of the rain that fell suddenly

" don't have to be alone"

I rejected the hand of revelation that was right in front of my face but it seems very unlucky that the sandals I was wearing turned out to be a little drowned in the wet ground and when I lifted the flip flops were released

" you how the hell win gabisa be careful a little what? Always in a hurry"

" it's my fault it's not you who asked me to leave this place immediately"

" yes yes well it is up to you from childhood you are always right and certainly never wrong, even if you are wrong for sure it is because of me"

" what the hell is not clear it's better we have to go to the car now"

" wait wait how about your legs later your feet dirty dong"

" oh, why is it that if my feet are dirty, would you not want your car to get dirty because of my feet?"

" well even so I'm wrong again I mean that later your feet are dirty you better wear my sandals only"

It's weird how I thought he could intend to give me the slippers he was wearing just to keep my feet clean while his feet would get dirty because of me

" don't revelation I'll walk barefoot before this dirty side of my foot gets into your car, I'll clean it first with rainwater pouring down the side of your car"

" you like the complicated ones from the past still like the windi I know as a strange woman"

" you are still the most beautiful guy in the world!"

" it's up to you to do what's important I have to get you out of here"

By finishing his words the revelation reached my body for him to carry and to his taste.....